I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.410Please respect copyright.PENANAtbSzRobcjb
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby410Please respect copyright.PENANAhJ4RwrgrQl
I sit around wishing you well410Please respect copyright.PENANANa9E96877S
How I'm craving you410Please respect copyright.PENANA3Y8dxs8W9T
Every time I'm near you410Please respect copyright.PENANAQMhEMQUMgu
I always wanna swallow you down410Please respect copyright.PENANApBgk03AyPQ
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,410Please respect copyright.PENANAvjbCZNFwmh
I'll need you here410Please respect copyright.PENANAJrqPS5KrtR
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear410Please respect copyright.PENANAkf29oITpAS
Why is it every day410Please respect copyright.PENANAXi0ZS56j7S
That I feel the pain?410Please respect copyright.PENANAy6ZEqu7Hs3
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away410Please respect copyright.PENANAEDhNOimsNG
Where were you when I was down?410Please respect copyright.PENANAuZF1Az3NJd
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure410Please respect copyright.PENANAFgtzDE5L5B
And my soul mate lives in your body410Please respect copyright.PENANAAoY6z2c2Ny
I can't get you out of my head410Please respect copyright.PENANAoGPuCkodsz
It never goes away
In my life,410Please respect copyright.PENANATZNu9rdplp
I'll need you here410Please respect copyright.PENANAdlQN7yxMGd
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear410Please respect copyright.PENANAKFciW10K0e
In your eyes,410Please respect copyright.PENANAPJOeFLinUF
You can bid me farewell410Please respect copyright.PENANAwcX4ZlOTlb
Don't ever try to understand my situation410Please respect copyright.PENANAjprTpujgOk
Why is it every day410Please respect copyright.PENANAMumiaYWeHI
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it410Please respect copyright.PENANADskr403JSA
When I'm looking for love410Please respect copyright.PENANAVzogWArNH6
Always seem to be regretting it410Please respect copyright.PENANA5eNBiISBka
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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