我想活下去....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnKVxM6wRQ
所以...好想流血.....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq5DDIfrkj
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOTmnoU6co
明明流多了就會死....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDDUypq0N3
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFI6srhM1h
可是又不是....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpbcPxSH5Z
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoU2VR4e8M
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMU5RjYREm
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbWIbLGUBm
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuyQkH2y2k
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwb2ijHdYB
睡在過去中一睡不醒692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAwUc65QT9
明明心裹得清楚...692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTTwna1ZV9
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i2Ey6Z5yq
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3MCHA5Nqy
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDipb26LBHR
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwJRMlaC7B
好討厭自己...692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW8o0cftZ0
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpXeBxwf7z
自殘就像吸毒692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmn5pwrXTa
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8yvpzORG8
既害怕又讓人不能停止692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRn2uGnPJ5
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPl1JVHYpi
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEvdtuV3t3
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO8kwX58Vd
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZo1epkYTg
想死又想活下去692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsffOpVUPW
想流血但不想受傷...692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZF7bIfkk0
怕痛但沒感覺....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukA0wtWEch
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKDfvMpKrG
血流多少也不夠....692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aheYoiwyT
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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