gray skies.
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Silver.
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and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
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I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
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It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
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But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
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hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
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That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
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And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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