Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,508Please respect copyright.PENANA19YnPWcupk
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed508Please respect copyright.PENANAbSMmMZf8xW
You were all I ever wanted to be508Please respect copyright.PENANAJwZf6kq3FR
(And more)508Please respect copyright.PENANABp2cvJYJPO
You had talent and brains,508Please respect copyright.PENANAymtOu3iJ3f
And was also physically neutral508Please respect copyright.PENANAAwX5s8c4UH
But when I tried to be friendly,508Please respect copyright.PENANAp9Uhp9f6qJ
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,508Please respect copyright.PENANAVyDeghfD7P
I'm being too kind, too generous.508Please respect copyright.PENANAIwfPSXpKwT
I was pushed to the ground508Please respect copyright.PENANAVIDDhGkWim
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,508Please respect copyright.PENANAD09ayfTJrX
But what's done is done508Please respect copyright.PENANAJZ7M9zaj5U
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,508Please respect copyright.PENANADBAL5JSlL7
Harsh words and insults508Please respect copyright.PENANAQo2SIqk9hS
It became an irreplaceable friendship.508Please respect copyright.PENANA97ZOF5dUrQ
However, in mine,508Please respect copyright.PENANAdfmBykDe7z
Glares and sharp glances508Please respect copyright.PENANAwvx9ymBtFu
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself508Please respect copyright.PENANAqEmhWutHXj
"When did our loathing,508Please respect copyright.PENANAmFrxDqpu3s
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015508Please respect copyright.PENANAV4ClMOXKz8
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016