Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,481Please respect copyright.PENANAEGaoVT8bo5
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed481Please respect copyright.PENANAKghZZ1Z1jC
You were all I ever wanted to be481Please respect copyright.PENANAskvSbRP6OE
(And more)481Please respect copyright.PENANArq7ttLugkc
You had talent and brains,481Please respect copyright.PENANAqoMdqrybJb
And was also physically neutral481Please respect copyright.PENANACb8JRb9ZbK
But when I tried to be friendly,481Please respect copyright.PENANATDT8PHwwaL
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,481Please respect copyright.PENANAym0rZSXrkd
I'm being too kind, too generous.481Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9h9w1KKpr
I was pushed to the ground481Please respect copyright.PENANAE1o4B3Cyzs
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,481Please respect copyright.PENANAQmtpttUjVs
But what's done is done481Please respect copyright.PENANAm50t9CaFST
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,481Please respect copyright.PENANATe9LSVyxC6
Harsh words and insults481Please respect copyright.PENANAYPrhinnkGD
It became an irreplaceable friendship.481Please respect copyright.PENANATepmhVLL4W
However, in mine,481Please respect copyright.PENANASqaugmbykq
Glares and sharp glances481Please respect copyright.PENANAr4P6Nc5AO9
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself481Please respect copyright.PENANAG4VIUkuMLy
"When did our loathing,481Please respect copyright.PENANA1fKYv9AaGQ
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015481Please respect copyright.PENANAjUSWR2OGNS
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016