I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.86Please respect copyright.PENANAwpbGdKiVbD
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby86Please respect copyright.PENANAnhBfhPGaWr
I sit around wishing you well86Please respect copyright.PENANABmMHoD7gh0
How I'm craving you86Please respect copyright.PENANA3e8AtwWjZc
Every time I'm near you86Please respect copyright.PENANAQBV71afLCg
I always wanna swallow you down86Please respect copyright.PENANAO6bUXQUnu2
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,86Please respect copyright.PENANAjYlInUnfV0
I'll need you here86Please respect copyright.PENANAoIkMx5f3ZJ
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear86Please respect copyright.PENANAR006AP7N5a
Why is it every day86Please respect copyright.PENANAW1eoV4bbQt
That I feel the pain?86Please respect copyright.PENANAVfvIcr9ooT
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away86Please respect copyright.PENANAmPBZrRan9H
Where were you when I was down?86Please respect copyright.PENANAnTyxXUHAvW
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure86Please respect copyright.PENANAGZ4Dtrq2x6
And my soul mate lives in your body86Please respect copyright.PENANAhFEGm6JyEf
I can't get you out of my head86Please respect copyright.PENANAaQZHWLyAUa
It never goes away
In my life,86Please respect copyright.PENANAbKs2RCnu11
I'll need you here86Please respect copyright.PENANAT70jIhYIRZ
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear86Please respect copyright.PENANAQKsvQFH5yy
In your eyes,86Please respect copyright.PENANA6HYRQtk5Sf
You can bid me farewell86Please respect copyright.PENANAvN00xmSUzD
Don't ever try to understand my situation86Please respect copyright.PENANAPYFtEVC86J
Why is it every day86Please respect copyright.PENANAAqTUD8aNO0
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it86Please respect copyright.PENANA6WaDymWAeU
When I'm looking for love86Please respect copyright.PENANAuj9d6io6JC
Always seem to be regretting it86Please respect copyright.PENANA6jGfOjrBl9
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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