I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLGosCThCM
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ5l079m0x
I sit around wishing you well237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffPABgXlWZ
How I'm craving you237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfnYmDpifg
Every time I'm near you237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaXw10xfaf
I always wanna swallow you down237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbkREw6pZi
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWgXmTwTTq
I'll need you here237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFOdBGU9ng
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6w97wMX6u
Why is it every day237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRISygyMCQK
That I feel the pain?237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZV7qPExGx5
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6SN1hL8zX
Where were you when I was down?237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4vhrgOAZo
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8mLGbInzb
And my soul mate lives in your body237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVtmvKW5ny
I can't get you out of my head237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs4UORZRE5
It never goes away
In my life,237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5LFBomQDJ
I'll need you here237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsUG0oT94f
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKEzfqLVbj
In your eyes,237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqSVYjX836
You can bid me farewell237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fn151cMAx
Don't ever try to understand my situation237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1yyHwnNTC
Why is it every day237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO4ch44zo6
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajhmbo1QYL
When I'm looking for love237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CsmpMnZ1w
Always seem to be regretting it237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIVjV7ZAZj
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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