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追逐明月的時候，能被落下的月光眷顧一刻，已經是幸運了吧？992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN34gu7F9m3
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第一次見到五條悟是在宿舍的走廊上。我提著一只皮箱，正要拐進房間。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJexUyp6t7
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt5Ow2jjkw
喂，你就是新來的嗎？聽到他的聲音，我回過頭。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSFYrwUt16
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz38fK1nIc
他圓圓的小小墨鏡滑落，無意間露出漂亮的蒼藍色眼睛。俗話說得好，眼睛乃心靈之窗，而我正為那一眼墜入他的眼眸中。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOhK9wKERA
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllPtwcYZFh
換句話說，我一見鍾情了。不過我還不知道他的姓名，只覺得這個人的眼睛真是美得不像話。是神明遺落人間的藝術品。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pzU67Kl1q
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6tT377D2c
「啊、嗯……」我有些忐忑，連說話都有點結巴。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhu1u09yxD
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs0KCvOvaP
他推了推墨鏡，語氣裡難掩失望。「什麼嘛，看起來好弱。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoH16aEI17
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDcdNAdKEP
像是被潑了冷水似的，整個人突然就冷靜了下來。我不知道該說什麼。他尖銳的言語挑動我敏感又自卑的神經，長長的走廊上只有我跟他兩個人，空氣在這一瞬間凝滯，時間因此凍結，有一隻無形的手將這陣沈默拉得冗長。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l50ugajAY
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxF6mfiPG8
我被說得內心感到羞恥，卻又無力反駁。只能按捺下心頭難堪的情緒，老老實實地道歉：「抱歉，是我太弱了。」聽得我這話，他雙眉高高挑起，我猜他瞪大了眼睛：「什、什麼嘛，為什麼要道歉？」語氣兇巴巴的。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkwEtmCJLv
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbdzgdSi80
氣氛好像變得更尷尬了。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH1tekO5at
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2qWs0je68
……其實我也不知道為什麼我要道歉，但總感覺很多事情只要先低頭認錯就沒事了。至少在我有限的經驗裡，這樣的作法的確省略了不少麻煩。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOmYvsRN8k
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteI2fLNiRW
這種話當然不能說出來。聽起來很沒誠意。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo5TACfaRj
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvNQgSeZWM
「因為我太弱了。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp8YmEJZMC
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfxaUeC3s1
他不可置信地「哈？」了一聲，看起來想繼續說點什麼的時候，旁邊的門開了。是打呵欠的家入硝子。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9FqY5E9iA
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGazt58UQp
我們早上見過面。令人不安的情緒被撫平些許，我問家入是不是打擾她了。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2mYdRjDE4
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SDLLLXl5o
她回我説那當然的，畢竟高專宿舍的隔音爛透了。然後話鋒一轉，砲火轉向少年。她罵道五條悟你吵死了，一回來就欺負新同學，你他媽能不能消停點？992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y4jaf0Zu2
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnD23wBg0te
一旁的我恍然大悟，原來他就是五條悟。少年「欸──」的一聲拉長了尾音，他十分震驚且大為不滿地指著我嚷嚷道她就真的很弱啊，硝子你怎麼這樣啊。開口就是一堆抱怨，初次見面時那股高高在上的味道消弭無蹤，此時此刻的他看起來真的就像個十幾歲的少年，普通的男子高中生。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWyLbYqd0K
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0Cz0nChE7
我有些出神地盯著他柔軟的髮絲，他們吵鬧的對話像風似的掠過我的耳畔，大腦無法捕捉任何訊息。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCId7iW2yb
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FcvYn16fB
五條悟的頭髮真像蓬鬆的棉花糖。我心想。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHYIrE1HsA
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIkTuWLMot
「別理他了，回房間去收行李吧。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4u9igXURQ
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGGPeWdU3I
家入拉起我的手，無視旁邊某隻鬧騰的巨型貓咪，她安撫我。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteK4ZMGsCp
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40TDORUu5S
雖然她神色寧靜，然而平淡語氣之下潛藏的溫柔體貼沒有因此被我忽略。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMUrLxW2TS
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtiT63XV6w
我收起多餘的心思，笑著跟家入說好。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK9fq3eHUz
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAAH0vHJX0
「晚安，五條同學。」這是我打開房門前，對五條說的最後一句話。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqcN3MXhVL
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVPwWPJXQv
我看見他的髮絲安分地落在他的鬢邊，皮膚白皙，身影頎長，雪髮少年像幅美好的畫，又像墜落凡間的神明──完美的、無瑕的。他側過臉看向我，語氣有些不耐，卻還是說了晚安。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65aLAk0WMO
