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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoBTierHPi
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0CVF2M5za
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJf4PSNSzJ
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMrI7xmeCO
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Why are you never proud of me?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIOTYhA1QL
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTbEs18D54
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm4KjzTZeJ
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpNFpk29hf
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe7jmDNThZ
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73gmjOac2T
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqZUTpJaEy
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2EYkj3o8r
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iZhHwsfJU
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7afIPPldu
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWGE2RlshT
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxzIKNq1vZ
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhgEGITz9N
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvq1hbd24S
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHeQ9hsiKc
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTXppp28zf
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4KBr8N4Gq
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Sh1wPMDIR
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD8NTfFWbw
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzNb6Idc28
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kVtMoW7W2
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42nFhJf7QD
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I tried to save you.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CoXrsGT00
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I told everyone what really happened.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7imaOprdl
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5KT9w92NC
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Was it painful?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZhcdhL9Ci
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I should never have left you.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZUuf9QYQE
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They told me about your death 15 days later.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzwbgTpM4F
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTdim4CZdh
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Was poison really that brutal?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfhBpwXsx8
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK13btMyau
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I thought I’d see you again.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sk2vfFGtP
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllgb7zmsks
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But not my pain?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG06vac59hp
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hk6eFsFaB
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7VqOQ8Pbr
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZDT0G7S24
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The only memory I have is scolding you.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR1WA3QLV7
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFes6YQGTL
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIABAo01pB
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One month later, I attempted suicide.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZHpN84kUC
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgDS1g5CRu
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Why?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzaA5NBoCp
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2PCEKbId2
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsgmaMWqes
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Why am I falling apart like this?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDfcXKDOb0
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClPLadmAM5
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdefpUf7wDL
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People move on.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRpWoq2uqX
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Family is not the same for everyone.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnW9Jy85Vz
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
