I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPGGWs8lWS
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xwr4J7tC9
I sit around wishing you well221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVhNhi86VV
How I'm craving you221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXdPLK7LCy
Every time I'm near you221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWI96QGRJX
I always wanna swallow you down221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq62wmYYCG
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsegBZ98XQg
I'll need you here221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeN9952skW
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy7hxYNhRA
Why is it every day221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3rz2aBKFL
That I feel the pain?221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiKpCHh2mi
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPZqR3kius
Where were you when I was down?221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcZ9m3crNe
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpgvlcqpBA
And my soul mate lives in your body221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0DU2c5hby
I can't get you out of my head221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iX6IeYrfb
It never goes away
In my life,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFnEu6BzTj
I'll need you here221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWqcMiLxSu
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94qY1hD2sG
In your eyes,221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0ZZ5XjmNS
You can bid me farewell221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0acO7B2pen
Don't ever try to understand my situation221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ytsuOsIa7
Why is it every day221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyDwwuzBkC
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtdoFOkhw6
When I'm looking for love221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4A4dNttFA
Always seem to be regretting it221Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46cXAtUHAb
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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