They start innocuously.copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXTD8vp7Fn
A passing jabcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRb5Gq3dUC
An occasional remarkcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkblZju8cY
Daring each other to ask me out but rarely doing it.116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0o5tNcfGS
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Sometime-I can't remember when-it gets worsecopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpb0vSrz6l
Individual events get blurry, but the idea is the same.copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYGnkFHPNU
They mock mecopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3jKcmPQO1
They ask me out more, laughing and watching each other to make sure it happenscopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡbErnFXg6wm
Every time I respond,copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIl85GONvC
No matter how I respondcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjF03RnTIb
Is taken as a joke, either on me or others116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHwW7whciW
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The worst part is always a blur.copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4yfdEV1rr
They mock me when I had a high fever for a week and couldn't come to schoolcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8Ki9OawHS
They mock me when I read to escape their torturecopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡICMyZ33jzF
They mock me when they ask me outcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tJHJXmEZN
They mock me for the things I enjoycopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CWQV5E5Bm
They mock me for being a reader of books, a writer of poems, a watcher of psychology videoscopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkYKTYNWhn
They ask me out, I explain why I say no, and they twist my words against mecopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqRm8Ajufi
They start calling me a lesbiancopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡikVeaRjPWV
And the dam breakscopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVfaG98t5q
What happens after that...I can barely remember even with great effort.copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIRJ4Zjouy
My mind just can't handle the pain I went throughcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMTC04tkTq
Someone flippantly says they're "so depressed" for feeling sad one day.copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5lwf1FnvK
I hold my tonguecopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡNntE6xEqW9
But ask if they've ever felt a void where their emotions should becopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDWSfXXJhQ
If they've ever felt sad for dayscopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxVv3bxIy3
If their only hope was to escape for a few hourscopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmrW1xuGXq
Before being dragged into the real world againcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW4LPkJM30
Just wanting everything to stop, just for a little while, so you can pick up the pieces againcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdyzJBKhki
Sure, depression shows up differently in different people,copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOFMLHjfoh
But neurotypicals never show the real symptomscopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeeL045JQ9
There was a boycopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuni37TNoe
A seniorcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J3MvOtP4R
He killed himself my sophomore yearcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K5lw5pBPg
Everyone might tell me to not talk about itcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyK8QNfKBE
But I have tocopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHo2tUQXJU
Everyone is walking on eggshells,copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡORFUcc0CNP
Not talking much to their friends, let alone mecopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyoDHfrW02
No one can say the wordcopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZKY1dTSaC
Even the teachers are sombercopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZttUGFUjt
I want to scream,copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc19QJoiFo
"I've been there, I know, you can't understand, though you may try, unless you go through it yourself!"copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgn4fpi8is
Everyone seems to be asking why,copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5sfzmWehf
And my only response is "For him, there was no other way out"copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2sJbjszB8
But no one asks.copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWpm1ELjN4
The egg-shell pieces of my composure are smashed under their feet.116Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58nx93MTlN
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The anxiety attacks set in,copyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FVsp6LSFn
And I can't cope with my triggerscopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ejq0k5MES
Any morecopyright protection112ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrr0GfJh0I
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