// Mark's P.O.V //613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8YHOk0sGI
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I sat at my desk, crying, thinking, hoping.
God why me…?613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpNXKxdlxr
I asked myself. My rectangular glasses laid beside me as the hot tears stung my brown eyes, falling slowly down my cheeks and dripping onto the top of my dark wooden desk. That night, my house was empty, like every night. No one would visit, my friends have forgotten about me. Except for Sean and Felix, but God knows where they are now.613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MXvowUIn5
Felix was probably in Sweden with his fiancé, and Sean; I don't know. I heard something ringing, it was my computer. I rubbed my bloody wrists before covering them with my sweater sleeve. 613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNgBD5jUJ8
"Sean…"613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudolldcTod
I whispered to no one. I clicked the answer button to the Skype call, quickly wiping my tears and cleaning up my act. Putting on my glasses, I forced out a fake smile.613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddhgFJdMdY
"Mark? You okay?"613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc5efFTAsJ
"Y-Yeah Jack, I'm fine.."613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZarBiNvdMV
I lied.
"Mark, I can tell you've been cryin'. Tell me what happened, tell me everything you saw."613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02mMer3LHz
His voice comforted me, like he actually cared. I talked quietly, though there was no need to do so. My eyes darting away from those gorgeous, tempting, and ocean mesmerizing eyes so I wouldn't get lost in them. Blushing from embarrassment, I had been staring.
"I…"613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zPnZU9z6I
I couldn't force the words out of my mouth. 613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTOTNBvqqx
"Shh, it's okay Mark. Because you know what?"613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArrO6dwvBI
I looked back up at the screen, directly into his eyes.613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0x0a5P5kQ
"I'm moving in with you."613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoDYvW5TTm
My heart skipped several beats. My cheeks light pink now, eyes wide. His smile brightening the room already. I smiled a real smile, I just wanted to hug him.
"You can't understand how happy I am to hear that…"613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSofW1yorCO
I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks. Tears of happiness. He giggled and it made me feel a spark of happiness inside. 613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx16IQDagJQ
"Well, I'm sorry. I have to go now, the plane is about to leave. I'll see you in a few hours. Love you."613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKRfXhC5OS
He hung up. I hadn't realized he was on the plane. 613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTgKDZCPYG
"Love you too…"613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz0wtdf9zB
He loves me?613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6PBY4puei
I blushed bright red as my heart fluttered. I got up and ran upstairs. I wanted to clean the house before Sean got here. I put latex gloves on my hands and got to work. Starting at the kitchen, I began to disinfect the house. My wrists hurt like hell, but I didn't care. 613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAxdbJ6ehf
It was about eight thirty when I started, now eleven twenty nine. I took off the gloves and threw them in the trash. I went to the bathroom and cleaned my wrists. Bandaging both of them.
There was a faint knock at the front door.613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1wlCr5RO0
"I'-In a minute!"613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLrUqjPPw5
I put the stuff away and stumbled to the door. Unlocking it, I opened it to see Sean standing there. He set his stuff down and flung himself at me into an embrace. His strong arms around me, I smiled and hugged back. 613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VPAfob5yU
"Mark!"613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYuDNR9YwY
I didn't respond, I trapped him in the hug. After getting his stuff inside, I pulled him inside my humble home. After getting Sean's stuff put away, I heard him call my name.613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqnGFL4qtN
"Yes Jack?"613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCel08ZCrR
"Come 'ere please."613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV7NRXxW5j
I nodded uselessly and walked to him by following his voice. He was standing in the middle of the living room. Now in front of him, I felt him grip my forearms. I blushed darkly as he pulled me in. My mouth slightly agape, I felt his breath hitting my lips.613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocOECrbZ3n
"You're very handsome, y'know…~"
He whispered. His thick irish accent soft made me shudder under him. He had grown taller than me. 613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lTEBxB8W6
Sean smashed his lips into mine.613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wtqqzGq5t
I froze, blushing pure red. But with his, I closed my eyes and kissed back with the same force. As the kiss lasted for what seemed like an eternity, he unfortunately parted away. I was panting for air, opening my eyes to gaze up at him. 613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubitEKGXpq
Our first kiss.613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kBaDKCYxD
That was amazing...613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNQWMOPgPj
"That was…magical.."613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqPiFpKDYi
He smirked down at me.
"Heh, I'll sneak in a few more here and there."613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fdE1WaMFX
He got serious. Sean had glanced down at my bandaged wrists. He grasped them gently, turning them over to the side where they had started to bleed out of the white bandages. He put his lips to the cuts and scars, kissing them lightly.613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R1rmKqmva
"Please don't do this ever again…"613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPkv9EjRYF
I nodded after catching my breath. He hugged me again and held me there. It was truly magical. Maybe there was hope.613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TcrVluYDi
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