「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUCYgGNQnx
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DRDhB5Y3U
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6vH5gMQLk
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幼小我的父母就離異，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDCH7FQwRP
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hR7oneyA8
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對母親的記憶還是有，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyRNjc09d0
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記得她很常酗酒，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjflbF2uMo
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後來的日子，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySVVR1kjsx
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YSNT1ok0t
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忙於工作的他，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvO7tteUWi
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0TVipHgw5
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到了上課時間再直接上課，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dK5pPWRES
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEEbvoOfYv
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN30EwITDwj
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn8aYbNk1W
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY8Dsvy8Hp
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNKDpKVKkG
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父親工作的地方不一定，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo54BSwPquH
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輾轉的換了三所小學，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrfqEDuNb0
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eq2hEKKXM
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他開始會喜怒無常，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhnuwLiN5D
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZrzrnSl7w
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡege34zGoA1
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很小我就與異性交往，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo13CkIxV38
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQAG4vZzML
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrVf7NxnQ7
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovnHtVV3Wm
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我會睡在工地，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVL9AAekMtJ
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaCdT9GseI
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8APIyRLlr
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxHA69mmKJ
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他開始會講貶低的話語，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfKgIhv9UU
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那些原本用來工作的用具，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiofM81noEY
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9xhCYNnca
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wQ8pnVAE2
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQqns78fU5
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwuqmr4sDL
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要我轉告給老師，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyNC63TKNv
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfdy1UdK6d
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS1cLOOxCC
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMwrzB2fhN
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcLpxg4Pwo
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細細去回想每個片段，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjYIYoipkK
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPFuj7OadV
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9q0FXxUa8
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MGJPkW7ze
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqux3Jrf5T
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf9NgMPxhA
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHJXm8Xp28
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDtwhY6wGd
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTuWVB7kKb
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf73X738num
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LMArmOMd5
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3saDrSmxFo
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正準備吃下第一口時，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXnYHKhGKK
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkYhfyrOTR
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QuGMyIyXS
