我想活下去....381Please respect copyright.PENANAVQi1q3o1H2
所以...好想流血.....381Please respect copyright.PENANAAeIMT2KcWG
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....381Please respect copyright.PENANAViapESwOOy
明明流多了就會死....381Please respect copyright.PENANAiK48CziBwS
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...381Please respect copyright.PENANA58QdqiR5XL
可是又不是....381Please respect copyright.PENANAalGoH4snvp
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....381Please respect copyright.PENANAL2Xvi0oIQ8
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人381Please respect copyright.PENANA8TLXehJmUr
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮381Please respect copyright.PENANAlt2wv0Fn2w
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....381Please respect copyright.PENANAH1ZpLcRPJM
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪381Please respect copyright.PENANAJyH4hISCLM
睡在過去中一睡不醒381Please respect copyright.PENANAPorhYbwLJo
明明心裹得清楚...381Please respect copyright.PENANAjx7u5dUTOc
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....381Please respect copyright.PENANAGu21T6BTgf
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....381Please respect copyright.PENANA2mVFF5pojm
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力381Please respect copyright.PENANAAQLYGMN30Q
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...381Please respect copyright.PENANA3l8PGVftMI
好討厭自己...381Please respect copyright.PENANA6VdhAAhTVY
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...381Please respect copyright.PENANAAcLxprVmX8
自殘就像吸毒381Please respect copyright.PENANAWVu2jDS9UY
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭381Please respect copyright.PENANAO7WLLYFoCv
既害怕又讓人不能停止381Please respect copyright.PENANAfOhift0jhD
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...381Please respect copyright.PENANAxdVfa1qYQS
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....381Please respect copyright.PENANAZg1GjubwX1
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....381Please respect copyright.PENANAt7SGNs9dD6
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...381Please respect copyright.PENANATMgW92pRG0
想死又想活下去381Please respect copyright.PENANAgr4vNz6jB3
想流血但不想受傷...381Please respect copyright.PENANAu5YkFEf17n
怕痛但沒感覺....381Please respect copyright.PENANAO5A5B0tVZ4
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....381Please respect copyright.PENANA7gNok5EMUK
血流多少也不夠....381Please respect copyright.PENANA9yAVpJzhRu
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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