894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG014iPLvU
「喂。」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin5j2N5GGj
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK5DV5yFP0
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZh21PJ9si
「我失戀了......」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB1Md20MWC
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14cCQnkr1N
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcYHtZxJrR
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t2oexpTVa
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D19KmxTl7
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRk6lfKO0g
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlIw6bbtJ8
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9QJdF8HSc
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt9V67JK87
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcn745ZvmJ
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnX5aJl1rGX
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNR7RXs0LO
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVasvcXLl47
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNzYv8MbZE
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv16f4EMxTN
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAScD2aOUfu
□894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrR5plb6xF
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2OjKRm7km
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5LJnIurfg
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpqQDzYKeS
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebyYpy2YGq
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlozxHWFij
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIvJ86bPJ8
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvgNYvxKOs
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGLh8L2cMZ
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAT4PXnzWy
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc7yjljdyr
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJqGtpblKk
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6t3iZ5Sgz
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskkSfQFODU
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkCuIAVXZk
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1HJ2LrTsK
「我要一杯威士忌！」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv0RFpDB1O
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzqmZ0EZPw
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoptVQBXMVg
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y3ciSJcD8
「先生你的威士忌。」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mSVwDa5CZ
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEMgtCIvE4
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNN6cFkUiz
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3leUkQOEB
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisx5iVQg5N
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdklxzjzfGH
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87VxLVvxll
不妙，他超生氣的…894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyRh6ZoXQH
唰。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOuXEjLzzU
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuZAEaAHho
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqmJcanwdh
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEmiFwKPXt
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTX38S3QlH
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgni2lq5NL
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx62r9PiErk
「威士忌。」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4J95lTStM
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FkSg8tU50
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRVqtocmH8
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL52lCujFBO
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbTvvYuR1L
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeHSBLbZsh
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fLB5kxl7q
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXqGqh5gBt
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOd3Fu9Y8yB
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjed9o6evg
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYSgcAbesB
□894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhbzhsJnHO
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhQSx81FdY
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnffSXz3ew
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVOiwTbdq5
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT1KGfd3yM
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AqZSY5nqZ
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0n22GUG6Y
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJuuGCc0dl
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe636rYr6T
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZP1BSFoj8
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFstybokeTn
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2YDoENUjY
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUcqqPD03R
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoh2no3WTL
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOYxVCDZJT
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oXKtQLSy8
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjP2L5Gcw9
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELoJv2uWAb
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjOenmCBob
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjW6M4PVXX
「嗚哇！」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47l18tKp3J
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMn7r3w3w3
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWExzkAr929
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmK6WWQQ0O
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM7xudt8u2
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwgDTQwSqO
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrTONTPsb8
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sZEMxCgsz
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡistS0IQLTE
哇，眼睫毛好長…894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPd0FkXOpwY
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVUY92OxFJ
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6meMOgfao
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JDNPdcbzg
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJRfqa8371
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCpscmlHp6
…咦？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiot5XBJfBy
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIWQx3o00J
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeupKADyl3
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m7IciKA0J
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJJQ6ZUUzX
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLgoi2jYFf
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm0dqVLaQ5
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZGUdtMB9j
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQLnB5gEPc
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscitvqu7Sr
「愛你，不可以嗎…」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuW2C2uPUk
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIuojNoJhW
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kDs1C7Leh
…他把我，誤認成誰了？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYiquRGNsP
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUGRZanrbq
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIq50g9UdH
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2G5C6js4j
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCAN2IhQqq
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs7M4i9VXZ
他，沒有挽留。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZYz2EwEK7
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYyvPFrd4B
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksxj0MlyOR
□894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuWmTuGbdd
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZBpTS8Dh2
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h9f8P8qwu
我喜歡姜幸宇。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFU4EUaO4B
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXnx37Syj9
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2nTBtyYMC
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzVA23FQ2c
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEhYFP53is
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdGbuldYgx
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhqjFruRx4
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF7iuKwaPO
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYiIZlZleI
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb1E2fcR33
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV1YSimEbC
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlErTlYpLIL
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0TPRNPBdX
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87LS6meHxH
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54rXBfZSF9
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyxZ8OVbna
我愛上了姜幸宇。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bxfq2l0TH
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KzIPoSE52
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpu7jDfOBy
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac3hmqFjwL
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGwekwZ2bd
□894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3F1cWBQyGS
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRsJr6dpIm
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK3dL2ise3
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1YjaNpNII
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrxS2jXDno
但，這並不是自己想要的…894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXp0C4WvP6
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJL3klauDb
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyidHbFpA3f
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL9xYFeKum
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZqWTw8joP
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtp4sa8aAeE
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbJRYRSKkD
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyF9k00J2z
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tmZ9xqVCT
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPGm67vf6d
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoO6Td5byv
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2XZdBXUqy
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFvZ3S92cz
「啪！」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VVAuUrYzr
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXub5kpvj3
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHePx8mnwZN
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE43rIGNv0
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoGbgL2DCR
■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9LPp6f3GX
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE6rycrxxa
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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