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[This writing may not be formal. This is an emotion dump puncuation and spelling may be off. This is not my best quality writing.] 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52jrHFHY2g
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I feel the weight again that feeling of pain putting a physical toll on me.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEa0XNahds
Maybe it's because I just heard a young boy make muliple suicide statements163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7rvXG1p5u
Just to be told that he was being dramatic and using it as an excuse to skip class. Maybe it's because I see the hurt in the things he says163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpEVN7UTVf
and It reminds me all the times I have been told that My emotions are fake and I'm looking for attention163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCS0jYHgxh
Maybe it's because I am worried to leave this kid alone and I am worried that we wont see his face by next monday morning.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7uBbHALph
Maybe it's because this was me and now it is him and I hate the fact that he is dying slowly. All my pain floods back suddenly but you know what they say163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzJYzMqzGb
"It's just moodswings, it happens every month." So now my age and stage in devolpment determine why I feel so shitty.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2oBsRudFo
Most times it's not my damn period it's everything else around me and inside me.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4jHilGgCT
Please understand that your words do not help.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAqE4QR1Mp
They may shut us up but you have only added to our reasons to go.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c6O2A9cJ3
This boy deserves comfort and understanding163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1xnApLeo9
not being constantly pushed past his limits.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxyJNwhWWx
I am no longer in a treatment facilty therefore I can not ask for extra help163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuQSKlOwMS
because then I would have to explain that I never really got better.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCOc4ciPZI
So I let you poke at me telling me I'm not trying hard enough163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixUo9aDh3S
because no matter what you'll never see the monster of it all eating at me.
~rylan
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