gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNPZPh5ch5
like a bright message to the future.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ393P040FQK
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2QE2ovW9M
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjMTAAnC2A
and instead, I find out with days to spare.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO7A43xGB1
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7cjMU5GCS
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx1lLlHY3m
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxTm0T1Mzt
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnxVcSZ1El
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelHQYstDlY
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnbL74tOhs
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWzFcvhJiL
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBDKsnzF5Z
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2vvOah4m8
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeeKrFRFTI
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYaAEU1w55
and a broken heart. It could be worse.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKmVO8YT18
I still want you here thought, by my side.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutSM5Iqr00
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBzcyFdQuN
that chooses to visit once in a while.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfI5AjgIOp
I just have the recollections of our good days.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoufkYuAhK
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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