我想活下去....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ki6Ma2SlN
所以...好想流血.....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7CSzAOVx0
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tGVSHUttj
明明流多了就會死....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN5c0HVhyu
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7Z00sNfjq
可是又不是....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwAYz0bvxG
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0h9s3fHKg
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNWXzeVov7
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqR6ef0m2YR
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf3UUpK7e2
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUgeBwdh4n
睡在過去中一睡不醒804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGGtTBciG8
明明心裹得清楚...804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKoTCmkNyZ
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXwQh9fip9
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKAMO7G21b
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtkcJxc56v
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktcfocJyzB
好討厭自己...804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbkzelg9lx
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWrEIghFqC
自殘就像吸毒804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp3VZ4qGUp
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6dq1Bxs7r
既害怕又讓人不能停止804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXaW5ZF3T0
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQVA9GAY8D
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuKrP311IR
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau6Mdo6HHd
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNsOqHz1vN
想死又想活下去804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvn637TZSA
想流血但不想受傷...804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3DH8nsNcN
怕痛但沒感覺....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0u6PRSi52
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsC6HD6JN4
血流多少也不夠....804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKcgkYRXJi
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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