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Why does it hurt like this?783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gKiCdDbp1
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87NLiM3Yb6
So...783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe9WP7ZGUH
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Your only company is the silence that follows.783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlE7HwHv1L
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Something that just didn't click.783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdk7BTEmWQ
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You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBb1WpYMV0
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Deeper, deepest.783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi3repZCDm
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXEYst4IzI
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY65j73uyR
There's nothing.783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuN5R8oOMq
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The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CO1DNO9w0
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3eKM9ZUZB
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWJCB8osQT
They never came.783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFF5ccM9WK
