演奏完最後一首,從舞台上跳下,帥氣。179Please respect copyright.PENANAi7OktUt4ey
全世界都在看著我!我知道的,他們會接住我,就像往常那樣。179Please respect copyright.PENANAMk6xq6eQGw
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「嘿!何苦呢?」179Please respect copyright.PENANA99A9iKia3a
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「沒有什麼苦不苦,好友。你聽,這是觀眾們的歡呼聲,這些,全是在為我喝采!」179Please respect copyright.PENANAdOeZU2PdA1
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大概是從我七歲開始吧,畢竟這是我有的記憶中最早的片段。179Please respect copyright.PENANAhhOmqOicaP
當時電視播放著《哆拉a夢》這部卡通的劇場版,演了什麼我沒印象,只知道它裡面的冒險給我帶了很多衝擊。179Please respect copyright.PENANAl2B7TVNWD6
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「我要過一個不一樣的人生!」直到高中前,我的第三個生日願望都是這樣,默默的被我許下。179Please respect copyright.PENANA8LfZnIEXQ0
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「第三個不能給別人知道,不然就不準了。」大家都是這樣講。不過無所謂,畢竟已經實現了,而且還真徹底。179Please respect copyright.PENANAPMj6CneDdj
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大學畢業,我成為了一名表演者。迎來了第一次公開表演,我的父母也參與了,雖然以失敗收場,但我看到了他們熱淚盈眶。179Please respect copyright.PENANAbJUR5bXg60
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於是我發誓,下一次表演要更好、要完美!因為我不想再讓他們失望。179Please respect copyright.PENANAR2cTmxzH0v
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「我們相遇的時候就是第二場表演。」179Please respect copyright.PENANAJeaMd0LRvu
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「啊……我記得,那一場來了不少人呀!歡呼聲之大……」179Please respect copyright.PENANAneSa91ZrTl
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「大過阿公的噴嚏聲對吧!」179Please respect copyright.PENANA8MYOR8jICk
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「這麼會,那都給你講就好了。」179Please respect copyright.PENANAOANeD51R84
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「不過我還是失敗了,父母失望透頂。那段時間真難熬,我還去看了心裡醫生。」179Please respect copyright.PENANALdCtN06kYB
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可能是我有點偏質狂吧,不對,不是可能,我就是偏質狂,我知道的。179Please respect copyright.PENANAaFm8V2ourw
父母對我沒有什麼要求,只要平安長大就好……為什麼?難道我在你們眼中就那麼沒用?179Please respect copyright.PENANAGRCGANUuko
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記得有一次去香港學習,阿公出了機票錢,在出發前一天和我說:「好好玩,不要有壓力!」179Please respect copyright.PENANAqflCktXyoI
拜託!不要說這麼溫柔的話,不然我如果沒學到179Please respect copyright.PENANAHO5Ty9vzbb
……我要怎麼面對。179Please respect copyright.PENANAeiqhoiWDYc
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罵我,跟我說「沒學好就別回來」,用更兇爆的方式好嗎?不然我要怎麼面對,面對沒辨法拿出成積回饋的我呢?179Please respect copyright.PENANAkcbTaFosJz
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都是我的錯……。179Please respect copyright.PENANARqSZoZQ7yv
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「所以你……一路走來的過程都不容易是嗎?」醫生這樣說著,並在筆記上抄抄寫寫。179Please respect copyright.PENANAj6q9W97wSv
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不,太容易了,容易到我不能再失敗,不然那些每天受苦受難的孩子,比起他們,我這種人算什麼?179Please respect copyright.PENANAeGiTmyVwUe
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「不容易呀,不過休息了一陣子,喘口氣,真是件好事。」我笑著回答,用著那些服務業從早到晚只要看到客人就會拿出來的笑臉。179Please respect copyright.PENANAhghI1huXRw
十點十分的笑容、溫和平靜的語氣,我是個表演者,完美的表演者!179Please respect copyright.PENANAOiChAoi5W2
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「好,經過這幾週的觀察,看起來你有好轉了,可以暫時放風,我等等會請你的父母來。」179Please respect copyright.PENANAk85ImlEcfk
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最後一次了,我深呼吸,一想到等等要面對的,我的完美笑容差點掉下來被醫生看到。179Please respect copyright.PENANANbgtBbGcVd
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我不想再看到他們的失望了,這輩子都是。179Please respect copyright.PENANAuavbxULgpG
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「所以這次的表演,我計劃了這麼久的表演,我不會再猶豫了!」179Please respect copyright.PENANA0OR1pONC2M
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「嘿!何苦呢?」179Please respect copyright.PENANAcV80O2vpm2
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「不苦,因為值得。」179Please respect copyright.PENANAFwjdgmTFt3
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最後表演成功了,我笑瞇了眼,看不到其它人的臉。179Please respect copyright.PENANAAVnbDOHCm8
稍微改一下日本文學作家-太宰治在《人間失格》裡的開頭:生而為人,我很抱歉。179Please respect copyright.PENANAq8HNQo0UIU
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爸、媽、阿公阿嬤、全世界的所有生物們:179Please respect copyright.PENANAsOIYGYUbCb
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「生而為人,我很感謝。」179Please respect copyright.PENANAu7heICeWxR
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日記作者自述:179Please respect copyright.PENANAntDcUJphP3
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人生自古誰無死,如何死?179Please respect copyright.PENANA9K4I4qjMNn
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10X/6/18 FIrst show179Please respect copyright.PENANARuv9P9N0iI
上吊失敗,因燈管太脆弱,比人還脆弱。179Please respect copyright.PENANAxCTfcbWffp
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10X/8/29 Second show179Please respect copyright.PENANA2PtQis7YUv
跳樓,三樓似乎太矮了,但是歡呼聲夠了。179Please respect copyright.PENANA0qH9mV9XNw
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10X/5/17 The last show179Please respect copyright.PENANAyg9Y83A99I
跳樓,向全世界宣傳。179Please respect copyright.PENANAXLeQaE0vZM
19樓,一樓一歲,落地歸零。179Please respect copyright.PENANASGEWWEl2ZF
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今生今世要死,就要死在自己手裡。
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