Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLbJ7q6wKp
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCWdi5hvzH
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4cCa1ac0X
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsr3J05rtF
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqUTxq057e
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlyi6vCbVt
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaCOOLb5VG
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyrYpGg3Hk
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsog798Ipkp
Fake.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiiMGcDZp2
Not myself.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgVcndZIjB
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxohqon7YvC
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICO3vHMetE
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQSeJq8ZQm
Help me, Ray! Help me!977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYmlC2LXr9
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaUVmg3yRH
Voice mail.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6gXnkkmOe
I try again.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVN75wRGM8n
No answer.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeukRfPuTy
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnCQrQ6uZI
I can't. I must stay strong.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP2AnBjVZx
My tears come faster.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY12TE9g5d
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOS0G0bD4w
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FKxrfoy8B
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAeUNLMZ6m
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfB5XpZZa8
Is it really that high?977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaxf0NbAVy
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn3w1s7x0n
I must move… I need to move.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrXKCGD4z0
I eye the door.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLX4wRPPekl
I will myself to sit up.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz8S3qPfUr
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPejgHQ9pt
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ086Ckc0ZSm
I focus on the door.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DsSXCSCK1
I crawl forward.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQtT8Fx5kM
I need to get there.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4DLBZCU9O
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3Mew5cNXT
My legs are wobbly, broken.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9P7jrgbKb
Just a few more feet…977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA57AlM4z5
I reach out my hand and take another step-977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf1xwvI1Az
and collapse to the ground.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyDSLPIgnr
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcWqNWUXUT
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2Uk3RvId0
I suck in a breath.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPCh62wvRg
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel9S54atF9
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAI5aBwQ09
Just once.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeEdH25oHP
"Promise me."977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xTHXN6d0N
"I promise, Ray."977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU5L0qsUur
No, I can't. I promised him.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNjISugyHk
But it'll feel so good…977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec3DqeRpvG
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0DPlkgwT5
It'll be quick. Just one cut.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5ovHlQjMT
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FNsS8Td6g
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcQHN2P4XL
Anytime, now…977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mBb7D9pqe
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HnUYeWopJ
Is it raining?977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchfGrtmoBQ
No, that’s impossible.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfDc2MGxuq
I can't see.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNwTQ84CbE
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkj50h3fXF
I can't breathe.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3TLkcp5Dj
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoiW3dJev8
What's poking my leg…?977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QRww5d3Pf
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnRsCNUwUS
How did it get there?977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmTAbIXnSC
I take it and hold it closely to myself.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4bjE6PCNF
How can something so evil look so beautiful?977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyK0HTlAF3
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXrUL0NLv9
So cold.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhI0vUrtOF
I press down and drive it across my skin.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg103xjwrBX
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGaOTOLLcu
I take another breath.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp5mUVZU5B
Another.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmUCwIq0Oj
My breathing comes harder, faster.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m2Ozsqm83
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMRGQehNJf
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRG777YNdT
I shut my eyes tightly.977Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qu3bs0YAs
I should not have done that.
Penana
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