Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,511Please respect copyright.PENANAQt9cR0uM6W
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed511Please respect copyright.PENANAJP87vesFAj
You were all I ever wanted to be511Please respect copyright.PENANAnBywjCslM5
(And more)511Please respect copyright.PENANAKxHH8DHi8m
You had talent and brains,511Please respect copyright.PENANA5hPz5Q5ccp
And was also physically neutral511Please respect copyright.PENANA0vlmIplvYO
But when I tried to be friendly,511Please respect copyright.PENANAgpo5S2mPbc
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,511Please respect copyright.PENANA8BBEAOb8cp
I'm being too kind, too generous.511Please respect copyright.PENANAscxw87x6ef
I was pushed to the ground511Please respect copyright.PENANAmcprQvpdzz
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,511Please respect copyright.PENANAALvrgXvJ0e
But what's done is done511Please respect copyright.PENANAlFK2mGIT8w
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,511Please respect copyright.PENANArWPHOhhujk
Harsh words and insults511Please respect copyright.PENANAW45HbivGYH
It became an irreplaceable friendship.511Please respect copyright.PENANASXyo482iHm
However, in mine,511Please respect copyright.PENANAdKtcW6zUUG
Glares and sharp glances511Please respect copyright.PENANAVxFEXpZura
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself511Please respect copyright.PENANAvpTijWpY6Q
"When did our loathing,511Please respect copyright.PENANAmNEbp7Xum4
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015511Please respect copyright.PENANA4BzPjR33kf
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016