#1 Entry: Why I Started This.976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKugNLyxZz
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33YCPxDjEk
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3Gs1PzUIW
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBpO8klQ5V
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV0KOG2riI
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wCNBOMgvS
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAS2p0mH04
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP9BL8EAMY
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMkZ0gs0CA
...976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0hWkiN4gE
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GJieOm9XT
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0OEEns7Op
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt4tIhMCzG
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8mQHQPVqY
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3Vhe32tnt
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgXCJAQFwT
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFydZ6Vbgi
So calling it off, was it that bad?976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1ccnv7EKl
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqkvGF783S
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75BDO5fi54
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1Vmy5rmGO
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKf1aDa12R
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3Rn1FSZkk
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTb0onMP20A
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMax0i3tT5
Henceforth, we have this. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTwlUQcC9n
Thanks for bearing with me. 976Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaCxzwtucm
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