Flashes and more flashes577Please respect copyright.PENANAgBoEed1scb
Shouts in the air, suffocating me577Please respect copyright.PENANAhsHuoxRKAD
Their bodies closer and closer 577Please respect copyright.PENANAn9yaBRkDut
Until its so hard to breathe577Please respect copyright.PENANASQ7GlQ9uJk
Everyone screaming your name577Please respect copyright.PENANA5n8sqGsuZ5
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces577Please respect copyright.PENANAmfpWRQAGth
The men around me take my arm gently577Please respect copyright.PENANAtUsSBdlKsF
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes577Please respect copyright.PENANA6bGPRYl0lY
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life577Please respect copyright.PENANAKxo5GJli7W
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down577Please respect copyright.PENANALvipy0MJ0f
Faking a smile towards the ground577Please respect copyright.PENANAzFHiMnuPsj
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 577Please respect copyright.PENANAJS2ZaduuBD
For fear that it will start over again577Please respect copyright.PENANAhMzguLtAFb
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains577Please respect copyright.PENANAJUXWbzGsf4
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest577Please respect copyright.PENANAnTP3hTrvRG
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step577Please respect copyright.PENANAXdJx5xcuXS
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths577Please respect copyright.PENANAjl7w4eIGqN
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together577Please respect copyright.PENANA7FlfojpF1y
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess577Please respect copyright.PENANAe4o8xrVj5Z
My feet seem to be moving on their own 577Please respect copyright.PENANAj6O9rH2SYz
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?577Please respect copyright.PENANAtpWQH9eIaY
Cameras and fame and people all around me?577Please respect copyright.PENANA77YaoREzvH
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!577Please respect copyright.PENANAKCfj18hMux
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!577Please respect copyright.PENANAeWltV6ttyO
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another577Please respect copyright.PENANAV53UceD46m
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some577Please respect copyright.PENANALXXX3mjid8
But my life should've been peace and quite577Please respect copyright.PENANAtdEDow2XCD
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children577Please respect copyright.PENANAZUmooATnwG
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion577Please respect copyright.PENANA5O9lObv9wi
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets577Please respect copyright.PENANAb2IPtrGykg
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life577Please respect copyright.PENANAF80OzT3Daq
When I stop and think of how blessed I am577Please respect copyright.PENANAc7ouZK0uFl
I realize how much I love my life577Please respect copyright.PENANAPkyGQlAnbr
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through577Please respect copyright.PENANAa7PlZJ7DlN
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model577Please respect copyright.PENANAiPhlWlZyzx
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on