Flashes and more flashes824Please respect copyright.PENANAOWEOGjqIOM
Shouts in the air, suffocating me824Please respect copyright.PENANA3bUb8NuSI8
Their bodies closer and closer 824Please respect copyright.PENANA0CNRcSGlkB
Until its so hard to breathe824Please respect copyright.PENANAbMZc0bEQpE
Everyone screaming your name824Please respect copyright.PENANAQhaMp6Ms7S
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces824Please respect copyright.PENANAIzr6tUVEYf
The men around me take my arm gently824Please respect copyright.PENANA7Bolr3V4e1
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes824Please respect copyright.PENANAfJeOqYzVuQ
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life824Please respect copyright.PENANAVj9hw7EnOf
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down824Please respect copyright.PENANAMvjAdDVbys
Faking a smile towards the ground824Please respect copyright.PENANAP0EZ9nXoXw
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 824Please respect copyright.PENANAqUge4TCyPy
For fear that it will start over again824Please respect copyright.PENANABHbKFqdkMV
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains824Please respect copyright.PENANAMBAaxd7J7h
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest824Please respect copyright.PENANAyQPx5Y625O
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step824Please respect copyright.PENANAXNgO1Gm7Ub
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths824Please respect copyright.PENANAQpCLI6to2J
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together824Please respect copyright.PENANA6u4BbbaBMG
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess824Please respect copyright.PENANAyB3xkw7wIk
My feet seem to be moving on their own 824Please respect copyright.PENANA5rxYZrDzWl
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?824Please respect copyright.PENANATOlq46Xqkf
Cameras and fame and people all around me?824Please respect copyright.PENANAWssEkr9Xv5
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!824Please respect copyright.PENANAY0XFTvWAaI
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!824Please respect copyright.PENANAyhGvqwpPmW
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another824Please respect copyright.PENANAMeOugHdrrj
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some824Please respect copyright.PENANAyyiqTHmUwz
But my life should've been peace and quite824Please respect copyright.PENANAql1m3aKjN0
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children824Please respect copyright.PENANAzj0Wn0xvhi
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion824Please respect copyright.PENANAG2goFwNEa6
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets824Please respect copyright.PENANAb89nhA3t5k
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life824Please respect copyright.PENANAygh8HZIvjL
When I stop and think of how blessed I am824Please respect copyright.PENANAxkQ7oWqDXo
I realize how much I love my life824Please respect copyright.PENANAYWnetV8Zx3
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through824Please respect copyright.PENANABLy1TJXCSh
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model824Please respect copyright.PENANAaYzpqKCVXa
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on