They start innocuously.copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGoNzfS0xY
A passing jabcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsZZuTtRUV
An occasional remarkcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡPo8UEp8ucb
Daring each other to ask me out but rarely doing it.122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN09IPrGUCP
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Sometime-I can't remember when-it gets worsecopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgXEgsxJks
Individual events get blurry, but the idea is the same.copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9QN3vccZo
They mock mecopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjof1dGYU7
They ask me out more, laughing and watching each other to make sure it happenscopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡuznreDTMne
Every time I respond,copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2n5QrA2DA
No matter how I respondcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1UQgV3XUX
Is taken as a joke, either on me or others122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqX4KtNfCH
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The worst part is always a blur.copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMwmSmOtpr
They mock me when I had a high fever for a week and couldn't come to schoolcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QsYHJUKGP
They mock me when I read to escape their torturecopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLeed50kQx
They mock me when they ask me outcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPklccI0G7
They mock me for the things I enjoycopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKYUJFEEql
They mock me for being a reader of books, a writer of poems, a watcher of psychology videoscopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡt86ImkNmFD
They ask me out, I explain why I say no, and they twist my words against mecopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtteOFrwF8
They start calling me a lesbiancopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7TD2CiGhJ
And the dam breakscopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KR8tdtgA8
What happens after that...I can barely remember even with great effort.copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvCnKq3cXI
My mind just can't handle the pain I went throughcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBPdeRQxy7
Someone flippantly says they're "so depressed" for feeling sad one day.copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAS8JlmdCX
I hold my tonguecopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwsXUcoXpl
But ask if they've ever felt a void where their emotions should becopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJXvXcnNKW
If they've ever felt sad for dayscopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1wN9f9vsL
If their only hope was to escape for a few hourscopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOhUMc7baw
Before being dragged into the real world againcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQgumeGK1q
Just wanting everything to stop, just for a little while, so you can pick up the pieces againcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXrcLAsU6V
Sure, depression shows up differently in different people,copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyJXtw9BHk
But neurotypicals never show the real symptomscopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eaoIxCohE
There was a boycopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXChanSChY
A seniorcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWwhT0N3Bv
He killed himself my sophomore yearcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJJy8r5LQn
Everyone might tell me to not talk about itcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGk2XvpP7G
But I have tocopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFDkXwlKAW
Everyone is walking on eggshells,copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXGYvOqBzg
Not talking much to their friends, let alone mecopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0Wj2UOsJW
No one can say the wordcopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xBMSyjdjT
Even the teachers are sombercopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zQQymEYYe
I want to scream,copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWecgh64JP
"I've been there, I know, you can't understand, though you may try, unless you go through it yourself!"copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SnDFfcYtv
Everyone seems to be asking why,copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD5ItD47C2
And my only response is "For him, there was no other way out"copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSZB4fTakC
But no one asks.copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlvnYaCa95
The egg-shell pieces of my composure are smashed under their feet.122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQhxNDVWp5
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The anxiety attacks set in,copyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGUPiY4b8p
And I can't cope with my triggerscopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8KjvJu8TE
Any morecopyright protection118ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAEXln9Las
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