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvioZaNRWbE
進入房間之後我無心打量裝潢，只是抵著門板心想，神明果真不屬於人類。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPakvJoCs7k
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89WxKbmEtZ
──我想追上他。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdVKPHBOH1
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34DnZTcYsw
我想……靠近我的神明。
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追五條悟要先從哪裡開始？992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOu7w9PBfc
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSeqTTYV26
剛來這所學校不久，我跟所有人都算不上熟，唯一的女性同期家入也跟我說不到幾句話。沒有任何軍師可以給我建議。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6UFKUMMLB
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTf3QEBopC
我盯著鏡子裡的自己，心說五條悟那麼完美，不然從化妝開始好了。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMziFGLu2O
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI4QFxcQSV
我是混血兒，以前都還住在國外，因為父母工作調動的緣故，去年才搬回日本。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIqMlBUTVM
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamZXdb7CZw
國外不怎麼要求出門一定要化妝，素顏也可以，加上皮膚狀態不佳，因此我鮮少化妝，技術自然也稱不上好。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDh26r7dOP
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1h0Zz2Jh6
遮住因為經常失眠留下的黑眼圈，蒼白的唇塗上粉嫩的唇彩，用眼妝修飾不完美的眼型。我把造型醜陋的眼鏡拔掉，換上黑色圓形眼鏡，連髮絲也用工具精心燙了個捲。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudBfMo3R6r
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xuHPDhSlM
我摸摸自己微捲的髮尾，心想是時候好好養皮膚了。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUp0wL0XzV
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIboajTFxhQ
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjLsVS9wV3
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992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRsFy0OkTf
走到教室的時候發現家入認不出我。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J8asPYsOa
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyuIw9cdEc
「不好看嗎？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdubwustyi6
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaE3jq0du5
我抿抿嘴，試圖不讓自己太緊張。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FcpufHwxh
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1PYojMJYD
家入打量著我，搖搖頭：「不，就是跟昨天差太多了。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakz7ef2UbS
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMYQpuw0pL
挺好看的。她說。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPptzDdbrxk
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdpIiGsSfp
坐在家入的旁邊，發現她右手邊還有兩個空位。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLsKdBtDpA
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiUopeqq6l
「五條同學跟夏油同學怎麼還沒來？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYge8WpIjvX
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryEntYDrx6
我出於禮貌地詢問，得到「大概是昨天打遊戲通宵了吧」的回應。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0RRm0a6ZX
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LT4kWjPui
我說好吧。心裡有一些失落，臉上卻不動聲色。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsmT2lD2Oq
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6qcISBJiM
也好想讓五條看看。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVqOogK0wF
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW2DGKNGfb
夜蛾老師過沒多久也走進教室了，他看到我時先是愣了一下，又看見空著的兩個座位，額角一跳終究是不再多言，大手一揮開始上課。我收起心思專心看向黑板，認真地抄著筆記。我日語不好，晚上還是得多費點心思自己複習。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnQ4BHyiPr
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcYxVjgKcD
上課上到一半的時候兩個打著哈欠的少年才姍姍來遲，被夜蛾老師鐵拳制裁。緊接著過沒多久老師便宣布有任務需要先離開，下午不用上課。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SiQIFfWR7
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2WXa4WSjv
聽到下課兩個字，身旁的三個同期精神狀態明顯好了一半，尤其是五條，他頂著大大的黑眼圈，聲音中氣十足：「傑，我們回去打遊戲吧！」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FE60yuDxp
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsT5ovvC4Z
夏油對他說等等，然後喊著正在收拾東西的我。他問我今天晚上有沒有空。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPZillgSHh
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnBQLOYMV1
我疑惑，他把手機亮給我看，是夜蛾老師的訊息。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86XnXLo13a
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn9UoeWTCL
