I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfcez8lwfq
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTtTAqKycH
I sit around wishing you well373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXxw9Ltpy9
How I'm craving you373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78OoT8anHa
Every time I'm near you373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DeRshl6Eh
I always wanna swallow you down373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcUNgvfgNQ
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM0B8cE4bU
I'll need you here373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD117v6YOH
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoSsOg4gjt
Why is it every day373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw2fOmp6co
That I feel the pain?373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fjfbf2HEY
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRek3gT3yzD
Where were you when I was down?373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLV1P4vkQZ
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeeeQv3n0J
And my soul mate lives in your body373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0s4e3JVWz
I can't get you out of my head373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPT4LcNOww
It never goes away
In my life,373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmIEAZNqQL
I'll need you here373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTNUbDAFjb
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNbsPZHOaw
In your eyes,373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNPruGCQza
You can bid me farewell373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrWSLrQgz9
Don't ever try to understand my situation373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnygNqxMW1
Why is it every day373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv3WeBlMK9
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1zky4fHGQ
When I'm looking for love373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzHT0gggWv
Always seem to be regretting it373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb744GkKBx
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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