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No Plagiarism!HBd6qbgGRR7uUbI198Ucposted on PENANA They start innocuously.8964 copyright protection574PENANAbUmK9YldVe 維尼
A passing jab8964 copyright protection574PENANAv57UlGJrmm 維尼
An occasional remark8964 copyright protection574PENANAEcwPUbZek2 維尼
Daring each other to ask me out but rarely doing it.578Please respect copyright.PENANAcnJdUuWG7N
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Sometime-I can't remember when-it gets worse8964 copyright protection574PENANATUj4OJbkZ8 維尼
Individual events get blurry, but the idea is the same.8964 copyright protection574PENANAO648ACqS6Y 維尼
They mock me8964 copyright protection574PENANAr5ftOb6eiy 維尼
They ask me out more, laughing and watching each other to make sure it happens8964 copyright protection574PENANAbCaTzPqLtY 維尼
Every time I respond,8964 copyright protection574PENANABZkrjKUlwk 維尼
No matter how I respond8964 copyright protection574PENANApkAjlVrGY9 維尼
Is taken as a joke, either on me or others578Please respect copyright.PENANA3f0AnwRadI
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The worst part is always a blur.8964 copyright protection574PENANAyuCvIWX6Jz 維尼
They mock me when I had a high fever for a week and couldn't come to school8964 copyright protection574PENANA7edyWO6Zc5 維尼
They mock me when I read to escape their torture8964 copyright protection574PENANAP83Aqpq9Bv 維尼
They mock me when they ask me out8964 copyright protection574PENANASGPUlsfqv7 維尼
They mock me for the things I enjoy8964 copyright protection574PENANAybJNrMrels 維尼
They mock me for being a reader of books, a writer of poems, a watcher of psychology videos8964 copyright protection574PENANAN8EwGKT7QZ 維尼
They ask me out, I explain why I say no, and they twist my words against me8964 copyright protection574PENANAMMQvA2LnUk 維尼
They start calling me a lesbian8964 copyright protection574PENANA27pnQOIhxV 維尼
And the dam breaks8964 copyright protection574PENANAY2zdKRZrhm 維尼
What happens after that...I can barely remember even with great effort.8964 copyright protection574PENANAMm8LdU0ywA 維尼
My mind just can't handle the pain I went through8964 copyright protection574PENANAIyiyOKMzq7 維尼
Someone flippantly says they're "so depressed" for feeling sad one day.8964 copyright protection574PENANA8fYZt40ipm 維尼
I hold my tongue8964 copyright protection574PENANAV622ibMGhD 維尼
But ask if they've ever felt a void where their emotions should be8964 copyright protection574PENANAHhAwLuet4G 維尼
If they've ever felt sad for days8964 copyright protection574PENANAtPqcVbLhxN 維尼
If their only hope was to escape for a few hours8964 copyright protection574PENANAaD1nH7dBis 維尼
Before being dragged into the real world again8964 copyright protection574PENANAIxWMIRE2qW 維尼
Just wanting everything to stop, just for a little while, so you can pick up the pieces again8964 copyright protection574PENANA5Y4WMfmlnS 維尼
Sure, depression shows up differently in different people,8964 copyright protection574PENANAdISU3boVAc 維尼
But neurotypicals never show the real symptoms8964 copyright protection574PENANAaNnWXJjYj4 維尼
There was a boy8964 copyright protection574PENANAfzE58qmScd 維尼
A senior8964 copyright protection574PENANAA97AJ3uqVe 維尼
He killed himself my sophomore year8964 copyright protection574PENANATU1lJirNxI 維尼
Everyone might tell me to not talk about it8964 copyright protection574PENANAxxpI7T8RR3 維尼
But I have to8964 copyright protection574PENANATGHN2syURX 維尼
Everyone is walking on eggshells,8964 copyright protection574PENANATWELFVcoIt 維尼
Not talking much to their friends, let alone me8964 copyright protection574PENANAM8RVwnanim 維尼
No one can say the word8964 copyright protection574PENANAjiwW3iBs73 維尼
Even the teachers are somber8964 copyright protection574PENANAqbwmOKcG9q 維尼
I want to scream,8964 copyright protection574PENANAUAHpbU1JOi 維尼
"I've been there, I know, you can't understand, though you may try, unless you go through it yourself!"8964 copyright protection574PENANAI8x8c65c4h 維尼
Everyone seems to be asking why,8964 copyright protection574PENANAU6IvMd1lB5 維尼
And my only response is "For him, there was no other way out"8964 copyright protection574PENANAPHbWjuMEtw 維尼
But no one asks.8964 copyright protection574PENANAIa8abOBY6W 維尼
The egg-shell pieces of my composure are smashed under their feet.578Please respect copyright.PENANA4fTeL6Y3IN
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The anxiety attacks set in,8964 copyright protection574PENANAnyNSsYPi6I 維尼
And I can't cope with my triggers8964 copyright protection574PENANARcsHgtcErw 維尼
Any more8964 copyright protection574PENANAxqkWFwbZgp 維尼
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