「傑，她剛來日本定居沒幾年，日語不是很好，你跟硝子多多幫著點。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAVdKftcwO
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcp32yyDRn
想起入學時那張成績慘不忍睹的日語考卷，我說：「隨時都有空。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyaHRLgtUt
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE5n9hzXjs
「晚上七點可以嗎？我跟硝子去找你。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFbXsmtvsk
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQRVdDC76o
還來不及說好，一隻白皙的手從他身後抽走手機：「哇嗚，原來你日語這麼爛啊。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM1XI9EVkH
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGee4gSfZn
「悟，手機還我。」我彷彿看到夏油額角的青筋正在一跳一跳的。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2lIZbD390
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbWH533HT1
五條語氣自然地回答說等等嘛，然後用漂亮的、寶石般的眼眸上上下下掃視我一番。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup6xWQoJlP
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCyuE7gzlJ
「你今天長得好不一樣。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8X8fX8HmR
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosajGZnH1N
好不一樣？是好看的意思嗎？我反問他。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM49wG9MZe
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq5hVB2Naq
五條湊近我，驟然在視野裡放大的臉孔使我有些不適應。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ptZKphRNu
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡql33zgjdHi
「浮粉了。」他說。「你眼角那個黑黑的是什麼啊？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWGQ0CwYzo
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdKNLMTUuE
「那是眼線。」一旁不說話的家入拉開我跟他的距離，夏油叮囑他不要對女孩子指指點點。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWY7jgQrABN
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZlxpkTdWu
「抱歉，悟這個人講話……比較直一點。」夏油語帶歉意，又安慰我：「沒事的，沒有很糟糕。你這樣打扮很好看哦。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXYEPttf27
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHufTmaS2Y
我還有點沒反應過來，聽到夏油的安慰才意識到自己的臉部表情大概很難看。我露出笑容說沒事我不在意，只是浮粉而已，不是什麼嚴重的事。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaHeDlrhwB
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15EIsjkPe5
其實他也覺得不好看的吧，卻又因為體貼的個性選擇說謊安慰我。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hNw09X1GD
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcSRcRt99s
夏油毫無所覺地再度對我露出安撫的笑容。時值正午，光線落在狐狸眼的少年身上，垂落的瀏海隨著微風晃呀晃的，渾身上下散發著平和親人的氣息。奇異的是，正是這樣一個溫柔的人，偶爾卻在言談之間洩露出幾分傲慢的味道。這種看似溫柔實則傲慢的反差映在我眼底極具衝突性。我忍不住心想：他可真矛盾。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdma91L9Hz
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Haqq1gicC
但我亦深知他的傲慢從何而來，夏油傑的確有十足的資本可以這樣做──罕見的咒靈操術能夠無限制地收服咒靈，簡直就像精靈寶可夢一樣。即使被摸清咒靈的術式也無所謂，再放出新的咒靈就行了。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDvPZ1wWuK
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQathzZnVk5
盯著他耳際處閃閃動人的耳釘，有一瞬間不知為何我竟覺得暈眩。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vGnsxjtkJ
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡch2sxsRBOH
「走吧。」家入過來拉我的手，示意我們可以先離開了。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrTp5jfr0U
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPAvuNTbby
走回宿舍的一路上我都有點恍神，同期察覺似的開口：「不開心嗎？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOMsKUGVSe
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzWWX3MNl1
不開心？「也還好，只是說浮粉而已，看不懂眼線也不能怪他。家入覺得不好看嗎？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ22jCc6py
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI9MfkHCxM
「唔，實話實說，我覺得──大概五十分吧。」她頓了頓，又說：「不過我覺得以新手來說，你真的很不錯了。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ3AzbqjCb
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1TcwsgGxj
我沒說話，心裡卻忍不住盤問自己：那怎麼會只有五十分呢？在家入硝子的打分模式裡面，有幾分是真心的給分，又有幾分只是出於同情的給予？992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJFf2x8mTw
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaLfLBkn5t
大腦不斷回放著五條湊近我的片段。我心想，及格線怎麼這麼遙遠呢？992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXjYF37Rup
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「我教你化妝吧。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtkqMmMhwZ
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宿舍樓已經到了。驟然響起的清悅聲音像一把弓矢劃破過分寂靜的氛圍，她打斷我的思緒，我側過臉看向她，發現棕髮的少女對我笑得溫柔。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc5uu23ziL
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOL4Ui6i9G
