// Mark's P.O.V //1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXt9EH3WhC
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I sat at my desk, crying, thinking, hoping.
God why me…?1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBEjOlSFk3
I asked myself. My rectangular glasses laid beside me as the hot tears stung my brown eyes, falling slowly down my cheeks and dripping onto the top of my dark wooden desk. That night, my house was empty, like every night. No one would visit, my friends have forgotten about me. Except for Sean and Felix, but God knows where they are now.1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLJaJh79h5
Felix was probably in Sweden with his fiancé, and Sean; I don't know. I heard something ringing, it was my computer. I rubbed my bloody wrists before covering them with my sweater sleeve. 1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLGfpi0g1x
"Sean…"1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfRcsJhpqH
I whispered to no one. I clicked the answer button to the Skype call, quickly wiping my tears and cleaning up my act. Putting on my glasses, I forced out a fake smile.1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEveWjmflG
"Mark? You okay?"1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJXTd4Kxfh
"Y-Yeah Jack, I'm fine.."1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG9082D1QL
I lied.
"Mark, I can tell you've been cryin'. Tell me what happened, tell me everything you saw."1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNkqyqRmZg
His voice comforted me, like he actually cared. I talked quietly, though there was no need to do so. My eyes darting away from those gorgeous, tempting, and ocean mesmerizing eyes so I wouldn't get lost in them. Blushing from embarrassment, I had been staring.
"I…"1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8woasiZhw
I couldn't force the words out of my mouth. 1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡND6AxWJRbN
"Shh, it's okay Mark. Because you know what?"1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES2IFcYsmJ
I looked back up at the screen, directly into his eyes.1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWAKdvtUrM
"I'm moving in with you."1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscG099oydU
My heart skipped several beats. My cheeks light pink now, eyes wide. His smile brightening the room already. I smiled a real smile, I just wanted to hug him.
"You can't understand how happy I am to hear that…"1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxAeMTo0Cr
I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks. Tears of happiness. He giggled and it made me feel a spark of happiness inside. 1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ089CHq8QjP
"Well, I'm sorry. I have to go now, the plane is about to leave. I'll see you in a few hours. Love you."1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnrLYQrh99
He hung up. I hadn't realized he was on the plane. 1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaSSAnblfu
"Love you too…"1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwTbP3tfkR
He loves me?1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7TOpAjgs2
I blushed bright red as my heart fluttered. I got up and ran upstairs. I wanted to clean the house before Sean got here. I put latex gloves on my hands and got to work. Starting at the kitchen, I began to disinfect the house. My wrists hurt like hell, but I didn't care. 1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ049yDcvJzp
It was about eight thirty when I started, now eleven twenty nine. I took off the gloves and threw them in the trash. I went to the bathroom and cleaned my wrists. Bandaging both of them.
There was a faint knock at the front door.1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacdUnAgz3x
"I'-In a minute!"1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMFcggbAzt
I put the stuff away and stumbled to the door. Unlocking it, I opened it to see Sean standing there. He set his stuff down and flung himself at me into an embrace. His strong arms around me, I smiled and hugged back. 1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4uDkRcWmN
"Mark!"1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG0q4YKXM2
I didn't respond, I trapped him in the hug. After getting his stuff inside, I pulled him inside my humble home. After getting Sean's stuff put away, I heard him call my name.1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XmwvP8VqP
"Yes Jack?"1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OvLv15qRr
"Come 'ere please."1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDEqRbwRze
I nodded uselessly and walked to him by following his voice. He was standing in the middle of the living room. Now in front of him, I felt him grip my forearms. I blushed darkly as he pulled me in. My mouth slightly agape, I felt his breath hitting my lips.1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuUuiXxsiz
"You're very handsome, y'know…~"
He whispered. His thick irish accent soft made me shudder under him. He had grown taller than me. 1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThQaAB8wQA
Sean smashed his lips into mine.1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo69nZ8NVc
I froze, blushing pure red. But with his, I closed my eyes and kissed back with the same force. As the kiss lasted for what seemed like an eternity, he unfortunately parted away. I was panting for air, opening my eyes to gaze up at him. 1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJBHLPN6w8
Our first kiss.1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxjB901ixl
That was amazing...1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPcPntHHgd
"That was…magical.."1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmSQQtK1A2
He smirked down at me.
"Heh, I'll sneak in a few more here and there."1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMgJTmgWAI
He got serious. Sean had glanced down at my bandaged wrists. He grasped them gently, turning them over to the side where they had started to bleed out of the white bandages. He put his lips to the cuts and scars, kissing them lightly.1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRI8cwWt7f
"Please don't do this ever again…"1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wjYfQybLr
I nodded after catching my breath. He hugged me again and held me there. It was truly magical. Maybe there was hope.1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPssrA1cuxh
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