我想活下去....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhAar4svwL
所以...好想流血.....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwtKXd0K1d
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD474U1WS1P
明明流多了就會死....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ6vZK3x6W
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknuk4DW4ks
可是又不是....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lIaWgnCWo
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8u5xtezSo
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfzQswTGVd
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYEKRkxnKy
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnraVz0VuD
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XRJUzDHVf
睡在過去中一睡不醒683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFthloC6Dmp
明明心裹得清楚...683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TjqHovcW5
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIkC1xtqRA
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArApab95FY
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoBOEMRu0Z
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHWbfVVy5z
好討厭自己...683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM0Ps74E7e
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFTfkqbdDD
自殘就像吸毒683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gBjw5qL0X
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WqUZj35aW
既害怕又讓人不能停止683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaqcAwDI1N
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5jvhxtWWd
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1D3PanFK0
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAWEc36XdF
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuADheY92P
想死又想活下去683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQNbRNFoW5
想流血但不想受傷...683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JlfaD4X0q
怕痛但沒感覺....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UAso87S1p
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR9s2ILOCm
血流多少也不夠....683Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0Pq4bzBew
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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