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我的阿公就像我的爸爸,425Please respect copyright.PENANAVStnUrG86Jns 172.70.179.97da2
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚,425Please respect copyright.PENANAEZru7utJql
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟,425Please respect copyright.PENANAAArEtfVL4u
都是阿公帶我的,425Please respect copyright.PENANAceqeR2b49m
我記得我小時候時,425Please respect copyright.PENANATL8wauXUSz
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我,425Please respect copyright.PENANAkVws4W6dEz
在我被欺負時,425Please respect copyright.PENANAzX4nXKSU2s
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人,425Please respect copyright.PENANAHAAulkyD8X
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時,425Please respect copyright.PENANAR1vmH4WO0N
我阿公也會告訴那些人說:「我就是她爸爸」,425Please respect copyright.PENANA9ThsRjpWjf
我每次聽到阿公這麼說,我都很開心,425Please respect copyright.PENANAS0QL7Hp4vv
在我受傷時,我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥,425Please respect copyright.PENANAfSvsopUQsV
我還記得我上國中的那年,425Please respect copyright.PENANAdkwydW51Ab
我阿公跟我說:「我的小公主妳長大了,不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠,只要阿公在,阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主,不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」,425Please respect copyright.PENANANOpACCt5Bj
所以我在國中時,我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公,425Please respect copyright.PENANAUMQIbTzC3w
但在我國二時,我的班導帶我到輔導室,425Please respect copyright.PENANAcwqz8jHwCs
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症,425Please respect copyright.PENANAYvesaSvfnc
那時我常常想著要自殺,425Please respect copyright.PENANAVTwwV5HGYG
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師425Please respect copyright.PENANAm5PyVwQcmS
陪著我,幫助我,425Please respect copyright.PENANAtIJMl8NHPA
我也知道那時的我,讓阿公很難過,425Please respect copyright.PENANA3S9pX4Px2I
阿公也知道不是我願意的,425Please respect copyright.PENANAGWB7NyhAVC
因為我從小雖然有媽媽,425Please respect copyright.PENANArP273y2Tkx
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我,425Please respect copyright.PENANAyuAN20efic
也常常在晚上睡覺時,425Please respect copyright.PENANAg18muAqzTA
去阿公房間打阿公,425Please respect copyright.PENANAMZA2TUTEQ3
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕,425Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ac9Eyf0yg
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話,425Please respect copyright.PENANAFs0OyfqgTv
所以我經常受到排擠,425Please respect copyright.PENANAyNodbIvPJW
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症,425Please respect copyright.PENANAKu7LDJldGw
那時學校通報社會局,425Please respect copyright.PENANAUsn5lNro7T
社工也常常陪同我,鼓勵我,425Please respect copyright.PENANAfbDR7LNYi5
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人,425Please respect copyright.PENANA3JxvIAtsJm
之後我上了高中,425Please respect copyright.PENANAbYUQYBy1i3
在我高一的那年,425Please respect copyright.PENANAUkvJ3qB7fo
阿公突然中風了,425Please respect copyright.PENANA8YT534LqdI
那時我很難過,425Please respect copyright.PENANAlV5R0ddQNa
阿公住院時,425Please respect copyright.PENANAzunmX8Yl3l
我每天都在放學時,馬上去醫院看阿公,425Please respect copyright.PENANAjZpidSLOin
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後,425Please respect copyright.PENANAAOyo5v7vvS
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時,425Please respect copyright.PENANAemwmJEx94l
我看到阿公不在病房,東西也都不見了,425Please respect copyright.PENANAdW3y9nKpcD
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問,425Please respect copyright.PENANA4wMTxk9hvv
但護理人員告訴我,阿公被戴走了,425Please respect copyright.PENANAPGA0p7vI4F
被戴去老養院,425Please respect copyright.PENANAWlbfbhd2tQ
我問哪間,但護理人員說不知道時,425Please respect copyright.PENANAeOCrvRMEAy
我突然情緒崩潰,425Please respect copyright.PENANA3g0vdvTSrB
之後隔天我為了找阿公,所以我請假沒去學校,425Please respect copyright.PENANAqHIp4Fo62I
之後到了下午時,阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了,425Please respect copyright.PENANAriJjdutjbu
我馬上去看阿公,但那時阿公看到我哭,425Please respect copyright.PENANAgAqmC2PXH7
阿公跟我說:「我的小公主阿公沒事的,不要在哭了,哭了就不漂亮了~」425Please respect copyright.PENANAY8sBWVdsIS
我那時馬上不哭,425Please respect copyright.PENANAalXwHYXlFu
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時,425Please respect copyright.PENANAfFUnX850mu
突然在老養院呼吸困難,425Please respect copyright.PENANACAJmbfXMjz
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院,425Please respect copyright.PENANARg2RTkXVpx
那時我就像瘋了一樣,425Please respect copyright.PENANApyP1B8twdY
全部的醫院都去問過,425Please respect copyright.PENANApQ0o01CoD3
但我之後接到一通電話,425Please respect copyright.PENANAC86z0mYioA
那通電話是我舅舅打的,425Please respect copyright.PENANAyOcs1edfEm
我舅舅說:「妹妹,舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼,都要堅強,也要接受這個消息」,425Please respect copyright.PENANARcYwp93sdY
我那時答應了,425Please respect copyright.PENANAI4WBG9ggP5
我舅舅就跟我說:「阿公已經離開了,阿公去當天使保護妳」,425Please respect copyright.PENANAhhhWd9T5eP
那時聽到時,我心真的非常痛,425Please respect copyright.PENANAvkuxWCcW76
隔天去到殯儀館時,425Please respect copyright.PENANAf8YPBxEbOo
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的,425Please respect copyright.PENANAy5xgk1HI6V
那時我非常生氣,425Please respect copyright.PENANA2VJIbHf9d5
因為當時我去問時,425Please respect copyright.PENANAQFAcaCyb7O
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人,425Please respect copyright.PENANAJjQRR0Lrn3
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人,425Please respect copyright.PENANAxBosm1Ut2O
所以我那時沒想這麼多,425Please respect copyright.PENANAANYwp12lNe
我只想陪阿公最後一程,425Please respect copyright.PENANAscs2iKMWff
阿公要火化時,我整個哭到軟腳,425Please respect copyright.PENANAsb5NpoAT6l
喪禮結束後,我每天都看著阿公的照片哭,425Please respect copyright.PENANAnyOt9qG0bo
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公,425Please respect copyright.PENANA5cQDIVyCRI
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實,425Please respect copyright.PENANAWqzoIsQtn2
阿公我好想你~