// Mark's P.O.V //689Please respect copyright.PENANAAIk8jYT3Dj
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I sat at my desk, crying, thinking, hoping.
God why me…?689Please respect copyright.PENANASCKrZnb1b6
I asked myself. My rectangular glasses laid beside me as the hot tears stung my brown eyes, falling slowly down my cheeks and dripping onto the top of my dark wooden desk. That night, my house was empty, like every night. No one would visit, my friends have forgotten about me. Except for Sean and Felix, but God knows where they are now.689Please respect copyright.PENANAdyUovRdZ5K
Felix was probably in Sweden with his fiancé, and Sean; I don't know. I heard something ringing, it was my computer. I rubbed my bloody wrists before covering them with my sweater sleeve. 689Please respect copyright.PENANAuPphoqo7WM
"Sean…"689Please respect copyright.PENANAALFtvVVXGk
I whispered to no one. I clicked the answer button to the Skype call, quickly wiping my tears and cleaning up my act. Putting on my glasses, I forced out a fake smile.689Please respect copyright.PENANAymyXpvg5Ff
"Mark? You okay?"689Please respect copyright.PENANA7TSoFiRofS
"Y-Yeah Jack, I'm fine.."689Please respect copyright.PENANAaora0D4I2Z
I lied.
"Mark, I can tell you've been cryin'. Tell me what happened, tell me everything you saw."689Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6opW1Ogj5
His voice comforted me, like he actually cared. I talked quietly, though there was no need to do so. My eyes darting away from those gorgeous, tempting, and ocean mesmerizing eyes so I wouldn't get lost in them. Blushing from embarrassment, I had been staring.
"I…"689Please respect copyright.PENANABxjkb7ab1V
I couldn't force the words out of my mouth. 689Please respect copyright.PENANA8uRtBK94Kq
"Shh, it's okay Mark. Because you know what?"689Please respect copyright.PENANANbPK5yKWgy
I looked back up at the screen, directly into his eyes.689Please respect copyright.PENANAnEsHxflWrU
"I'm moving in with you."689Please respect copyright.PENANAEmgXRGkhoW
My heart skipped several beats. My cheeks light pink now, eyes wide. His smile brightening the room already. I smiled a real smile, I just wanted to hug him.
"You can't understand how happy I am to hear that…"689Please respect copyright.PENANANxPrJ4o3Ry
I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks. Tears of happiness. He giggled and it made me feel a spark of happiness inside. 689Please respect copyright.PENANAWHZfd8KIja
"Well, I'm sorry. I have to go now, the plane is about to leave. I'll see you in a few hours. Love you."689Please respect copyright.PENANAD7rASuRTD9
He hung up. I hadn't realized he was on the plane. 689Please respect copyright.PENANAsLSI0Te1ii
"Love you too…"689Please respect copyright.PENANAgRPh5Lete6
He loves me?689Please respect copyright.PENANA7lobOrhEW2
I blushed bright red as my heart fluttered. I got up and ran upstairs. I wanted to clean the house before Sean got here. I put latex gloves on my hands and got to work. Starting at the kitchen, I began to disinfect the house. My wrists hurt like hell, but I didn't care. 689Please respect copyright.PENANAd5UoJAFu0C
It was about eight thirty when I started, now eleven twenty nine. I took off the gloves and threw them in the trash. I went to the bathroom and cleaned my wrists. Bandaging both of them.
There was a faint knock at the front door.689Please respect copyright.PENANA2Zy1BLypCs
"I'-In a minute!"689Please respect copyright.PENANAm2LdyzRZnq
I put the stuff away and stumbled to the door. Unlocking it, I opened it to see Sean standing there. He set his stuff down and flung himself at me into an embrace. His strong arms around me, I smiled and hugged back. 689Please respect copyright.PENANAYIAQSjvX5P
"Mark!"689Please respect copyright.PENANAMkT0xFW6qZ
I didn't respond, I trapped him in the hug. After getting his stuff inside, I pulled him inside my humble home. After getting Sean's stuff put away, I heard him call my name.689Please respect copyright.PENANAjCa4FnjsqY
"Yes Jack?"689Please respect copyright.PENANAuY9HgUd6RD
"Come 'ere please."689Please respect copyright.PENANAo0LERdUSV8
I nodded uselessly and walked to him by following his voice. He was standing in the middle of the living room. Now in front of him, I felt him grip my forearms. I blushed darkly as he pulled me in. My mouth slightly agape, I felt his breath hitting my lips.689Please respect copyright.PENANAhuw4kUf6Ho
"You're very handsome, y'know…~"
He whispered. His thick irish accent soft made me shudder under him. He had grown taller than me. 689Please respect copyright.PENANAHkhUc8BPY3
Sean smashed his lips into mine.689Please respect copyright.PENANAPYNtpXLEjf
I froze, blushing pure red. But with his, I closed my eyes and kissed back with the same force. As the kiss lasted for what seemed like an eternity, he unfortunately parted away. I was panting for air, opening my eyes to gaze up at him. 689Please respect copyright.PENANA8Sj2VeCN13
Our first kiss.689Please respect copyright.PENANAvdAHQlJB8m
That was amazing...689Please respect copyright.PENANAHRNz7qot2F
"That was…magical.."689Please respect copyright.PENANAlEBsv2MI35
He smirked down at me.
"Heh, I'll sneak in a few more here and there."689Please respect copyright.PENANAfrBvDL8G8n
He got serious. Sean had glanced down at my bandaged wrists. He grasped them gently, turning them over to the side where they had started to bleed out of the white bandages. He put his lips to the cuts and scars, kissing them lightly.689Please respect copyright.PENANAlQMZVZFvbj
"Please don't do this ever again…"689Please respect copyright.PENANAmze8w8KaLB
I nodded after catching my breath. He hugged me again and held me there. It was truly magical. Maybe there was hope.689Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2EurfXEjH
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