演奏完最後一首，從舞台上跳下，帥氣。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy41BPXjrH
全世界都在看著我！我知道的，他們會接住我，就像往常那樣。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeaDgJbfIa
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「嘿！何苦呢？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2la0oZw0d
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「沒有什麼苦不苦，好友。你聽，這是觀眾們的歡呼聲，這些，全是在為我喝采！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27IZQilLAF
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大概是從我七歲開始吧，畢竟這是我有的記憶中最早的片段。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JZFQjdvk3
當時電視播放著《哆拉a夢》這部卡通的劇場版，演了什麼我沒印象，只知道它裡面的冒險給我帶了很多衝擊。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmj1Hz3qccn
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「我要過一個不一樣的人生！」直到高中前，我的第三個生日願望都是這樣，默默的被我許下。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0fdJNd81K
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「第三個不能給別人知道，不然就不準了。」大家都是這樣講。不過無所謂，畢竟已經實現了，而且還真徹底。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVx2RV2sI1Z
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大學畢業，我成為了一名表演者。迎來了第一次公開表演，我的父母也參與了，雖然以失敗收場，但我看到了他們熱淚盈眶。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGpuU9QKQN
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於是我發誓，下一次表演要更好、要完美！因為我不想再讓他們失望。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ2RPiZk8a
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「我們相遇的時候就是第二場表演。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz459ZQdIwC
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「啊……我記得，那一場來了不少人呀！歡呼聲之大……」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2UGhmMO10
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「大過阿公的噴嚏聲對吧！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYVdHSnD2O
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「這麼會，那都給你講就好了。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj9zFRRK33
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「不過我還是失敗了，父母失望透頂。那段時間真難熬，我還去看了心裡醫生。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOc8z5gaWC
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可能是我有點偏質狂吧，不對，不是可能，我就是偏質狂，我知道的。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2EFgZyCJu
父母對我沒有什麼要求，只要平安長大就好……為什麼？難道我在你們眼中就那麼沒用？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNnQxA2lo5
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記得有一次去香港學習，阿公出了機票錢，在出發前一天和我說：「好好玩，不要有壓力！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn37V4Kc63H
拜託！不要說這麼溫柔的話，不然我如果沒學到327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvIvE7sZYs
……我要怎麼面對。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWOtj498NT
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罵我，跟我說「沒學好就別回來」，用更兇爆的方式好嗎？不然我要怎麼面對，面對沒辨法拿出成積回饋的我呢？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3BpdU87sq
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都是我的錯……。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2r0aEDUdf
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「所以你……一路走來的過程都不容易是嗎？」醫生這樣說著，並在筆記上抄抄寫寫。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLrs8BT85g
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不，太容易了，容易到我不能再失敗，不然那些每天受苦受難的孩子，比起他們，我這種人算什麼？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpjBtxyE7e
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「不容易呀，不過休息了一陣子，喘口氣，真是件好事。」我笑著回答，用著那些服務業從早到晚只要看到客人就會拿出來的笑臉。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7dOCpRBoO
十點十分的笑容、溫和平靜的語氣，我是個表演者，完美的表演者！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm7p2kVLRZ
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「好，經過這幾週的觀察，看起來你有好轉了，可以暫時放風，我等等會請你的父母來。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRM1RvEdsA
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最後一次了，我深呼吸，一想到等等要面對的，我的完美笑容差點掉下來被醫生看到。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNeXvBLy6c
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我不想再看到他們的失望了，這輩子都是。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTYv0J7JsZ
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「所以這次的表演，我計劃了這麼久的表演，我不會再猶豫了！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6bXLh1bB7
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「嘿！何苦呢？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuDb5kDsAK
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「不苦，因為值得。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWhwv0vpTY
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最後表演成功了，我笑瞇了眼，看不到其它人的臉。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5opPgjFxu
稍微改一下日本文學作家-太宰治在《人間失格》裡的開頭：生而為人，我很抱歉。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIWLrvNlK2
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爸、媽、阿公阿嬤、全世界的所有生物們：327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHEyFDH3Ee
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「生而為人，我很感謝。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH7AzND8BD
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人生自古誰無死，如何死？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5uKXGq7yc
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10X/6/18 FIrst show327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkvAwpwzTE
上吊失敗，因燈管太脆弱，比人還脆弱。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgoU6WS3RP
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10X/8/29 Second show327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumgBBxNZkT
跳樓，三樓似乎太矮了，但是歡呼聲夠了。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgzVMa76wc
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10X/5/17 The last show327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAksIFJRnEB
跳樓，向全世界宣傳。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMVcUCbGSM
19樓，一樓一歲，落地歸零。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNA2n6Fczf
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今生今世要死，就要死在自己手裡。
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