#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JpJtyW9Uq
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn0VgdyqXI
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ccfzwI1bp
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXZP32y1WM
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGtwVnwd4x
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOCZ7rQVwM
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoauWgVbMI
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VSMFuMYBX
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjFplVN1vv
...1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTPP8DPEgQ
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj89ALWZ4ZR
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJ0MyJAZrr
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1dJEBfK3y
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ170br3llFB
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1YUiuMAnp
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcnIPFRqDz
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBKY7iucay
So calling it off, was it that bad?1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIsBJxJBP4
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFCKyHd1Ox
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytSU0xCFHO
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bPS56UlWL
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4ke5Ztjft
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WOEGyjG6i
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI1FqUE5tk
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm8Pe4t3iF
Henceforth, we have this. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxGt8nYB6I
Thanks for bearing with me. 1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyvfglfVej
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