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A passing jabcopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1JZHixqlZ
An occasional remarkcopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0mamLpKxb
Daring each other to ask me out but rarely doing it.168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlTI2w7yqb
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Sometime-I can't remember when-it gets worsecopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvhvvYO3o9
Individual events get blurry, but the idea is the same.copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gaprxaQhH
They mock mecopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20u2AMjlJ7
They ask me out more, laughing and watching each other to make sure it happenscopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuDSZ9RNcg
Every time I respond,copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfx8EYFOPW
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The worst part is always a blur.copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNz2Ve1A3R
They mock me when I had a high fever for a week and couldn't come to schoolcopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzJuBF2oTV
They mock me when I read to escape their torturecopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfqWeOYm4N
They mock me when they ask me outcopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzAhCwvE6y
They mock me for the things I enjoycopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD8f8JUa8N
They mock me for being a reader of books, a writer of poems, a watcher of psychology videoscopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡ633x0hmYEq
They ask me out, I explain why I say no, and they twist my words against mecopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl0nCCT7g0
They start calling me a lesbiancopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLEP1MzVXI
And the dam breakscopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3LMAM4XLI
What happens after that...I can barely remember even with great effort.copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡnx3nUFZONg
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Someone flippantly says they're "so depressed" for feeling sad one day.copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIgnuR9yOV
I hold my tonguecopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbskzn0zcN
But ask if they've ever felt a void where their emotions should becopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1iRuCVJvU
If they've ever felt sad for dayscopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6Cct73DGS
If their only hope was to escape for a few hourscopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX41hDpicB
Before being dragged into the real world againcopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52CoT60OQv
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Sure, depression shows up differently in different people,copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh5ZinDHFP
But neurotypicals never show the real symptomscopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLSW9L39AT
There was a boycopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjGhEFm7J5
A seniorcopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEmkEFIinn
He killed himself my sophomore yearcopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G80DiLGsm
Everyone might tell me to not talk about itcopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7GgokWLrF
But I have tocopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHjc2YRKge
Everyone is walking on eggshells,copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oVgoyzaf1
Not talking much to their friends, let alone mecopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP8d5xy1i0
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Even the teachers are sombercopyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCFnS3Wsec
I want to scream,copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL1CY79x9s
"I've been there, I know, you can't understand, though you may try, unless you go through it yourself!"copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQAeRWYR9s
Everyone seems to be asking why,copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B4MZXQWp5
And my only response is "For him, there was no other way out"copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TQ9vPhFmq
But no one asks.copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TgH88D6ZN
The egg-shell pieces of my composure are smashed under their feet.168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7KGQXrWMW
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The anxiety attacks set in,copyright protection164ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsTGCpwU4S
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