好啊。我也微笑，告訴自己沒有關係。自怨自艾是沒有用的，只要再努力一點點，遲早都可以追上那個少年的。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerEJ9qVLtJ
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWNL645wDh
「對了，你是不是還不認識歌姬她們？她們是三年級的學姐。下次我們跟歌姬她們一起去買衣服怎麼樣？」她提出邀約。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBt7Pt9piQ
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我受寵若驚。這麼快就可以加入女子聚會的嗎？992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4HOTfNnIh
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZm87KKbu4
那當然了。家入摸摸頭髮，再度彎起眼睛。聽你叫我家入叫怪生疏的，叫我硝子吧。她說。
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HheLDcHd8
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我卸了妝，趁著空檔將房間整理過，又備了些小零食打算招待這兩位同期。高專的設備雖然有些老舊，但好在應有盡有。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0tEXstDfQ
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8eSivkRoU
硝子和夏油七點準時出現在我房間，還有不請自來的五條。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ezRXXoIH7
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6zKMTrmEE
「抱歉，他聽到我們兩個要來找你之後也想來湊熱鬧。」夏油解釋。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagDAKc3iqF
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtB1jXWZvu
「……」我盯著白髮少年一時失語。五條看著我的反應瞪大了眼睛，神色顯得有些不悅：「幹嘛，是不歡迎老子嗎？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw8Iz23K6A
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1yPtGnd9v
「怎麼可能。」我回。「只是很意外你會來。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VT4PGyAvm
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklhDCnWaiy
……畢竟你看上去還挺討厭我的。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVK0rBeFKMd
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vlWtv2qmV
「先說好，這裡沒有遊戲可以招待你哦。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPZR5bLqKN
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9K1xvO0mx
這倒不用。五條拿出他的PSP，看上去非常得意。老子早就準備好啦！他說看你這種人很明顯就是不打電動的。神色驕傲極了，像一隻對著主人喵喵叫，等待被撫摸的雪白貓咪。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f7KiSly2t
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可惜我不是飼主，這麼可愛的貓誰不想擁有？992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OvpNTU0SD
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuL83HyFdP
「五條同學真聰明。」於是我誇他自己懂得找樂子。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCCz1rWgmZ
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEYidDL30S
但我沒告訴他，其實我還挺會打電動的，只是已經不喜歡玩了。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSkFG05djc
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEV2ybwDMKk
打電動的美好回憶應該要留在過去。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXnyxzUaNH
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrealfBIIKf
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAwinMW2pq
補習大會正式開始，步驟是這樣的：由經常出任務的夏油四處搜考卷給我，只能留在高專的咒術界珍寶硝子耐心指導。他們準備了一份中學的日語考卷給我，要我先做題。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1oWbamY3o
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfrPhvPj6j
我側頭看了一眼已經在翻我書櫃的夏油，再看了一眼咬著棒棒糖正在看電視的硝子，最後又看了一眼跟PSP大戰三百回合的五條。然後我埋頭咬著筆桿狂寫，寫不出來的也會想辦法自己做個骰子骰出答案。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jyHOflnEW
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r94ONyzQn
接著信心滿滿地交給硝子改考卷。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOE6TKGa4f
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HG4yPgyY4
「……三十三分。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIGfYTeNFT
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「誒！？」我大受打擊。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafZsad0xP5
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMmz57gYtW
一旁的男子高中生二人組湊了過來，夏油看著題目試圖釐清錯誤的原因，五條則是毫不客氣地指指點點，他大笑：「哈哈哈哈哈太笨了吧！這題怎麼看都要選A啊！」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWl8TjrthF
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTmC3NLzpu
「悟，她最近才搬來日本，不要欺負她。」夏油無奈地阻止同期的取笑，接著他又好脾氣地說，來，看這題。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU1hwTUqtv
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulYxLznTV5
我對他笑了一下，目光順著他纖長的手指看向紙張上印出的題目。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4RnDbEM9C
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3HsICutXZ
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWHE5kY8W6
沒關係，總有一天會學會的，不要氣餒。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuN5ZJTtta
