我想活下去....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczE1eRDkvk
所以...好想流血.....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtkeHSpRLt
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFoLkf86dZ
明明流多了就會死....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxziV9LNZL
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtbTwIPiKp
可是又不是....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOemqxP2QF1
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TxUbqhQVk
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpfDny9gYk
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTggbVwNW0
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAbaCjXdjE
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxmE2sqArY
睡在過去中一睡不醒797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpjpMeoXSL
明明心裹得清楚...797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDT9Rud0tM
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllyrzV8t3q
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv1v6OKb0X
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvVbkVqVs7
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDePk7MtMdM
好討厭自己...797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoHe3gn7CF
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECynfmpQOZ
自殘就像吸毒797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDsxl2TPAY
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjkPQdVrnj
既害怕又讓人不能停止797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRPZQDMaqW
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmdyTclDfe
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCATFxU9dI
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbXHkMOe35
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkXccIY0OZ
想死又想活下去797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamEeAI7ayP
想流血但不想受傷...797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPDEN83kMT
怕痛但沒感覺....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95gXcRPajO
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb25KZGM45B
血流多少也不夠....797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL59xArFuDg
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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