Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBYr1qngmA
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU7bFtobul
You were all I ever wanted to be451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAhEtREDXv
(And more)451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONLRSHZu6A
You had talent and brains,451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vjgU3hEob
And was also physically neutral451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtHPerQjgc
But when I tried to be friendly,451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVIjJNdjHr
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP7fYmMvtY
I'm being too kind, too generous.451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUbY7XOJrj
I was pushed to the ground451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2g3s0BTIqE
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP09CPt67p
But what's done is done451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayKCbmqd0c
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRwE0xxqMi
Harsh words and insults451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdD5weoshz
It became an irreplaceable friendship.451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIQLRLQRfM
However, in mine,451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6q4v9ykdUg
Glares and sharp glances451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqFCl3qdYt
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4OSS0A6C2
"When did our loathing,451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBwL40fD7m
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIziRyxA9n
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016
