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Why does it hurt like this?848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDdSwSCDQ3
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So...848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEdOyEZjtZ
So why can't you?848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnXgoPjjTu
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Your only company is the silence that follows.848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrblUjpFwi
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You dig.848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapOJpBoPB5
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There has to be something.848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oQR416GIh
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Something that just didn't click.848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLzVFCnF8Z
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What else is there?848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Qb2TIsOX
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You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0nKDGtdgX
Deeper, deeper,848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UQpWNl1Do
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Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡti5eev1hh5
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCX88Biu2X
There's nothing.848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmKLI2MR1F
It's empty!848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpi6arPOXgs
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEyMku1qFe
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You close your eyes, but the tears never come.848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAEPGap1EF
They never came.848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzzMIhFF2i
