gray skies.
———
Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYHYbe5FTT
like a bright message to the future.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHp4s8gsRPD
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeL2mVPjv4
and I keep them close to my heart.
———
a shadow crosses your visage.
———
Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEMzCJH63p
and instead, I find out with days to spare.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1KfMpYqDQ
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gWrcN3zRA
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
———
the skies steadily darken.
———
Iron.
The first days are the worst.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABpleNWtm6
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ePcpv74oS
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxlHuL9R8J
It hurts, you know. It really does.
———
the memory of you keeps me going.
———
Lead.
I deal with the pain.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PpvgMmrEr
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmW8sSRXhV9
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7amDJYj2n7
But you’ll never know, will you.
———
i miss you.
———
Smoke.
The burden has lightened.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC05BnwhVF
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNz3RvKPK3
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOajhTFDfW
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
———
i wonder where you are.
———
Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM6CqKarhI
and a broken heart. It could be worse.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqQabaLzXR
I still want you here thought, by my side.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGxlNcz9AH
That still hasn’t changed.
———
the skies begin to clear.
———
Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtpr4qzq6F
that chooses to visit once in a while.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzHjz9yXNO
I just have the recollections of our good days.997Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vfs0EQCk2
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
———
you’re the light that brightens my world.
ns216.73.216.176da2
