Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,471Please respect copyright.PENANAofNXv55gkd
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed471Please respect copyright.PENANAt6SRILvXkF
You were all I ever wanted to be471Please respect copyright.PENANARZeZruXxNJ
(And more)471Please respect copyright.PENANAsMmKkIJ07B
You had talent and brains,471Please respect copyright.PENANAwHA5qcwjCc
And was also physically neutral471Please respect copyright.PENANAZEwYmv4Cxh
But when I tried to be friendly,471Please respect copyright.PENANAFrAmqLDcay
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,471Please respect copyright.PENANAUwP6d9kBIK
I'm being too kind, too generous.471Please respect copyright.PENANAOuhLNHAqVy
I was pushed to the ground471Please respect copyright.PENANAK6z7PcwiZ2
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,471Please respect copyright.PENANAxrqNENMOmC
But what's done is done471Please respect copyright.PENANAXptbXOe2iG
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,471Please respect copyright.PENANAQdvhNkuSHs
Harsh words and insults471Please respect copyright.PENANAEZNL62tpzK
It became an irreplaceable friendship.471Please respect copyright.PENANA30SdkNSzlE
However, in mine,471Please respect copyright.PENANAD0OWwxngdt
Glares and sharp glances471Please respect copyright.PENANA7GCw5ChADT
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself471Please respect copyright.PENANAvJIA11Qo3j
"When did our loathing,471Please respect copyright.PENANAkmrXkqg0X0
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015471Please respect copyright.PENANA05aupXIw7c
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016