Do you ever want to cry, but can't?513Please respect copyright.PENANANstXhl2uPt
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam513Please respect copyright.PENANAj3CwFuFpSM
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.513Please respect copyright.PENANAnmdXVhE5Um
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,513Please respect copyright.PENANAVtIZEl7qhg
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,513Please respect copyright.PENANA05IgctTRje
Why does it hurt like this?513Please respect copyright.PENANAYJvOEGwKcU
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...513Please respect copyright.PENANAKUft4nT3Hh
So...513Please respect copyright.PENANAyeZxDlLLR3
So why can't you?513Please respect copyright.PENANAi5CFS3VSRI
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,513Please respect copyright.PENANAwI3Khn2xTr
Your only company is the silence that follows.513Please respect copyright.PENANAJXLxegONoS
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.513Please respect copyright.PENANALEeEjhrnaz
You dig.513Please respect copyright.PENANAS2fRD3fZuo
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,513Please respect copyright.PENANA7X07w3zq5I
Deeper, deeper,513Please respect copyright.PENANAqH4oQcBxgd
There has to be something.513Please respect copyright.PENANAdJEzF7iOMh
Deeper, deeper,513Please respect copyright.PENANAusE5fmKbVb
Something that just didn't click.513Please respect copyright.PENANA2QrGFAlz7c
Deeper, deeper,513Please respect copyright.PENANAjZtp1NjsAH
What else is there?513Please respect copyright.PENANA34HtqQVcbE
Deeper, deeper,513Please respect copyright.PENANAQjHIa0SY7l
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?513Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6mhulbMHh
Deeper, deeper,513Please respect copyright.PENANAWevDdsdOY9
It has to be the answer!513Please respect copyright.PENANAN2JZmhbJLH
Deeper, deepest.513Please respect copyright.PENANAuNafTCPlU5
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.513Please respect copyright.PENANAlNse9iC2an
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?513Please respect copyright.PENANAQDrvHovvMO
There's nothing.513Please respect copyright.PENANAGxcnJky8Cs
It's empty!513Please respect copyright.PENANAcGqd6lQYNq
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 513Please respect copyright.PENANApVjWdXqDA7
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 513Please respect copyright.PENANAjsZuWb6Je4
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.513Please respect copyright.PENANAqgOScnqOzE
They never came.513Please respect copyright.PENANACzlNI4bv5Y