Do you ever want to cry, but can't?510Please respect copyright.PENANAdmMOJmzB9g
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam510Please respect copyright.PENANAt01cKvUcp2
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.510Please respect copyright.PENANAWL5NYw0b28
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,510Please respect copyright.PENANABs7nr960kt
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,510Please respect copyright.PENANAdv8To84ZxX
Why does it hurt like this?510Please respect copyright.PENANA7s2fDqQ0oT
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...510Please respect copyright.PENANAwuxK9ULCb8
So...510Please respect copyright.PENANAlZzpntLaHW
So why can't you?510Please respect copyright.PENANAM93lgRvpa3
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,510Please respect copyright.PENANAnW5Ne2QRjL
Your only company is the silence that follows.510Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8tn2gcWKY
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.510Please respect copyright.PENANA2q0Tjmf0eN
You dig.510Please respect copyright.PENANABAQs2IBhPE
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,510Please respect copyright.PENANAzNYzF36muq
Deeper, deeper,510Please respect copyright.PENANAL3loZegtnP
There has to be something.510Please respect copyright.PENANAoOEpMcc8cX
Deeper, deeper,510Please respect copyright.PENANAcXTpN2vfBa
Something that just didn't click.510Please respect copyright.PENANAu4rOZivC79
Deeper, deeper,510Please respect copyright.PENANA0WLDfXrhm1
What else is there?510Please respect copyright.PENANAJkRQuVjGTn
Deeper, deeper,510Please respect copyright.PENANAYc5IbXwHZW
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?510Please respect copyright.PENANAf634xi0I55
Deeper, deeper,510Please respect copyright.PENANAZC4XHvZeWP
It has to be the answer!510Please respect copyright.PENANAqIm5dJaml2
Deeper, deepest.510Please respect copyright.PENANAY9NSf9Nv65
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.510Please respect copyright.PENANAwUUQP1hyHP
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?510Please respect copyright.PENANAFwZOLeOOka
There's nothing.510Please respect copyright.PENANAt0XKbYbqyh
It's empty!510Please respect copyright.PENANAvF2hzTtdyz
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 510Please respect copyright.PENANAkpIW7yiuQL
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 510Please respect copyright.PENANAtN5ruEhxGH
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.510Please respect copyright.PENANASMhHtTqrq3
They never came.510Please respect copyright.PENANAjaCXJvyg7n