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucpAwzwMer
總有一天我會學會日語，學會化妝打扮，學會變得更強……學會如何去當一個更好的人。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbZZaCDrrv
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO8eeqBDaU
然後虔誠地對著我的神明大人祈禱，請他看看為了他變得更好的我一眼。就一眼。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoh9F7vudu
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiAkIOR3rF
──請他憐憫我。請他愛我。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzTajm3GXH
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZmv8WaKs4
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUAo8DGixR
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992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9491ZL7PMf
日子一成不變的過去，日語補習也照常進行中。拜人類的負面情緒過多所賜，工作量一如既往的多，咒術師不得不二十四小時on call，簡直就是無法休假的可悲社畜。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnevLDlH8R
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQa17DtEgN
賺錢很快樂，存簿裡面逐漸增長的數字使我滿足，但都是用肝換出來的。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeuClnDZbJ
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLvMZyei0r
就像現在。半夜兩點，我跟夏油還在帳裡面，剛祓除完一隻一級咒靈，正看著他準備吞食咒靈球。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEJtmOxwTk
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0DqXluwNX
──不，可能還是有什麼不一樣。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGAMPxNb2T
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAuHnOfjQz
「傑。」我在他舌尖已經快要碰到黑團之前開口，他放下手側過臉看向我，「嗯？」了一聲。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGqNTO8GC7
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9CrrFDJoT
我跟傑的關係變得更親近些，也可以互相用名字來稱呼彼此了。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIUStD8P08
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcj5xmVTB5
感謝我破爛不堪的日語給我機會，現在我們下課時也能說一些除了日語題目以外的話題──而我的程度也肉眼可見地變好了。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqylzbkGM4I
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87Lkhs0yXu
「我從以前就一直很想問了……」我指著他掌心的咒靈球，它正散發著令人不適的氣息。「它到底是什麼味道？我看你吞下去之後表情都不太好。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmaGFtRClf
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9tkYtpbd4
「嗯……」傑沉思了一下，用了一個聽起來就很不舒服的形容：「像處理過嘔吐物的抹布。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTNODsRPoy
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmGXGpgZjG
「哇嗚……」我一時之間不知道該說什麼。他不再接續話題，而是眼一閉心一橫，將咒靈球吞下去，動作一氣呵成不帶一絲猶豫，他顯然也不願意讓這種噁心的味道留在舌尖太久。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9lrNB9MhI
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDMADxx7kn
少年精緻的眉宇微微擰起，看起來很是痛苦，過了許久才舒緩表情。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDATpdqsD4z
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOZGQL1gsa
我摸摸口袋，發現還有一顆用來提神的檸檬糖沒被我吃掉。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt2FfZNbgG
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDKd3vIwCC
吃一顆吧，我只有這個了。我遞給他。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4HaBeLGQw
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2aBBT7K0f
他愣了愣，彎起眉眼收下我的好意。謝謝。拆開糖果包裝，他說。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy16goa3AOJ
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1nVnU2W3B
看著他的一系列動作，我忍不住想：為什麼要為了不知名姓的普通人類做到這個地步？用自己的痛苦換取別人的幸福？992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5BydrwaDb
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIISh03LTz5
走吧，該回去睡覺啦。傑笑著。我站在原地猶豫一下，最後還是問出口。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLn0Cw5Zhh
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqm303tSEW
「強者生來就是要保護弱者的。」他只這樣回答。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoRzowG6PS
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreA04MtHdh
值得嗎？我又問。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZJqeHE05n
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4MhDDcKod
「不是值不值得的問題，只是應不應該而已。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSExctbqoD
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirTF7ZDvez
隨著咒靈被祓除，帳也已經消失了。繁華的東京直至深夜仍然亮著許多招牌，屬於城市的霓虹燈光在他俊秀的臉龐上落下斑駁的光影，方才還空無一人的大街上漸漸地開始有人走過。兩名穿著深色制服的少年少女像靜默的行道樹，佇立在人來人往的人流中，他低頭注視我，額前的瀏海垂下來。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS6yvsdYHV
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTwAuttNoP
「……你真傲慢。」半晌，我慢慢地說。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXktXG7VBD4
