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我的阿公就像我的爸爸，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5exU1A5vJ
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrID83yqd9G
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx7xItW6yS
都是阿公帶我的，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc20WmssCR
我記得我小時候時，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRoPCfbhyu
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JNV3hCUKv
在我被欺負時，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzGps8KjXG
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9Nr1Fzif8
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXRZdrAM77
我阿公也會告訴那些人說：「我就是她爸爸」，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuZWEY1pFJ
我每次聽到阿公這麼說，我都很開心，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyeOeVYcXP
在我受傷時，我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlV1CbOWRKK
我還記得我上國中的那年，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GqGw5K1yQ
我阿公跟我說：「我的小公主妳長大了，不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠，只要阿公在，阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主，不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ4SFHNKbu
所以我在國中時，我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QXncLbo1O
但在我國二時，我的班導帶我到輔導室，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdWyRrzQuV
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQQCwsvp25
那時我常常想著要自殺，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3oXrSPGxF
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWrFiAgzkc
陪著我，幫助我，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJCRLQL6ko
我也知道那時的我，讓阿公很難過，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtllEdiKcEA
阿公也知道不是我願意的，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUwZ12vXwU
因為我從小雖然有媽媽，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgvE6933LV
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0jlVHchMK
也常常在晚上睡覺時，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupkhuxu1dt
去阿公房間打阿公，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoFRamBmg8
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5InSGtr2SM
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PBZPsakE1
所以我經常受到排擠，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ7XpCk7c8
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlNRsa0elr
那時學校通報社會局，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9JsMTLTIV
社工也常常陪同我，鼓勵我，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LMRbh0O2a
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG0ZuKj7qv
之後我上了高中，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuPMTbTpgr
在我高一的那年，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHqmy78odv
阿公突然中風了，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I6hnYKArv
那時我很難過，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykEfZqpOhU
阿公住院時，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc166fRS1N
我每天都在放學時，馬上去醫院看阿公，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP0J1UwVH8
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1axJEi3Ha
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkacaC82al
我看到阿公不在病房，東西也都不見了，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwf4F1y13J
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfXkKH541F
但護理人員告訴我，阿公被戴走了，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIMRBl8SXi
被戴去老養院，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgvpjE6hQc
我問哪間，但護理人員說不知道時，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhnJxJyZOr
我突然情緒崩潰，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzcpUsFi6C
之後隔天我為了找阿公，所以我請假沒去學校，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzizDoqB2Wj
之後到了下午時，阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMNVRRv1II
我馬上去看阿公，但那時阿公看到我哭，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUS5ix2t60G
阿公跟我說：「我的小公主阿公沒事的，不要在哭了，哭了就不漂亮了~」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHcbcoCcqt
我那時馬上不哭，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6BFK7wB0M
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOpEQndJWS
突然在老養院呼吸困難，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKUUfRnc3G
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYu0Nyf7H5
那時我就像瘋了一樣，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQm6xMkUUZN
全部的醫院都去問過，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLNvV0RI5t
但我之後接到一通電話，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr8ha6D9l5
那通電話是我舅舅打的，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s1uIbTV7n
我舅舅說：「妹妹，舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼，都要堅強，也要接受這個消息」，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaWFaUzRhD
我那時答應了，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D4w3MsKMf
我舅舅就跟我說：「阿公已經離開了，阿公去當天使保護妳」，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakVTreKQWr
那時聽到時，我心真的非常痛，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau0sbSrqZD
隔天去到殯儀館時，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JucNz5SKj
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2YWjB2oIz
那時我非常生氣，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkai1up1yqC
因為當時我去問時，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9J5xoRsENa
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8uyEHw35V
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdf2Q68jNSl
所以我那時沒想這麼多，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi0BEPPCjV
我只想陪阿公最後一程，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqtchQuXoU
阿公要火化時，我整個哭到軟腳，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWXP7ppVjL
喪禮結束後，我每天都看著阿公的照片哭，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzo32Zhckd
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmy5Ilojbt
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實，578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupoPZLZw2Y
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