Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8932x2XB2w
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPUcBOOZka
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmMHEUxKun
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyMONj2Rlr
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN48y4tRpiz
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5qNOWZqZi
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSuotF3v6v
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv451TUatW6
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQc6cq6xbq
Fake.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywGKjNHBjs
Not myself.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLMN0EyZKx
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wZbNTWoJv
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9ZJse0OwB
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehGQ8RTM6c
Help me, Ray! Help me!1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTdX2S8MAI
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVs5QY2y7M
Voice mail.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXHHXxx1Hm
I try again.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf2ZdKfojd
No answer.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVMRJCj8oz
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPT1TH3Sjn
I can't. I must stay strong.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRqxMmacaF
My tears come faster.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgGcMaSr3O
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObNIqMDzBV
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPKJPNQICb
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Wm7oYtZHd
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnobcsEdZdr
Is it really that high?1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3qCeW2J6u
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4o0mQSS20
I must move… I need to move.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJS6XUXX3N
I eye the door.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIrCWASqrO
I will myself to sit up.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wKDofT0cR
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9VUy5I5gZ
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5FHIrM2Ln
I focus on the door.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JOYTPWqyP
I crawl forward.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBu4U1wLcjj
I need to get there.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfF1WB3LNV9
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL6iXmtI4J
My legs are wobbly, broken.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy2Vh1Maiw
Just a few more feet…1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvapSjYxq9u
I reach out my hand and take another step-1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODcGD5ykqZ
and collapse to the ground.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjKBY4tgtY
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51IjyX9Mer
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiJd1NtFGQ
I suck in a breath.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2w30o34mR
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQhhH20155
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAnkgEhwAa
Just once.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU0z9QUJPI
"Promise me."1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwDrEdBMoX
"I promise, Ray."1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJbH9mZqVv
No, I can't. I promised him.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6oIXrwx8X
But it'll feel so good…1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNo69GjPNV
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebQFTE5dEz
It'll be quick. Just one cut.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu1CWhhcBj
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtMHIg8BFE
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJVgpq23EA
Anytime, now…1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek9eIZNB92
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxGah6ErkM
Is it raining?1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevQFCZR6qi
No, that’s impossible.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFxaeoBZyE
I can't see.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWQuS9Bpjx
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3zRCsEz0s
I can't breathe.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2kab4oj3z
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXOmpPcTnv
What's poking my leg…?1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdam5efrpA
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hp5Gk4che
How did it get there?1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVa10iLZdi
I take it and hold it closely to myself.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwyRrA8liF
How can something so evil look so beautiful?1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLCKshnk0C
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTWGKBopEy
So cold.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5jh1F2S6j
I press down and drive it across my skin.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHUNWZJzvB
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GaPOMDuPL
I take another breath.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZvh5HxEo9
Another.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB7A0O5gEW
My breathing comes harder, faster.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQVQkP9lnP
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSuTY9jAcV
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HfRetq2OT
I shut my eyes tightly.1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyF7fiewba
I should not have done that.
Penana
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