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No Plagiarism!OJEy85AtAVe4837EpVUpposted on PENANA They start innocuously.8964 copyright protection456PENANAYwqUWbLLub 維尼
A passing jab8964 copyright protection456PENANAkJy9JhGWyI 維尼
An occasional remark8964 copyright protection456PENANANWu3oAtIys 維尼
Daring each other to ask me out but rarely doing it.460Please respect copyright.PENANApaO2guxF2d
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Sometime-I can't remember when-it gets worse8964 copyright protection456PENANAKEgCMoqPzj 維尼
Individual events get blurry, but the idea is the same.8964 copyright protection456PENANANHk7KTaJwx 維尼
They mock me8964 copyright protection456PENANAuzQ2r4svaR 維尼
They ask me out more, laughing and watching each other to make sure it happens8964 copyright protection456PENANAOo7Gqw1GsW 維尼
Every time I respond,8964 copyright protection456PENANAgs8xlNBcLZ 維尼
No matter how I respond8964 copyright protection456PENANAOuX5t751CC 維尼
Is taken as a joke, either on me or others460Please respect copyright.PENANACEgDSW3oYg
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The worst part is always a blur.8964 copyright protection456PENANAFkPv6KWN7c 維尼
They mock me when I had a high fever for a week and couldn't come to school8964 copyright protection456PENANAzljcehtQi6 維尼
They mock me when I read to escape their torture8964 copyright protection456PENANAGvvqDpwTfP 維尼
They mock me when they ask me out8964 copyright protection456PENANA60VgYracT0 維尼
They mock me for the things I enjoy8964 copyright protection456PENANAZBoFRvkllN 維尼
They mock me for being a reader of books, a writer of poems, a watcher of psychology videos8964 copyright protection456PENANAXjJXiTyel1 維尼
They ask me out, I explain why I say no, and they twist my words against me8964 copyright protection456PENANAsjjYAxzOmR 維尼
They start calling me a lesbian8964 copyright protection456PENANAPvMyFMwRLJ 維尼
And the dam breaks8964 copyright protection456PENANA9d4mFNiyy8 維尼
What happens after that...I can barely remember even with great effort.8964 copyright protection456PENANATwvEMfc0Z1 維尼
My mind just can't handle the pain I went through8964 copyright protection456PENANAJp9fCrQzcy 維尼
Someone flippantly says they're "so depressed" for feeling sad one day.8964 copyright protection456PENANAh4bE6oSVLM 維尼
I hold my tongue8964 copyright protection456PENANAvK8ojsm2nO 維尼
But ask if they've ever felt a void where their emotions should be8964 copyright protection456PENANAdHwzQBcAHv 維尼
If they've ever felt sad for days8964 copyright protection456PENANAsTGmJeQ81I 維尼
If their only hope was to escape for a few hours8964 copyright protection456PENANAGxR8hjO8y7 維尼
Before being dragged into the real world again8964 copyright protection456PENANArGoadfVc5E 維尼
Just wanting everything to stop, just for a little while, so you can pick up the pieces again8964 copyright protection456PENANATfplznNIrO 維尼
Sure, depression shows up differently in different people,8964 copyright protection456PENANApEPPJFZcI1 維尼
But neurotypicals never show the real symptoms8964 copyright protection456PENANA07O0pRWC4a 維尼
There was a boy8964 copyright protection456PENANAEbj0vsclc5 維尼
A senior8964 copyright protection456PENANADSQIBuWiYS 維尼
He killed himself my sophomore year8964 copyright protection456PENANAetyNBlpmvb 維尼
Everyone might tell me to not talk about it8964 copyright protection456PENANAfsMe1rSoQm 維尼
But I have to8964 copyright protection456PENANAzfBxsyPxtJ 維尼
Everyone is walking on eggshells,8964 copyright protection456PENANAM58zq8xm99 維尼
Not talking much to their friends, let alone me8964 copyright protection456PENANAWpyEk4s03n 維尼
No one can say the word8964 copyright protection456PENANACY9YPowQOn 維尼
Even the teachers are somber8964 copyright protection456PENANARBkyyFrSlK 維尼
I want to scream,8964 copyright protection456PENANAbmEBjUU3Vv 維尼
"I've been there, I know, you can't understand, though you may try, unless you go through it yourself!"8964 copyright protection456PENANAygg5IjW0aT 維尼
Everyone seems to be asking why,8964 copyright protection456PENANAJGpdfxCulV 維尼
And my only response is "For him, there was no other way out"8964 copyright protection456PENANAho3eFGmrea 維尼
But no one asks.8964 copyright protection456PENANAbtkN9x7rd0 維尼
The egg-shell pieces of my composure are smashed under their feet.460Please respect copyright.PENANA1gHJvgEjpJ
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The anxiety attacks set in,8964 copyright protection456PENANAPbnEShZwxU 維尼
And I can't cope with my triggers8964 copyright protection456PENANAOVkwZZXWMW 維尼
Any more8964 copyright protection456PENANAkoUnHH8Hne 維尼
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