Flashes and more flashes769Please respect copyright.PENANAGvAP7rNVyH
Shouts in the air, suffocating me769Please respect copyright.PENANARYPHg3Gnvd
Their bodies closer and closer 769Please respect copyright.PENANAbjBVip15Mk
Until its so hard to breathe769Please respect copyright.PENANAUWdXMNxzH5
Everyone screaming your name769Please respect copyright.PENANAIIKpkqgoFO
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces769Please respect copyright.PENANAGveoeu4AKx
The men around me take my arm gently769Please respect copyright.PENANAtmgCOsgbKX
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes769Please respect copyright.PENANAgb1wyLtCPw
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life769Please respect copyright.PENANACBdCHf4IYD
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down769Please respect copyright.PENANAadjTIdPtP6
Faking a smile towards the ground769Please respect copyright.PENANAaz7lUcJ7x1
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 769Please respect copyright.PENANAUIfeMQb39w
For fear that it will start over again769Please respect copyright.PENANA0bInbMvWwp
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains769Please respect copyright.PENANAZL5oann5fM
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest769Please respect copyright.PENANATx2Dp1ZV0Y
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step769Please respect copyright.PENANAn4lCP4dAhJ
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths769Please respect copyright.PENANAcJnEEIPgmd
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together769Please respect copyright.PENANA0DUWFF31BU
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess769Please respect copyright.PENANAZbsiWqhJvX
My feet seem to be moving on their own 769Please respect copyright.PENANAr20z0WJnve
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?769Please respect copyright.PENANAg8horS0t29
Cameras and fame and people all around me?769Please respect copyright.PENANAVUiZpnNQV4
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!769Please respect copyright.PENANAtfggVS3Jf6
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!769Please respect copyright.PENANAIA5paX0ilK
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another769Please respect copyright.PENANAHcFfqK7alG
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some769Please respect copyright.PENANAv1BSSVp5NF
But my life should've been peace and quite769Please respect copyright.PENANAZwQ9b4cZy3
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children769Please respect copyright.PENANAqUo9wkYnP6
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion769Please respect copyright.PENANA9RHi0qMbWY
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets769Please respect copyright.PENANAQzV02OlrnP
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life769Please respect copyright.PENANAWUJ1x4x1jR
When I stop and think of how blessed I am769Please respect copyright.PENANAXCjmB5RSXJ
I realize how much I love my life769Please respect copyright.PENANA9pyF3x7TND
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through769Please respect copyright.PENANAHaHygVLIjI
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model769Please respect copyright.PENANA7bwYXH4ohZ
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on