DISCLAIMER
[This writing may not be formal. This is an emotion dump puncuation and spelling may be off. This is not my best quality writing.] 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7juF1RvkM
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I feel the weight again that feeling of pain putting a physical toll on me.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8cckToHBP
Maybe it's because I just heard a young boy make muliple suicide statements162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NPIeUJKvN
Just to be told that he was being dramatic and using it as an excuse to skip class. Maybe it's because I see the hurt in the things he says162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDPIY4GrXt
and It reminds me all the times I have been told that My emotions are fake and I'm looking for attention162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbbVvmfSeT
Maybe it's because I am worried to leave this kid alone and I am worried that we wont see his face by next monday morning.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS52TvoizmW
Maybe it's because this was me and now it is him and I hate the fact that he is dying slowly. All my pain floods back suddenly but you know what they say162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2MWyVtaeW
"It's just moodswings, it happens every month." So now my age and stage in devolpment determine why I feel so shitty.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5bQSL2Sop
Most times it's not my damn period it's everything else around me and inside me.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQclAuDAcf
Please understand that your words do not help.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0ZMYbyCqM
They may shut us up but you have only added to our reasons to go.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqBgMxBNPl
This boy deserves comfort and understanding162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGGC9OPFCu
not being constantly pushed past his limits.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe0liRXDNZ
I am no longer in a treatment facilty therefore I can not ask for extra help162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fg1gYszbT
because then I would have to explain that I never really got better.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzPCybCctE
So I let you poke at me telling me I'm not trying hard enough162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE1xg0p5hO
because no matter what you'll never see the monster of it all eating at me.
~rylan
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