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A passing jabcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtWjpWwlcI
An occasional remarkcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DmkD5DUYs
Daring each other to ask me out but rarely doing it.271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JuxX3q6kY
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Sometime-I can't remember when-it gets worsecopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡRccjY06QeL
Individual events get blurry, but the idea is the same.copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKulpqpZ6l
They mock mecopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm9QkKbj95
They ask me out more, laughing and watching each other to make sure it happenscopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEd7wv1RDO
Every time I respond,copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYo1gD5HZe
No matter how I respondcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnLCyvpdiq
Is taken as a joke, either on me or others271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkXCWvd5AH
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The worst part is always a blur.copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlzOWAykhp
They mock me when I had a high fever for a week and couldn't come to schoolcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡidgD11Apch
They mock me when I read to escape their torturecopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8RDBlbPVW
They mock me when they ask me outcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVDUAVkPxa
They mock me for the things I enjoycopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwc8XnI2P0
They mock me for being a reader of books, a writer of poems, a watcher of psychology videoscopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4Ed92QjgR
They ask me out, I explain why I say no, and they twist my words against mecopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡY55IszcHq4
They start calling me a lesbiancopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4qsCGa6SP
And the dam breakscopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPnnDEj8MH
What happens after that...I can barely remember even with great effort.copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcl0TqZzmx
My mind just can't handle the pain I went throughcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUFWeCkioG
Someone flippantly says they're "so depressed" for feeling sad one day.copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaQuUlv7Hm
I hold my tonguecopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7sLjZuMCA
But ask if they've ever felt a void where their emotions should becopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsaY5vvgC1
If they've ever felt sad for dayscopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34AUU86RSh
If their only hope was to escape for a few hourscopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdK484uHk0
Before being dragged into the real world againcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVFQEBkxHV
Just wanting everything to stop, just for a little while, so you can pick up the pieces againcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡriXmN4knpx
Sure, depression shows up differently in different people,copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6dV8Sc4kX
But neurotypicals never show the real symptomscopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YpI5j7m7G
There was a boycopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcHfcfRoNu
A seniorcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbsw7ddsct
He killed himself my sophomore yearcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTlZKsVPY5
Everyone might tell me to not talk about itcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡscQzIXQxQW
But I have tocopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhQJhw7Oxa
Everyone is walking on eggshells,copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nWEd2oBi1
Not talking much to their friends, let alone mecopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGEg7eL9w1
No one can say the wordcopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡep51cpBt0V
Even the teachers are sombercopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNb2zKZvmb
I want to scream,copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO4nT5x0p3
"I've been there, I know, you can't understand, though you may try, unless you go through it yourself!"copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWPrO0O8JO
Everyone seems to be asking why,copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjRVjx8Hz2
And my only response is "For him, there was no other way out"copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLDRfnXQX5
But no one asks.copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uKkSI2vMv
The egg-shell pieces of my composure are smashed under their feet.271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqiBQMULAV
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The anxiety attacks set in,copyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRI4V7RrFE
And I can't cope with my triggerscopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT4v6gQych
Any morecopyright protection267ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvKdVB2ei0
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