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「喂。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GchscgJAK
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0MSpHbRRj
「我失戀了......」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33De8BVoHW
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vWi8Hrt5U
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWwFIrVVxv
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdovmQURaqJ
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TSN0qBYLI
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSOLHaiRo3
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkqvwKIMsw
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob3vIaBL67
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ523FQzLTFr
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd9fAN9cB1
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0sPzkX0Fh
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQzl2QDNPe
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBpBL7JEZv
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIzO8Y10Bx
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaiAwFWk1v
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjwvihrV2M
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewoUjXeQh9
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfdfafFYEc
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcBeJDDctY
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrzBVWkTto
「我要一杯威士忌！」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdKcbZIhAM
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04zCGnmMUw
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyNAOxOSxi
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「先生你的威士忌。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx2QoidZiN
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNaJbKwkTY
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZdaRnFn42
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnn5u7XIbE
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazK9zj7uPt
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yBp3zBx3e
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJUR4C3vjv
不妙，他超生氣的…935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgoOZvE8zO
唰。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChfiVNjA4p
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzjL8pv9Zz
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM9hdZxLq6
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaN6jEd4Tn
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSszhhGOiF
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMQ4SXpQZn
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4rrK9SMjQ
「威士忌。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY35SUHKtVQ
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyWpm2ivgK
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7YqKcbb9D
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynDgtfTZmz
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSAaUJbULt
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2TpLJLdP0
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpGSZAUEzd
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoHBVzsnHw
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKiGDB89WY
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplc5kZn7pz
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935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQijsCYdng
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfroNtRsCt
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv72gpSlAs
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpmaeNEdCD
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gpagbJUOr
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3uSazycvX
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsDBhYx9BY
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mmb4tutmf
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gJLLuKY1Z
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23eXh4Djlf
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8Nbb3wuaK
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80PLbmnQla
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61WYuZHHxy
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QqtuerLiD
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VAzHOM3UC
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I419dLpAF
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUapDX7olgq
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMT1LpN4WCc
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAihpe6YchK
「嗚哇！」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96m3695IAs
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyByatDTLe7
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMlaO12YLF
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yuGGrd336
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyO2S4lDyr
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFupnlE1GB
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnDZm9HV73
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTnIe2SxUd
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUgkXS0ddF
哇，眼睫毛好長…935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MXITA74SG
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqaBowxHDQ
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXxPsmNTSo
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xxw0Jr4cA
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRpLesP3Ic
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa8kolud55
…咦？935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN3vcCtpYg
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjsTnZ5SPg
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QZHv3EylO
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqrREKxVjI
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGJgk4IGfr
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEvE1gNZ6C
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY1IH83GMa
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zajSNkCa3
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaeo1raOdF
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc0OgmAi8L
「愛你，不可以嗎…」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeTe1BYmya
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGvBqRH4hr
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuTkT0qeZB
…他把我，誤認成誰了？935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroBCy0N5wE
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r2FOfn6tB
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vriF12Eab
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ome5oNVhZ
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisD0DxJN8p
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他，沒有挽留。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUOLpcylUa
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9Er7WmUKA
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1AHPqZhGP
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935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NEeg3W35v
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGqqavYTYS
我喜歡姜幸宇。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLDgncIdn3
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcu6OCHDqM
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpdS1OJ2Xb
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hJsoNk8Kv
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr51f6j9bOg
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRHbnlZPnJ
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIpsVUlfyy
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL7kkdoa2q
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm0nrzXinJ
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tcUwnYtbN
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf7oMHMEvM
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcPTkw4wmI
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9VgjnXrNw
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JjWO1hz9P
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP8NLvsUqr
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIEimLhkEm
我愛上了姜幸宇。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdmxyLtNtM
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycro0BBp8X
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczHqpPvqVd
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMwhlTetKX
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cvDA0cbak
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935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPbr8El4F8
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpyzavTMZS
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopoEhvUwG0
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntyUW3cZCi
但，這並不是自己想要的…935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLEmxQuq7k
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gXHLndrJC
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtqSL4ocOi
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTRTFJRfci
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAQ4RWSbPT
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECKxA0r0jE
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqcLG9LCGO
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UOTDV1XvZ
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmdPBGvOuB
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocHkrCh8rb
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ81vYCVVM
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdlbzJTU58
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25f9mcIs3P
「啪！」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFw2qeTLuOm
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDv26vj6XBB
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvWTmc9fK5
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrlMhxXsVj
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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