我的阿公就像我的爸爸，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wtslB7z32
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjlzFR4UcK
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol4FPPGqgG
都是阿公帶我的，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKwmDQ0raC
我記得我小時候時，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DgFR0q2Dz
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DHriZCO4N
在我被欺負時，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98Sr5qsyTk
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1Ct6OQH5I
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVN7f2SXbM
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVuEpOPO6a
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFzumoQF7x
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqA5wSpqMb
我還記得我上國中的那年，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CkM7O6Rok
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnRuY1p0rh
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT55QP1Dry
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqx84SlXOw
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxcQtWv8oY
那時我常常想著要自殺，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSZDwg2Ptz
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT2t4w3L4A
陪著我，幫助我，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH9yWQ69dK
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRdvUX8PMC
阿公也知道不是我願意的，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfGZRqqgMe
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp7EJkQkqG
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDiXVV74JG
也常常在晚上睡覺時，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgkF4fofvP
去阿公房間打阿公，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCcRrOSGWC
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRD6RhStnO
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSTEyAgb6M
所以我經常受到排擠，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErmOpnqd0t
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0WvLbgNxi
那時學校通報社會局，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JZfLSxxxw
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlu2w6cA6F
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYSYAPM1nO
之後我上了高中，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLr37ootDi3
在我高一的那年，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWapePyCco
阿公突然中風了，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckQkEAIt4V
那時我很難過，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7f69bxQdx
阿公住院時，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdVNl5aLEt
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMA38vkKBo
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeytI4uA6J
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9GLCspvoM
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHtTrIH3P9
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCpsqL2CpT
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdS9SPWgzmX
被戴去老養院，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nlklzakcf
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXFvdDtMdB
我突然情緒崩潰，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF2LFesjWI
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZf5HCuQlX
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQVySqeMDY
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNBADYWTEA
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAytndgxk0
我那時馬上不哭，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5qE93RJrE
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUA8HeFsSA
突然在老養院呼吸困難，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2liLCS6xd
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wG3c0nX5U
那時我就像瘋了一樣，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7udxJJirh
全部的醫院都去問過，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBWCE0V8QY
但我之後接到一通電話，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK1z3XbFN9
那通電話是我舅舅打的，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E45ZIzgdL
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPk4rKmfBE
我那時答應了，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61VYoRDaB4
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyc6nbwAjU
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURdAMs87j5
隔天去到殯儀館時，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pG6neYeXG
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkJzd2p3XS
那時我非常生氣，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThH0K6iRKP
因為當時我去問時，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMsMwA5cmt
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRhv8A8Bn6
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pXIA68F80
所以我那時沒想這麼多，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFd5bBzU63
我只想陪阿公最後一程，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CrdC1QnF3
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDWxtSxrSs
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz6SpqPKKD
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9nMKcRNPj
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，646Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fgudRM6zl
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