Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkycfb6a73
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsDVKGl6RE
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cRHFwWzPX
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jMwAgeOKh
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94XvJ1l07y
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6k8cSrEX4
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4leSO72mCs
I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpht5KaVO74
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRB2iMQzaR
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgBKP5zY5F
Fake.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaNp0W5rNl
Not myself.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YLnPaJ0ia
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ntDqCq4bk
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqM4yw2P1G
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lVIOX6dHi
Help me, Ray! Help me!964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDpeFWNcIw
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLoLIZQVzw
Voice mail.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOTBJLpX9O
I try again.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdNdK1vFYC
No answer.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40RFda9uVh
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK5fLiFLKL
I can't. I must stay strong.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeZeVklZQp
My tears come faster.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1nHJJsoZp
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoGh8taTgH
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9v94OVUmx
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa4LihaXUK
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lpktBtzpi
Is it really that high?964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkLcRSTzPB
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9D7wQPXv8
I must move… I need to move.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwmMBJstMK
I eye the door.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJDn2IlPCe
I will myself to sit up.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF9gmmXNAa
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90Wgw3n7M5
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YE1CqPoo7
I focus on the door.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o2BZDbulM
I crawl forward.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWmKu2oEP9
I need to get there.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQx3BDaSKJ
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwgYXERm2z
My legs are wobbly, broken.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1jWSGGbVG
Just a few more feet…964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKyZJtbkww
I reach out my hand and take another step-964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2gPpW6tb3
and collapse to the ground.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkLPua2odP
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe61qw58jto
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjb8WLAuZm
I suck in a breath.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4EDFBvzaI
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UWSX0VDDj
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASrdZa90uD
Just once.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xRcCi2j2O
"Promise me."964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XPkEqPVjB
"I promise, Ray."964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRweiJ1oJH
No, I can't. I promised him.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTKgsEdfpb
But it'll feel so good…964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNeB15sVAN
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaoYw3cRpA
It'll be quick. Just one cut.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5odK2qp7RK
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9QFe3umCu
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO80aBvvxxN
Anytime, now…964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCyAGwOkgf
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkG7EIdVNM
Is it raining?964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbOKaU1wah
No, that’s impossible.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8XVLRhBQa
I can't see.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xLhB61NPN
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2upzRO9yzx
I can't breathe.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTshj2ghyDW
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjulwNeSBan
What's poking my leg…?964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZPbmhwQlB
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRvPA9Snr2
How did it get there?964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSFpFyEibF
I take it and hold it closely to myself.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kd5xFco4Y
How can something so evil look so beautiful?964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFDCvxPowD
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaEGgACtua
So cold.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCEMHIGgGI
I press down and drive it across my skin.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvPvFJWyVR
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmMXu8OUMv
I take another breath.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGBlyY4VkI
Another.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN3CXxQ7vJ
My breathing comes harder, faster.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYpUP3HYTn
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjyfdILIKA
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiRxcdq7Dp
I shut my eyes tightly.964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNwqTzKVew
I should not have done that.
Penana
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