Flashes and more flashes867Please respect copyright.PENANApW80FPIN2p
Shouts in the air, suffocating me867Please respect copyright.PENANARrXSOEEymy
Their bodies closer and closer 867Please respect copyright.PENANAbZZzW6LmV2
Until its so hard to breathe867Please respect copyright.PENANAsLeQzwp7Qc
Everyone screaming your name867Please respect copyright.PENANAZF3ql9UZVQ
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces867Please respect copyright.PENANAcqOzmCU1sr
The men around me take my arm gently867Please respect copyright.PENANA0nHrVPPb8l
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes867Please respect copyright.PENANAVzt8hw1zBJ
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life867Please respect copyright.PENANAzAfd7xpFKX
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down867Please respect copyright.PENANAkN0a4IB1OE
Faking a smile towards the ground867Please respect copyright.PENANAbXU9h5131k
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 867Please respect copyright.PENANAsWko0Focsr
For fear that it will start over again867Please respect copyright.PENANAUB07AH3vJ0
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains867Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZBfEYdzJp
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest867Please respect copyright.PENANAegOC8WQGRs
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step867Please respect copyright.PENANAFM9oC1Fwxb
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths867Please respect copyright.PENANAeTrtZ5ifyO
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together867Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3ccJfZ2CD
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess867Please respect copyright.PENANA57pVyI1Cdx
My feet seem to be moving on their own 867Please respect copyright.PENANAdCXf4eJYmI
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?867Please respect copyright.PENANA0bYehDT0s7
Cameras and fame and people all around me?867Please respect copyright.PENANAyGeYM9KfMW
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!867Please respect copyright.PENANAoVh5GUMr4V
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!867Please respect copyright.PENANALbSD5NG36Q
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another867Please respect copyright.PENANAtjuN6b9Dxn
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some867Please respect copyright.PENANArYtPI7mr2y
But my life should've been peace and quite867Please respect copyright.PENANAc0wf0j2dkr
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children867Please respect copyright.PENANAQw6dUveCkE
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion867Please respect copyright.PENANAAK9l3vH0r2
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets867Please respect copyright.PENANAQjIWU4rtP8
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life867Please respect copyright.PENANApSActpqdxC
When I stop and think of how blessed I am867Please respect copyright.PENANAnM5RzjerrM
I realize how much I love my life867Please respect copyright.PENANAp4vkF47bzi
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through867Please respect copyright.PENANA2B1fTB7r0c
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model867Please respect copyright.PENANAW8lHjdbLbS
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on