gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,731Please respect copyright.PENANAV2dVruaMCX
like a bright message to the future.731Please respect copyright.PENANAkK82BXVU9q
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,731Please respect copyright.PENANAQbidywOZZF
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)731Please respect copyright.PENANAglPHbHJXJB
and instead, I find out with days to spare.731Please respect copyright.PENANAXXg6faEUz5
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.731Please respect copyright.PENANAPMiktkYJ6o
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.731Please respect copyright.PENANAfm8zOYfHUG
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.731Please respect copyright.PENANApg99wz3p7t
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.731Please respect copyright.PENANAZzB4wleFjo
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.731Please respect copyright.PENANAfpo9qh0ci6
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,731Please respect copyright.PENANAe3mhDAV3oh
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.731Please respect copyright.PENANAaj1q6rPEt5
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.731Please respect copyright.PENANARM6S5WQlkN
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled731Please respect copyright.PENANAvsIGQYUgeF
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here731Please respect copyright.PENANA3JRiGxRv4D
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,731Please respect copyright.PENANASjjhCcr9fK
and a broken heart. It could be worse.731Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9S2trjtFZ
I still want you here thought, by my side.731Please respect copyright.PENANARQqoaTe349
That still hasn’t changed.
———
the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,731Please respect copyright.PENANAu4RPC2JLrT
that chooses to visit once in a while.731Please respect copyright.PENANAR17Idxkz5W
I just have the recollections of our good days.731Please respect copyright.PENANABaFH5Cs3jI
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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