I snuggled my face into my green scarf, my face felt numb.
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Hugging my bag. I felt my hands were going to fall off.
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"You coming?" Said Wisp, his white hair flowed in the wind as he turned to look at me.
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"Err.. yeah, just waiting for Nesain to show." I looked at my watch, it's screen lit up and read '10:00 AM, Sunday. October 1, 2045'. I frowned.
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Wisp sighed, I could feel like stare dig into my back. "Whenever he decides to show, come in and order with the rest of us." He said.
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Wisp isn't a very big fan of Nesain, Wisp has been a good friend of mine since grade school. He thinks he's a bad boyfriend to me. But I know he isn't that bad. Even though he never shows up to most of the events I invite him to. But I guess he always has a reasonable reason he doesn't go most of the times.
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"I'm sure he will show Wisp." I said turning to look at him, "He probably is late because he was busy with something." I stared unsurely at him.
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He paused, I saw his eyes slowly narrow with every word he uttered. "Yeah? Like he did our last double date? He's nothing but a liar Ansonī."
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"But—"
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"if he really did love you. He wouldn't be treating you this way, when will that get through to you?" He bayed turning his back to me.
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I watched him go inside the cafe, I frowned.
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Some minutes pasted, before I knew it it was 10:00 AM. Nesain seems to get some sort of kick out of doing this to me, saying he will come with me and hang out and he never does. Leaving me like a damn idiot.
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"Ansonī?" A familiar southern voice said.
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I turned to see Yean Ginn, I have known him since we were in pre-school. His red and black hair flowed in the chilly winter breeze. His grey eyes stared down at me, warmly.
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"What are you doin' here, aren't you cold?" He asked taking his black cowboy hat off.
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"Oh, uhm. I was just waiting for Nesain, he hasn't shown up yet, he's an hour late." I said upset as my teeth chattered from how cold it was.
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"Wisp got upset because of it." I said upset.
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There was a moment of silence between us, a comforting silence.
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"Here, have this." He said.
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Yean took off his jacket, his eyes softened. "I don't want you to freeze to death." He said smiling.
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"Yean, you're gonna be cold and—"
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"Please Ansonī, it's the least I could do." He said.
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I sighed as I took the jacket and put it on, i smelled the sweet earthly scent from his jacket as I smiled.
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"Thank you, that was very sweet." I said looking at him. As I looked into his grey eyes he took me by the hands.
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"I need to talk to you, is that okay?" He asked. I could see his eyes fill up with a worried stare.
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"Oh, yeah of course. When?" I said as felt my heart fluttered.
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He smiled warmly and pulled me into a tight bear hug, i suddenly felt my sadness and my anger built up in heart fade.
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"How about we head on inside with everyone. You must be really cold." He said taking me by the hand, ignoring my question.
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As he led me inside I saw everyone sitting at a cycler table.
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Kaiyo, Wisp's date who was sitting next to Wisp looked over at us. I could see she was excited to see me and Yean since we haven't seen her a while because of studies.
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Wisp was reading a newspaper, ignoring us even being there. He was probably still upset about Nesain setting me up.
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"Ansonī, Yean!" She said leaping out her chair. "It seems like I haven't seen you guys in ages!" She said hugging me and Yean.
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I didn't notice me and Yean were still holding hands till I had to let go to hug Kaiyo back.
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"Where is Nesain and Daisy?" Asked Kaiyo, her light blue eyes glimmering in the sunlight innocently.
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"Daisy said she was too sick to show up, sorry." Said Yean. I heard a little sadness in his voice, like if he knew something and was to afraid say anything.
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"Oh, I was hoping she would come." Kaiyo glanced at me then smiled.
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"And Nesain?" I went quiet, I could feel a lump build up in my throat.
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"He didn't show." With a shaken up voice I managed sound somewhat okay with the situation.
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"Oh, I'm sorry. Maybe he's just busy, don't worry about it so much." I saw her exchanged looks with Yean.
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He put his hand on my shoulder. "You're so precious, I don't know how he can just do that to you Ansonī." He smiled.
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"He's a fool. He might lose a blessing if he keeps this up." He said with a wide grin.
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I blushed. "That's very sweet of you Yean, thank you." I said, nervously.
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"Alright you two." Said Kaiyo through a giggle. "Let's get you guys something."
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The cafe was a small cafe, it was around 600 square feet. A small cafe, it was a nature themed.
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Walls were a sage green and the wooden floors a light brown, all kinds of plants laying around made me feel like I was in a forest.
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I order a strawberry milkshake with a strawberry on top of wiped cream.
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Yean ordered a delicious looking pineapple smoothie with a piece of pineapple on top.
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We went to sit down.
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Before I could even sit. Yean pulled out the chair for me.
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He looked at me with an innocently stare, I smiled and sit down in the chair.
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Wisp looked up from this newspaper as I sat down. A guilty smile appeared on his face.
