Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2OUMOHgJj
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctHNpPuE3Y
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlQVKRO6ut
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj2DeLkNu9
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIA1XrkJlMl
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSoxAA8eCB
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeL4Iz237K
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGl2hRWlM6
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQEETeCpI5
Fake.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPwPjqCDot
Not myself.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC9ByufgeD
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfPAHs63ef
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleDOJH3wGZ
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwbtpCfJB6
Help me, Ray! Help me!911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsMqYjSEy4
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGoJpr3wMl
Voice mail.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8nvp5SVlq
I try again.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFQL3Kl2kl
No answer.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj5qwglAVX
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdHJqZJknO
I can't. I must stay strong.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEsV0Xu9Ti
My tears come faster.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ9hRCHw0T
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0IaLAIBeE
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJxswLMQ7z
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEc8SQYl8s
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM1g83siki
Is it really that high?911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPknEzlEArN
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBuyClotIA
I must move… I need to move.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HIYVaZq9b
I eye the door.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr1k0NNX0M
I will myself to sit up.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90x6mUDjsO
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvNAao4wBS
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WeyKvaCzN
I focus on the door.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVvE0UisLl
I crawl forward.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6hb3EhowF
I need to get there.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlFqbkl7d1
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlvlD1E6tF
My legs are wobbly, broken.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVPXCM1ynQ
Just a few more feet…911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCrVvSPofr
I reach out my hand and take another step-911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovvSRETvMG
and collapse to the ground.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU5kOtLYAK
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAKmuf4INF
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQIYsENg8E
I suck in a breath.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDEqqcNYMQ
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc1ntOkI2X
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB97oc4SKx9
Just once.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjzDJxkiCz
"Promise me."911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdrVmxiVWs
"I promise, Ray."911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvWT8cAHkR
No, I can't. I promised him.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrD5OdctEX
But it'll feel so good…911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg88GiblMg
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTTiliRc6B
It'll be quick. Just one cut.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqrrUE3IIq
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0l3ASRIY8
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ2p396sz8
Anytime, now…911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSp7vaEHAR
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8gQttSoXB
Is it raining?911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVK8ymUd22
No, that’s impossible.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe7wGO62bc
I can't see.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzTeB0jvqT
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMC6XLRptA
I can't breathe.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktTAscVtSI
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpULP3LLZM6
What's poking my leg…?911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkyjHiRSMw
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o6RvLoGvf
How did it get there?911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUVsWkRl3O
I take it and hold it closely to myself.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvt4HiAkjn
How can something so evil look so beautiful?911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt33bVv9QQ
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUYBm1u4kA
So cold.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkzkWIRTbh
I press down and drive it across my skin.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCVxVU0a36
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh7OuxdVKo
I take another breath.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWANk39XZS7
Another.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmCzIS55xa
My breathing comes harder, faster.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRR5viLe46
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMpofIKTMt
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvoOrWBJ8b
I shut my eyes tightly.911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1RSH5jvpl
I should not have done that.
Penana
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