#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdigzfH9tFw
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGpUxt8KEB
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F6saDGeGF
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bd6yBXaBd
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDRDQxgR4A
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolE83aSond
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rVJ01zdW7
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPL5Bed6vA
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIakx32T6I0
...1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdf41kDChr
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO4SumKcEC
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLIgrLOLcz
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ntPauHWcC
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXecXUVtf37
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpnMIP3uM5
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDysscigzOE
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaZ2vmlez8
So calling it off, was it that bad?1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcsHURzCpU
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnpGfwUPWN
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn5KF5SipM
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWbbdBXVXB
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdYMg4zXFj
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoRp1lHXDj
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzZAStSi5C
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVQohPjZDQ
Henceforth, we have this. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ITTm5zO5L
Thanks for bearing with me. 1095Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvfCdXvnwZ
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