how am i suppose to know what i feel and what i not?????????
well i dont think it matters because have nothing to do with my future
the more i dont wanna think about it the i am curious to know my emotions regarding that situation
love ?? or just an attachment ??
i care about him and i am careful not to hurt him
i have an emotional attachment with him
i know him too well his feelings and he must be thinking and what not
he gets upset easily and i am always the understanding one
we literally fight everyday but sleep happy with each other
he tells me not to think too much and i actually dont
but today i wanna think
i just dont wanna hurt him but he hurts me when he takes decisions regarding us without asking me but also i know what he is thinking and how is he trying to manage things (but he must inform me)
he says he loves me and he feel it thats why he say it and miss me too when we are not talking
in 2 days its gonna be a week we are not talking properly well the way we talked before was exclusive but now its too less
he can tell that when i am talking to somebody else and he gets jealous
i always have an reality check i know he belongs to another religion and is way too far from me
he cant be mine like never
and if i try to give him this reality check he will get upset and be like ok then whatever sabotage everything we have
i am confused with myself.......
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