我想活下去....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqz8f7LceU
所以...好想流血.....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuQUcVI1n7
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSBZo1SI5W
明明流多了就會死....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f5Y5nruGL
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspfchhKe3g
可是又不是....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMPG5xRK0w
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz034WpR7Vh
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBfdsnsgSN
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01X8srkjFb
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrGx3kh6dt
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h4iPFOvmN
睡在過去中一睡不醒691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtNBAlI3sG
明明心裹得清楚...691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5xXmXYpD4
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWJ0rSzrTn
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1lGYbDm9F
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVqJQZvTwZ
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZcAvl6mXl
好討厭自己...691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhGVOpD30b
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos4V1joUW3
自殘就像吸毒691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCMsxRabDH
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C9AyvnlCs
既害怕又讓人不能停止691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoB4i6vfCZ
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RSdt5KPa1
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgckOGUXh4K
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxLPl02F3s
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkJBuc1RUG
想死又想活下去691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vq2DwgjcK
想流血但不想受傷...691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWYQxuiVey
怕痛但沒感覺....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzSfiovjD2
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7t7rLnO1v
血流多少也不夠....691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sgG1FdX41
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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