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我的阿公就像我的爸爸,424Please respect copyright.PENANADQsDQ5WBJjns 172.70.131.200da2
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚,424Please respect copyright.PENANASO64OIZ2QF
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟,424Please respect copyright.PENANAPsCVg2OStC
都是阿公帶我的,424Please respect copyright.PENANA4LYqFpP4cy
我記得我小時候時,424Please respect copyright.PENANA9nQo6z3Dwc
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我,424Please respect copyright.PENANAoNniM6Qg0x
在我被欺負時,424Please respect copyright.PENANAGMxZ4MUzB4
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人,424Please respect copyright.PENANA41VGi81tW2
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時,424Please respect copyright.PENANA3dn1bCX7U9
我阿公也會告訴那些人說:「我就是她爸爸」,424Please respect copyright.PENANAVEULTpwjNA
我每次聽到阿公這麼說,我都很開心,424Please respect copyright.PENANAoRKRflL4p5
在我受傷時,我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥,424Please respect copyright.PENANAGMqfhABN6Y
我還記得我上國中的那年,424Please respect copyright.PENANAFxhPgDGWjm
我阿公跟我說:「我的小公主妳長大了,不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠,只要阿公在,阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主,不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」,424Please respect copyright.PENANAThBKMbMgFC
所以我在國中時,我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公,424Please respect copyright.PENANAXjVRMetk5W
但在我國二時,我的班導帶我到輔導室,424Please respect copyright.PENANAuNMcHXbBrO
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症,424Please respect copyright.PENANAFyOf02YhG7
那時我常常想著要自殺,424Please respect copyright.PENANAQl1crH4DfO
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師424Please respect copyright.PENANAyz6IZFu4Fb
陪著我,幫助我,424Please respect copyright.PENANAarVQllBxX6
我也知道那時的我,讓阿公很難過,424Please respect copyright.PENANA3HDLz7rje6
阿公也知道不是我願意的,424Please respect copyright.PENANAgaL9A56K4z
因為我從小雖然有媽媽,424Please respect copyright.PENANAVwuhcAsjcp
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我,424Please respect copyright.PENANAdU4bF48jPM
也常常在晚上睡覺時,424Please respect copyright.PENANA9CqlUqitYE
去阿公房間打阿公,424Please respect copyright.PENANAcgFQmkUVqz
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕,424Please respect copyright.PENANADoZSck11ML
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話,424Please respect copyright.PENANAirMkXGHOE8
所以我經常受到排擠,424Please respect copyright.PENANAweorCBr79G
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症,424Please respect copyright.PENANAALMDmxnw5p
那時學校通報社會局,424Please respect copyright.PENANAgsPEOerejl
社工也常常陪同我,鼓勵我,424Please respect copyright.PENANAj6aJk6JFnM
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人,424Please respect copyright.PENANA2b3KP50PMm
之後我上了高中,424Please respect copyright.PENANAKD8nuF1lqs
在我高一的那年,424Please respect copyright.PENANAEPgHQfwPFn
阿公突然中風了,424Please respect copyright.PENANA31MsVZRBvn
那時我很難過,424Please respect copyright.PENANAWpsAOLgUZz
阿公住院時,424Please respect copyright.PENANA3nRAUG8L5Q
我每天都在放學時,馬上去醫院看阿公,424Please respect copyright.PENANATGinGEPoSl
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後,424Please respect copyright.PENANAin4pYuYpzY
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時,424Please respect copyright.PENANAhHNxCE5jgp
我看到阿公不在病房,東西也都不見了,424Please respect copyright.PENANAGSxjrr1Mpx
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問,424Please respect copyright.PENANASxfimdrHgB
但護理人員告訴我,阿公被戴走了,424Please respect copyright.PENANAgRzwcMFOuT
被戴去老養院,424Please respect copyright.PENANA8NIiIo2N7U
我問哪間,但護理人員說不知道時,424Please respect copyright.PENANAp44vLJX3Qx
我突然情緒崩潰,424Please respect copyright.PENANA67C8V8kImD
之後隔天我為了找阿公,所以我請假沒去學校,424Please respect copyright.PENANAt0NoWS5DcO
之後到了下午時,阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了,424Please respect copyright.PENANA6UoJ1Xao3w
我馬上去看阿公,但那時阿公看到我哭,424Please respect copyright.PENANADyhHxQ3BJ2
阿公跟我說:「我的小公主阿公沒事的,不要在哭了,哭了就不漂亮了~」424Please respect copyright.PENANAi9mjBA7hNz
我那時馬上不哭,424Please respect copyright.PENANA4WAShobiky
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時,424Please respect copyright.PENANAAcipIWezWH
突然在老養院呼吸困難,424Please respect copyright.PENANAST5X8MfY25
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院,424Please respect copyright.PENANAktJ8fYwiiy
那時我就像瘋了一樣,424Please respect copyright.PENANAoLNTcwQfWb
全部的醫院都去問過,424Please respect copyright.PENANALWxPjjTzUv
但我之後接到一通電話,424Please respect copyright.PENANAgVnDPpO3GM
那通電話是我舅舅打的,424Please respect copyright.PENANAHovcjCjA5A
我舅舅說:「妹妹,舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼,都要堅強,也要接受這個消息」,424Please respect copyright.PENANATOV5nSOZES
我那時答應了,424Please respect copyright.PENANAYLhvHWMAYW
我舅舅就跟我說:「阿公已經離開了,阿公去當天使保護妳」,424Please respect copyright.PENANAeegXjHdZOy
那時聽到時,我心真的非常痛,424Please respect copyright.PENANAmOtHWvFlPn
隔天去到殯儀館時,424Please respect copyright.PENANA9evBfgp0fk
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的,424Please respect copyright.PENANAN66EeuXqrn
那時我非常生氣,424Please respect copyright.PENANAM3GAfiKTbJ
因為當時我去問時,424Please respect copyright.PENANAouTQNsWdED
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人,424Please respect copyright.PENANA9JQNytRNBA
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人,424Please respect copyright.PENANAqwu36vwEFK
所以我那時沒想這麼多,424Please respect copyright.PENANA29V98PCEjF
我只想陪阿公最後一程,424Please respect copyright.PENANApPjXUqERLU
阿公要火化時,我整個哭到軟腳,424Please respect copyright.PENANA57rWxlfPUm
喪禮結束後,我每天都看著阿公的照片哭,424Please respect copyright.PENANAv5LLpxZfzl
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公,424Please respect copyright.PENANA55fjhAooZV
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實,424Please respect copyright.PENANAUCAl65eqEv
阿公我好想你~