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Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ1aA8ixr9
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Deeper, deeper,883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3mnpEftZw
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Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9qrK20eyq
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikJA8NoBCe
There's nothing.883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYi9pL7H9F
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The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezWLnRYrJk
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They never came.883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVKo72FRYS
