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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbVBJlvEK1
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeiGoqOQET
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTPKbNBKgQ
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaKDy1isci
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Why are you never proud of me?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJkGpHOIFV
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MLjehn8ET
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ9qqAMwH2
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjsxA0yS3p
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOOHsnFKjI
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTaswmJvuQ
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQwuDd1l4z
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOPfgDlBju
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaU136rRwG
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdAbYGo0Y6
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gIJlK0al0
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMKWVR9pi4
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSJIkdIOw2
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qELwQEvdB
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU2ekXBR9Q
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ46bdt0EgT
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaBPy5ZzL4
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0DmVt3Zwl
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uk0eutLp5
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw8N601xlV
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwxTvjc5CL
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zn6VCdNfd
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I tried to save you.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP3j6jL7C7
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I told everyone what really happened.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3YOI3YG7N
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBi1mrWrLdC
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Was it painful?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9tCJLbUTc
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I should never have left you.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShC6G6Yr98
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They told me about your death 15 days later.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3qEDIpDdu
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL8ufFijxf
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Was poison really that brutal?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCHFnslf8b
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqS2POJzjg
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I thought I’d see you again.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSp3Bezs6l
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdpTCOpf2f
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But not my pain?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSbGKfyUa2
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJHB2H4pzi
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oibJvE3pC
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75fvXZ218I
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The only memory I have is scolding you.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZmSsqpmBi
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARsODUlBD0
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8Ozon3MjG
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One month later, I attempted suicide.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ564rx17huf
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7YmIhZ35L
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Why?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMF1JZwQjo
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9LKfiOWLt
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbtIrQn0Gh
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Why am I falling apart like this?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtglQayxNJ
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn8NEQo77b
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qPUCcDQd3
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People move on.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iu4TKokfH
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Family is not the same for everyone.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq8MIIbaah
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