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"I'm sorry for freaking out on you Ansonī. I was just mad at Nesain for not being here, he just has to step up to the plate." He said looking at me.
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I saw the guilt in Wisp's eyes, i know he's frustrated with the situation and he was truly sorry.
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He was a real true friend.
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"It's fine, I don't mind really!" I said trying to sound as certain as I could. But of course Wisp is the type of person that can read through anyone.
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"Why don't you just leave him? He is just hurting you." Wisp said worried.
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Sipping on my milkshake I felt a tight feeling in my throat "It's hard to leave someone you're in...love with." I said unsure.
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I don't understand. I feel so uncertain, I love Nesain. Right?
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"Ansonī you might love him, but does he love you?" Wisp asked, frowning.
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Yean fidgeted with his ring. Staying quiet, listening.
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"Ansonī you can't make Nesain love you, if he doesn't love you back it's best if you just leave and find someone else." He said looking at me then glancing at Yean.
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I must admit, me and Nesain haven't had the best relationship. It's been very rocky, but doesn't that just make our relationship stronger? I mean that's what he told me.
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I heard the ding of the bells that dangled from the cafe door suddenly ring.
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I looked over my shoulder as saw Nesain, with Daisy. Yean's girlfriend.
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"Hello Everyone! I'm sorry we're late." Nesain said.
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He walked over with Daisy, had this wide grin across his face. "I had to go pick up Daisy."
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"What do you mean you had to go pick up Daisy? She told me she was sick." Yean said looking at them intensely.
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"I wanted to surprise you and— show up!" Said Daisy, bending over to hugging Yean.
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By the look on Yean's face when Daisy hugged her, I could see that he wasn't having her excuse.
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Yean got up from his seat and put Daisy aside. "I don't wanna hear your excuses Daisy." He said gritting his teeth.
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Daisy eyes widen. "So your telling me I come all the way here to surprise you and you treat me like this?!" Daisy said flipping her blond hair.
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"I'm sick of your bullshit Daisy." Yean said clenching his fist at Nesain.
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"Woah, hold on. Let's not get worked up over nothing now Yean. She was just trying to surprise you Yean."
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I got up and looked at Yean.
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"Don't act stupid Nesain, I know what you have done. Your such a damn prick." Yean muttered.
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Nesain suddenly went quiet. I saw Yean roll up his sleeve, which is never a good sign.
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"God, you piss me off, why don't you just clean and say that you and daisy had road gig." Yean said weirdly tranquilly.
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I saw Nesain's eyes widen, I looked at him.
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"What— what are you trying to say Yean?" I said glancing at both Yean and Nesain confused.
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Yean stared coldly down at Nesain. "What I'm trying to say is that this bastard, has been having sleeping with Daisy." He said gritting his teeth, holding back tears.
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Suddenly I felt my stomach hurl. Nesain, with Daisy?! I looked blankly at him in disbelief.
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Was Yean really telling me the truth? How does he know for sure?
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"Bullshit." Nesain said. "You're just jealous."
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"Don't act like I didn't walk in with y'all doing it." Yean said coving his face with his palms sitting down.
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"It was a misunderstanding Yean." Said Daisy crossing her arms.
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I felt tears build up in my eyes. Yean wasn't the type of person to lie.
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I picked up my bag and I turned to look at Nesain, hot tears running down my cold cheeks.
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"I don't care about you enough to hate you anymore Nesain." I said. "I'm done trying to make you love me damn it." I yelled through the tears streaming down my face.
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Nesain grabbed my arm, "it's not like that Ansonī listen—"
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"YOU JUST DON'T ACCIDENTALLY STICK YOUR DAMN DICK UP SOMEONE NESAIN." I yelled my voice breaking at the end of each word I yelled.
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I yanked my arm away from Nesain and ran out of the cafe not looking back.
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"Wait Ansonī!" Said a voice. I couldn't make out who it was.
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I can't believe Nesain would do this to me. All the nights spent praying to god for him to love me the same, all the times I tried changing him.
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i wasn't enough for him. I will never be.
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I could hear footsteps getting closer as I started loosing strength to keep running.
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"Leave me alone Nesain damn it!" I said through sobs.
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"No Ansonī please, listen—" Yean grabbed my arm and pulled me back.
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I turned to see Yean and just started crying more. "How could he just do this to me Yean." I said trying to catch my breathe.
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"I know Ansonī that's what I was gonna talk to you about." He said out of breathe.
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His deep grey eyes stared deep into my brown eyes.
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"He doesn't deserve you Ansonī." He said tears streaming down his face.
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"I will treat you better Ansonī, give me a chance." Suddenly falling on his knees. His jeans getting wet is the snow "I'll give you the whole world Ansonī."
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I looked down at him, my eyes widen in shock.
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"Run away with me Ansonī, what do you say?" His eyes glimmered as he held my hand waiting for my answer as the wind howled
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