#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThFj0W8A1n
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2D8oLtBzq
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaHmwKBBpV
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXQ6r2hvhc
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3IU7rBC8B
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM37W0GncT
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n4UIFj5sq
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hsijm3cEO
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcNVydgtoT
...1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FuxFdaORf
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnue97P3Ym
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf0qWrSOIA
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXq4EsSEq7p
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09yHQrK0a3
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFK9aQH90u
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim3fU6HNZz
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRSfwvRkxc
So calling it off, was it that bad?1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjW7D3VDa25
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGXgM9C2Iq
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyyDBAGKZo
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGV2dK1ZuL
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71ltZ8vEyn
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbttisHYXsc
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZLH5UT6Jm
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHSkPeiOiD
Henceforth, we have this. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaGTuUtxkB
Thanks for bearing with me. 1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxRuPZ8WgQ
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