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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6tzDrOymD
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjXFRVVr8F
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQM3vG5AHG
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRywUbDX7F
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Why are you never proud of me?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LJ0AJK8GL
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEQDfC3bGf
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGUqOVZDyj
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeITAb0uGeE
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xAssvi1iP
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1Umt6idB6
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq2zJd9yRX
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08raCueBgF
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fELljZ3RO
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjAIlNJUoN
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH3KRDmNaS
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEZBFPXY7e
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlSNyILoQ8
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrwFDyocTl
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsJ9yCyDjx
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp9PMQWkTT
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUhRivNr8q
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyp6nC8e4y
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbfEpEAAkO
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkhmNjhWev
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs5uUi6RJs
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdHbl1Q2OA
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I tried to save you.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2XK3Z1FEh
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I told everyone what really happened.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzviXu2E1n
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceKPNn77Wq
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Was it painful?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8Be0g5w2i
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I should never have left you.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc8BNhcuI3
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They told me about your death 15 days later.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7KT3FVaEA
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxjEMmkXF4
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Was poison really that brutal?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKabmijgc1H
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0bQcXmo2h
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I thought I’d see you again.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrB95bBmiA
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1jjEKupEm
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But not my pain?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ14qBwrf2
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44Apk5BfL7
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77h4yFjniK
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasY6m3K62o
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The only memory I have is scolding you.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulXM1VKceR
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXvq789HCq
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85HJEWEmTA
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One month later, I attempted suicide.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziDcv48OOL
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGJpUFw2mx
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Why?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHloaUnWkg
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA1m4YoPPE
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFtH7UXWz4
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Why am I falling apart like this?28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3w9PgQPRmM
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wPSxTRLMe
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4cYF4MsGR
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People move on.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6N4MPCGYt
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Family is not the same for everyone.28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5ZPwptBgx
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
