Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwhdXWVluG
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST9zQSMF1z
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9B2KRG05J
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC7xawn5tS
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCaTiKRD7F
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA573Dd74v
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVlTS25U2q
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQhHMvH0Lx
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4DQsyD2yk
Fake.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9MkB41thy
Not myself.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO9QTrolcp
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsnPAQImr7
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AA3Seo6Te
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRKRHIEXlS
Help me, Ray! Help me!1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYNJzynwbg
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPNXR9XO5W
Voice mail.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FpGr2n2aX
I try again.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYQkDwbJnd
No answer.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnVCgAetFL
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBnsrkxVeA
I can't. I must stay strong.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeoCPRFGMk
My tears come faster.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYZBOxy3Oh
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54ipDUb4Ij
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBqLGICEHC
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUaQHrYDls
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oJzxRSSoa
Is it really that high?1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQP5jBcMOH
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3hbRQYaYb
I must move… I need to move.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJREwlYSt6J
I eye the door.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKXMYMpXza
I will myself to sit up.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKpyXnTznq
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMq1GLFtcF
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9233W5CXz
I focus on the door.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5cgEbifK6
I crawl forward.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek4h0PLUeW
I need to get there.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7ZuVASenV
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4eYcJtrD1
My legs are wobbly, broken.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5nCl87H3S
Just a few more feet…1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBOr9HpPtZ
I reach out my hand and take another step-1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs8a8lFwG3
and collapse to the ground.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPOyDYsrLb
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs1d8OdOVZ
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgIeAyhCuT
I suck in a breath.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWOqlG71WU
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvzUHOOjCr
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kHxxPCtNv
Just once.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHchkby0bQ
"Promise me."1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xjc7Tq5pI
"I promise, Ray."1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMBqDtAOdY
No, I can't. I promised him.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5UT63xIUj
But it'll feel so good…1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIichsMhaC
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsrfc5zRWn
It'll be quick. Just one cut.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKTnSbZQPE
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH12MJ0Bzb
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueCVrG3XCe
Anytime, now…1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgaafsLJ77
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gceVNnVHC
Is it raining?1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYnWPzguaz
No, that’s impossible.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPbXV40vDJ
I can't see.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lUznuuZXi
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oA1boVvVb
I can't breathe.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3v0Zr0Ppn6
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6A2w4k1V2
What's poking my leg…?1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl1VNQBrvj
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4zCnFfHv9
How did it get there?1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRBssChDDh
I take it and hold it closely to myself.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw47dZIJ258
How can something so evil look so beautiful?1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYRz91Ypkr
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRmKVe2mst
So cold.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdcff88ARQ
I press down and drive it across my skin.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUZQiOEqgT
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOqCGoDkYc
I take another breath.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyeYXVV5bE
Another.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjbnja6q5f
My breathing comes harder, faster.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7AKzif8R3
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaCk2bhmpj
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy8Tmp5VlD
I shut my eyes tightly.1006Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNvZws2G3D
I should not have done that.
Penana
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