gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,745Please respect copyright.PENANAUpEihq11eK
like a bright message to the future.745Please respect copyright.PENANAjZSUKMrF3T
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,745Please respect copyright.PENANAiI7HIfwtwq
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)745Please respect copyright.PENANAK6L1f8kMSE
and instead, I find out with days to spare.745Please respect copyright.PENANAYsQRZCFpaF
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.745Please respect copyright.PENANAatTtqeZFd6
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.745Please respect copyright.PENANA3LjGCsRFy7
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.745Please respect copyright.PENANAxkETntHp7Y
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.745Please respect copyright.PENANAXQ90d8ZNqi
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.745Please respect copyright.PENANAO9kCh5pmBl
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,745Please respect copyright.PENANAskZTz660MM
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.745Please respect copyright.PENANACWR88LN9aa
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.745Please respect copyright.PENANAyTgCNvTfQu
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled745Please respect copyright.PENANAEdSULLntBR
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here745Please respect copyright.PENANAt0SrdncyFZ
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,745Please respect copyright.PENANAAnRsXNIFVt
and a broken heart. It could be worse.745Please respect copyright.PENANAiE9MYtm88Y
I still want you here thought, by my side.745Please respect copyright.PENANAbSRTekqnje
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,745Please respect copyright.PENANAGXGJdmoNn0
that chooses to visit once in a while.745Please respect copyright.PENANADwbrBC2Vrl
I just have the recollections of our good days.745Please respect copyright.PENANA0jp8nq6EXi
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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