Flashes and more flashes810Please respect copyright.PENANAFjT56kv3nS
Shouts in the air, suffocating me810Please respect copyright.PENANAF51p2gtMj8
Their bodies closer and closer 810Please respect copyright.PENANAgIKVS1tQYD
Until its so hard to breathe810Please respect copyright.PENANAyvL2tPw93X
Everyone screaming your name810Please respect copyright.PENANA28JoAtKsh8
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces810Please respect copyright.PENANAdgsTQ06PaS
The men around me take my arm gently810Please respect copyright.PENANAKFLcN3fSEV
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes810Please respect copyright.PENANAC2QUajarGv
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life810Please respect copyright.PENANAg3hAx3fdyY
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down810Please respect copyright.PENANAxC7XTw0zfy
Faking a smile towards the ground810Please respect copyright.PENANAMch89LgfjL
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 810Please respect copyright.PENANAxSXKslwbYn
For fear that it will start over again810Please respect copyright.PENANA7kiVunfyXR
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains810Please respect copyright.PENANAMrw0d4boob
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest810Please respect copyright.PENANAenVNEeQlZj
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step810Please respect copyright.PENANAzCdFs0aykv
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths810Please respect copyright.PENANAI4fifalH9c
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together810Please respect copyright.PENANAiddqIUpbt1
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess810Please respect copyright.PENANADCK86PntHf
My feet seem to be moving on their own 810Please respect copyright.PENANAYuZNdlIn6v
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?810Please respect copyright.PENANAQWbx7TlwQI
Cameras and fame and people all around me?810Please respect copyright.PENANAIHMzIVdGfk
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!810Please respect copyright.PENANAlGsnBzALrN
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!810Please respect copyright.PENANAOq1g8622Gj
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another810Please respect copyright.PENANAgC8lTkEP7l
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some810Please respect copyright.PENANAlDNj5ciJGa
But my life should've been peace and quite810Please respect copyright.PENANApDrnuDdmHq
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children810Please respect copyright.PENANAaQh4V0hjIi
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion810Please respect copyright.PENANADJd2v9GphM
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets810Please respect copyright.PENANAOBwLk9kQko
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life810Please respect copyright.PENANAke4wSOjkdO
When I stop and think of how blessed I am810Please respect copyright.PENANALEIIznaPIr
I realize how much I love my life810Please respect copyright.PENANAgtgEKJqvbS
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through810Please respect copyright.PENANAralHjuR3aN
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model810Please respect copyright.PENANAxSQCHesJ7Y
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on