我想活下去....395Please respect copyright.PENANACdHTNwsf6y
所以...好想流血.....395Please respect copyright.PENANA2QTjLKVuhJ
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....395Please respect copyright.PENANAjAGiyRsVVk
明明流多了就會死....395Please respect copyright.PENANAyqprBm8i2r
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...395Please respect copyright.PENANAlWakHQYx21
可是又不是....395Please respect copyright.PENANAoXV7qWBYxv
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....395Please respect copyright.PENANArEw1dVlLLx
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人395Please respect copyright.PENANABzZVK9LSyk
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮395Please respect copyright.PENANAWL2DcFbzm2
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....395Please respect copyright.PENANA7NldQ7Q1Ao
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪395Please respect copyright.PENANACL9Bi4Dkt5
睡在過去中一睡不醒395Please respect copyright.PENANA4rMs9DrWE8
明明心裹得清楚...395Please respect copyright.PENANAU1zaquS5JZ
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....395Please respect copyright.PENANApu10Nl90nC
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....395Please respect copyright.PENANA08e9RfCwBA
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力395Please respect copyright.PENANA1bHaTT6HYf
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...395Please respect copyright.PENANALCqyyO7LxX
好討厭自己...395Please respect copyright.PENANAnSNzRDs56w
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...395Please respect copyright.PENANAca9tQBcykP
自殘就像吸毒395Please respect copyright.PENANAdMfJTSMJr0
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭395Please respect copyright.PENANAs2HQUasDBB
既害怕又讓人不能停止395Please respect copyright.PENANA9K69kVdRL7
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...395Please respect copyright.PENANAcYiveTgGoV
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....395Please respect copyright.PENANAKWkNaUaMRu
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....395Please respect copyright.PENANATYsPX4OznD
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...395Please respect copyright.PENANAkMqnMMPMtz
想死又想活下去395Please respect copyright.PENANA44I3vSY7eS
想流血但不想受傷...395Please respect copyright.PENANAD5NGKRNm09
怕痛但沒感覺....395Please respect copyright.PENANAArZRSPHQXa
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....395Please respect copyright.PENANAy9AOX9MIQC
血流多少也不夠....395Please respect copyright.PENANAiYGb6rVZDu
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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