#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JlutjkRwR
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BtnUfm0uJ
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpat3X6whHz
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmMpWESaNT
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikS3DeryIG
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnM4Qb4KPi
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3VFFKqKYg
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4Hs6KIyXT
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10gN4inATs
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33eOhgpEZ8
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgesVIY38w
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8292aGZLtE
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRpVb08dHT
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWoK53NnY3
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagq3Sfkfi7
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19wsiFhIBt
So calling it off, was it that bad?1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOb5sQ9wDH
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCZQkRZnaS
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3cc3ueqO1
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVsWiA0vox
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6S6VPBKGb
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBArXBgvZsu
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPeczTWAsf
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cjxsSnwUc
Henceforth, we have this. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxbtsrhEdU
Thanks for bearing with me. 1021Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNp4WiBJsN
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