DISCLAIMER
[This writing may not be formal. This is an emotion dump puncuation and spelling may be off. This is not my best quality writing.] 169Please respect copyright.PENANAm04QHcifJ4
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I feel the weight again that feeling of pain putting a physical toll on me.169Please respect copyright.PENANAEbH8aaCSjt
Maybe it's because I just heard a young boy make muliple suicide statements169Please respect copyright.PENANAzOb6HWYabT
Just to be told that he was being dramatic and using it as an excuse to skip class. Maybe it's because I see the hurt in the things he says169Please respect copyright.PENANA4TWO6m91R6
and It reminds me all the times I have been told that My emotions are fake and I'm looking for attention169Please respect copyright.PENANAk9TKSW6b0S
Maybe it's because I am worried to leave this kid alone and I am worried that we wont see his face by next monday morning.169Please respect copyright.PENANABjBQ9Gng8u
Maybe it's because this was me and now it is him and I hate the fact that he is dying slowly. All my pain floods back suddenly but you know what they say169Please respect copyright.PENANAl1M9cyZeht
"It's just moodswings, it happens every month." So now my age and stage in devolpment determine why I feel so shitty.169Please respect copyright.PENANAjoj1HoXGi5
Most times it's not my damn period it's everything else around me and inside me.169Please respect copyright.PENANA2G8tsXQbqv
Please understand that your words do not help.169Please respect copyright.PENANAMsOtUeUIcH
They may shut us up but you have only added to our reasons to go.169Please respect copyright.PENANAk93CJjS1iV
This boy deserves comfort and understanding169Please respect copyright.PENANANsJtshR6Kc
not being constantly pushed past his limits.169Please respect copyright.PENANAg8DimNeBEw
I am no longer in a treatment facilty therefore I can not ask for extra help169Please respect copyright.PENANAgEWuU0EOAQ
because then I would have to explain that I never really got better.169Please respect copyright.PENANAWRt8Trrjnv
So I let you poke at me telling me I'm not trying hard enough169Please respect copyright.PENANAQMkX8Q2hgz
because no matter what you'll never see the monster of it all eating at me.
~rylan
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