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我的阿公就像我的爸爸,438Please respect copyright.PENANAsv1aE2tv4Nns 172.70.131.174da2
從我出生我的爸媽就離婚,438Please respect copyright.PENANA4B4lijGQKW
所以我跟我的爸爸根本不熟,438Please respect copyright.PENANAkWnsxShsx2
都是阿公帶我的,438Please respect copyright.PENANAzjN9xOwY8A
我記得我小時候時,438Please respect copyright.PENANAxVNpSR3Ixy
我阿公常常把我當小公主一樣疼愛我,438Please respect copyright.PENANAYO0BoNO608
在我被欺負時,438Please respect copyright.PENANA8vNr8GrH0t
阿公每次都非常生氣幫我罵欺負我的人,438Please respect copyright.PENANA23tjUuCuzx
甚至有人笑我沒爸爸時,438Please respect copyright.PENANABbpsphh9Jf
我阿公也會告訴那些人說:「我就是她爸爸」,438Please respect copyright.PENANAMLgQOxc0zg
我每次聽到阿公這麼說,我都很開心,438Please respect copyright.PENANAHJu35Y3YXI
在我受傷時,我的阿公也在第一個時間幫我擦藥,438Please respect copyright.PENANASDnZlp3maU
我還記得我上國中的那年,438Please respect copyright.PENANAV1p9gHcUqg
我阿公跟我說:「我的小公主妳長大了,不過阿公永遠是妳的依靠,只要阿公在,阿公一定永遠陪著我的小公主,不會讓小公主被任何人欺負」,438Please respect copyright.PENANAU4pdBHcZlk
所以我在國中時,我只要有不開心都只會告訴阿公,438Please respect copyright.PENANAWqvGr8QYnS
但在我國二時,我的班導帶我到輔導室,438Please respect copyright.PENANAdL9EHDvAS6
因為我國二那年我得了憂鬱症,438Please respect copyright.PENANAO4Fmj55a2w
那時我常常想著要自殺,438Please respect copyright.PENANAtHaimyTu2a
但幸好有位這麼好的班導和輔導老師438Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZgEkH5R3M
陪著我,幫助我,438Please respect copyright.PENANAtnD8cvPCTp
我也知道那時的我,讓阿公很難過,438Please respect copyright.PENANAVWVYNWlnU1
阿公也知道不是我願意的,438Please respect copyright.PENANAaz5V4L2Gm7
因為我從小雖然有媽媽,438Please respect copyright.PENANAtdZuwjr6Kr
但我的媽媽常常無緣無故打我,438Please respect copyright.PENANAOWRpdS3ZwO
也常常在晚上睡覺時,438Please respect copyright.PENANAB9zDUlKD1H
去阿公房間打阿公,438Please respect copyright.PENANAbifUvXaBaq
這些讓我長期之下我真的很害怕,438Please respect copyright.PENANA8rOAkueURo
又加上因為我比較不會去跟陌生人講話,438Please respect copyright.PENANASLyxT4QqIX
所以我經常受到排擠,438Please respect copyright.PENANA5kdW8L3NsX
才會在我國二那年得了嚴重憂鬱症,438Please respect copyright.PENANA44txghLSsB
那時學校通報社會局,438Please respect copyright.PENANA0EkDnL3Y9E
社工也常常陪同我,鼓勵我,438Please respect copyright.PENANALyyO4gHQjm
我很謝謝那些幫助我的人,438Please respect copyright.PENANAXelnTqKgax
之後我上了高中,438Please respect copyright.PENANAhPsRT1vOwj
在我高一的那年,438Please respect copyright.PENANA5KqFNsohg1
阿公突然中風了,438Please respect copyright.PENANAmzWkmmxh4R
那時我很難過,438Please respect copyright.PENANAZvF5zOQUWx
阿公住院時,438Please respect copyright.PENANAn9chgKcWI7
我每天都在放學時,馬上去醫院看阿公,438Please respect copyright.PENANAyX8GJIIHZo
在阿公住醫院兩個禮拜後,438Please respect copyright.PENANAvdH8Rhupgt
我那天晚上去醫院要看阿公時,438Please respect copyright.PENANACT9R0x0zkb
我看到阿公不在病房,東西也都不見了,438Please respect copyright.PENANAmIBZ2bBekV
我那時候很緊張的跑去護理站問,438Please respect copyright.PENANAVznLIAfgRl
但護理人員告訴我,阿公被戴走了,438Please respect copyright.PENANAcUFZgkjEKJ
被戴去老養院,438Please respect copyright.PENANAhGlt3eYnR9
我問哪間,但護理人員說不知道時,438Please respect copyright.PENANAhxV5SSpqvU
我突然情緒崩潰,438Please respect copyright.PENANAxuKoTfWokD
之後隔天我為了找阿公,所以我請假沒去學校,438Please respect copyright.PENANAb5x1v4OJnQ
之後到了下午時,阿姨打電話跟我說找到阿公了,438Please respect copyright.PENANANh4QUge1Xl
我馬上去看阿公,但那時阿公看到我哭,438Please respect copyright.PENANAcby5KI1SrO
阿公跟我說:「我的小公主阿公沒事的,不要在哭了,哭了就不漂亮了~」438Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5qSMcJaz4
我那時馬上不哭,438Please respect copyright.PENANARolDQnkB63
之後阿公突然在我快升高二時,438Please respect copyright.PENANAc1QxBJXx6D
突然在老養院呼吸困難,438Please respect copyright.PENANASPWnutMsHr
但老養院不跟我說阿公被他們送到哪間醫院,438Please respect copyright.PENANArhoeKZOhBK
那時我就像瘋了一樣,438Please respect copyright.PENANAVWkFD96T5y
全部的醫院都去問過,438Please respect copyright.PENANAvq6g2kuaKb
但我之後接到一通電話,438Please respect copyright.PENANA1ko9kMZZmX
那通電話是我舅舅打的,438Please respect copyright.PENANAirU61cVcUd
我舅舅說:「妹妹,舅舅希望你不管等等聽到什麼,都要堅強,也要接受這個消息」,438Please respect copyright.PENANAa7gXGL7uYQ
我那時答應了,438Please respect copyright.PENANAU77ADHloaD
我舅舅就跟我說:「阿公已經離開了,阿公去當天使保護妳」,438Please respect copyright.PENANA3y6HTiXw9J
那時聽到時,我心真的非常痛,438Please respect copyright.PENANAnp7q8KqWCn
隔天去到殯儀館時,438Please respect copyright.PENANAmLTSHlgop5
我才知道阿公在哪一家醫院死亡的,438Please respect copyright.PENANASiYqv59KsR
那時我非常生氣,438Please respect copyright.PENANAdJSZHR5q3J
因為當時我去問時,438Please respect copyright.PENANAJcvqw1GYTX
那間醫院跟我說沒有這個人,438Please respect copyright.PENANAH71wZg8rxm
但我和我阿公一樣很容易原諒別人,438Please respect copyright.PENANAHBgcDBB9xz
所以我那時沒想這麼多,438Please respect copyright.PENANAxSjoZm737c
我只想陪阿公最後一程,438Please respect copyright.PENANAoxRQJA1UE8
阿公要火化時,我整個哭到軟腳,438Please respect copyright.PENANAG3eTvVOe2S
喪禮結束後,我每天都看著阿公的照片哭,438Please respect copyright.PENANAB6LMTh0IyR
到現在我還是沒辦法忘記阿公,438Please respect copyright.PENANANunoTDLJCm
沒辦法接受阿公已經走的事實,438Please respect copyright.PENANAbpSrVc6a68
阿公我好想你~