Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrXII0gEKi
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNZl8UXSgm
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP6xfNzBH2
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7Cjc9Bcri
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI5P07h7FP
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIik7exodZK
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkhMGgv9cR
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthKkt3LaGg
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tPqHUJ63a
Fake.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYeT5fiT1a
Not myself.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaQToQvHOJ
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl23rntegt
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRKN8yUUdd
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmLrx2ucAE
Help me, Ray! Help me!898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArKtHlIy0b
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN5mjnF1pX
Voice mail.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboLqiGcLkL
I try again.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtcrYPS90b
No answer.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLSI02mQjo
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1TEVz87f9
I can't. I must stay strong.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi9kON2P5I
My tears come faster.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhin2wEYsOu
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJazf4jtxk9
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxmXz9ZYUK
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kmFiixsBo
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1CxSVTf9m
Is it really that high?898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKOfhCWQXY
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZwTvE1JLa
I must move… I need to move.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya7492BDgS
I eye the door.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd3saqb1YQ
I will myself to sit up.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4vt6XdYp0
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHrj5RLP83
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebiRRHz9qn
I focus on the door.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGcqS5pcKl
I crawl forward.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkCltrW0OA
I need to get there.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw3sqS7GBu
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4rr4VmbQt
My legs are wobbly, broken.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qd45mbe4G
Just a few more feet…898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINkC5zZjqY
I reach out my hand and take another step-898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRlgZvxfp3
and collapse to the ground.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdZrw7mSAc
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2vuISg1ro
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6RtNWcAm7
I suck in a breath.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0pmBCMoMf
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFF1z93iew
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFSBlFpQeB
Just once.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWO9Kd0NVN
"Promise me."898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7sCbpM29c
"I promise, Ray."898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwPJihh1ZE
No, I can't. I promised him.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyAF1OPHXm
But it'll feel so good…898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqTzXx6Gjq
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioMOyp653u
It'll be quick. Just one cut.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsVWvdXTkw
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDSjnGkW7j
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQff89t8lU
Anytime, now…898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZvAIuJYpJ
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1JkqSWRax
Is it raining?898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2tZSpDAya
No, that’s impossible.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe9TDFqBNF
I can't see.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gocA9W1iH
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfWLJO0VtI
I can't breathe.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL3E9n2mjJ
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7yMtt06MQ
What's poking my leg…?898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSwDZByBW0
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwC5YdKPrm
How did it get there?898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiahpIvDmpH
I take it and hold it closely to myself.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMXc7XlfhY
How can something so evil look so beautiful?898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgbngC5tjv
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzH8T2JuGK
So cold.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9FzLkHDEZ
I press down and drive it across my skin.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvD5LIK5vQ
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVPMm1iu2q
I take another breath.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl4x7BAyAh
Another.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWOEESL4Le
My breathing comes harder, faster.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZMu9tjoZN
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyDoQKaPFg
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd24QITRp2
I shut my eyes tightly.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ySCvdpjTq
I should not have done that.
Penana
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