Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,481Please respect copyright.PENANAa0KBQd21k5
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed481Please respect copyright.PENANA0Xl81JBLyq
You were all I ever wanted to be481Please respect copyright.PENANAIJpqePQzQK
(And more)481Please respect copyright.PENANAaE1J2vhxx4
You had talent and brains,481Please respect copyright.PENANAVnrkZuw776
And was also physically neutral481Please respect copyright.PENANAlDAjyVNJvs
But when I tried to be friendly,481Please respect copyright.PENANAHdCNy3vzgf
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,481Please respect copyright.PENANAKLe3JSGWTr
I'm being too kind, too generous.481Please respect copyright.PENANARj4IOj0url
I was pushed to the ground481Please respect copyright.PENANAyxyL0a9LXT
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,481Please respect copyright.PENANAjCBpg0d9wL
But what's done is done481Please respect copyright.PENANAwpeuPuPi5w
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,481Please respect copyright.PENANAPhfFOI4325
Harsh words and insults481Please respect copyright.PENANA7kNIho0U0k
It became an irreplaceable friendship.481Please respect copyright.PENANAXPQxOiU8E3
However, in mine,481Please respect copyright.PENANANli71MJ4Oa
Glares and sharp glances481Please respect copyright.PENANADerWcCA8pm
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself481Please respect copyright.PENANAlAeYn0vBQc
"When did our loathing,481Please respect copyright.PENANATJJfsdrxFp
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015481Please respect copyright.PENANAkwrj5LEC0r
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016