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4mV1q9vvd
「什麼意思？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rENDR7sTt
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGScd03CY4
暫停的時間被按下播放鍵，傑那張微笑的臉有了變化，多了幾分不悅的味道。少年的自尊心被挑撥起，他會不開心大抵也是正常的。對於惹起他的怒火我覺得很抱歉，但也許這些話他現在就該知道。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNLqwiAqjS
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3L98LN1A0
如果一直這樣下去，我甚至可以預知他的未來。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRtwNCxWFT
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQmfXHy71w
「你是不是在想，我這麼弱的人怎麼配這樣說你？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrP56jRsMA
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjLd9Rct9c
他沈默不語，抿緊的唇卻洩出幾分心思。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAkVbtdn1y
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EBombf2dI
「你覺得人類是弱者，咒術師是強者，是兩種不同的種類──你有沒有想過，如果有一天，你定義的弱者殘害你所謂的咒術師同胞時，你該如何自處？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqf3AqQYXE
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhu791Fx5V
「別說不可能，世界這麼大，一切你覺得不可能的事情，實則都有可能發生的──理想主義者，總有一天會被自己的理想擊潰。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTJNHSrHrq
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRBiqMldVS
傑安靜下來，在我準備開口說「回去吧」的時候，他突兀地開口：「那你呢？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG95HTP6oqz
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z8XLD2MhT
什麼意思？我問。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnekr5ziWJi
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJwWcFyGOx
「你喜歡悟吧。」他說。「悟性格不好，你也不是個能對於他的話一笑置之的人。你圖他什麼？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8Yp85YZxE
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg0905BJOD
我笑起來。問他說很明顯嗎？992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT4HmrwWVy
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTv7sCzgEV
氣氛放鬆些許，傑也笑了。他說其實不明顯，畢竟你去出差時帶回來的禮物不會只有悟獨有。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzhrKPZdfI
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxxmqUxyWy
不過偏愛都是顯眼的。少年指指眼睛，喜歡一個人的時候，即使嘴巴不說，也會從眼睛跑出來。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCWdDrW63C
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxO25nkAnD
「別講這麼噁心的話啊。」悟不在這裡，我繃緊的神經徹底放鬆下來。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9JBK02ym8
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZRucvEjyp
你說得對，我喜歡他。我說。「但我能圖他什麼呢？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q9EeMneAW
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPd9JWTiC8Y
我有些難過。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl32o6xu770
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwPkKNLk16
他是神明，我是匍匐於砂土的信徒。這就是我跟他的差距。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYZDe56pyp
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XpihmtfeD
「我圖他的喜歡，但我配不上他。或許這輩子都配不上。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5fDDjsSQG
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe4CemXLLK
高高在上的神明不屬於人間煙火。五條悟也不屬於我。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIWVal7pnf
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DIKEbXsBV
「別這麼說。」他安慰我：「你也有很多優點的。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPghItagbA
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7pjcnNQBp
什麼優點？傑扳著手指認真地數給我聽：溫柔、內向、認真、為了一件事情竭盡全力。這不算是優點嗎？在別人眼裡，你也在閃閃發光呀。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX5SW6sdnW
992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMAQ99HAbG
──我突然有一瞬間想知道，他是那個「別人」嗎？他也會覺得我是閃閃發光的嗎？然而我們交情也不過如此，終究只是關係不錯的同期，又何必問這種問題使他為難。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvfJV1a6PP
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我最後還是沒答腔，只是微笑。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsGCMXkoiI
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「我想再努力一點，再靠近他一點點。總有一天，他說不定也會覺得我配得上他吧。」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtJQZQCNBA
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傑定定地看著我。半晌，他拉平的嘴角也漸漸上揚，形成動人心弦的弧度。992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdtJ3Mz7EA
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「──你說得對，說不定呢？」992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaAkaOkFwM
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他語調輕快。
