其實，冷名知道她在胡鬧，只是她不想停下來，也沒辦法停下來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ346SL6gY00
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當她看見有誰被欺負了，會義不容辭的挺身而出，大家都以此稱讚她真的是當英雄的料。然而，事實並不是那樣的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXe8kkF0du
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如往常般來到雄英建築的高處，冷名站在上頭，讓髮絲隨風飄蕩，就如同心一般不安定。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLx2Pel9RG
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432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0qE17g7tm
「完全不理解他的狀況，自以為是的是誰？擅自覺得自己比較高貴，做著同樣的事卻還要制裁他人，傲慢的又是誰？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PXIdDd3Nm
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爆豪說話的模樣，在她的腦中揮之不去。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DROK85JXN
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4TukQnkZL
他說得沒錯，她根本沒有顧慮綠谷的心情，只是因為自己「覺得」他需要被保護，所以她才積極的想去守護他，不要讓他受到傷害，特別是來自言語的。可結果，自己不但做了多餘的事，還多傷害了一個人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng1sfF3uAx
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPuqrX6Gk0
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosrAlTYl1z
「『噁心的個性』？『欺凌他人凸顯自我價值』？妳難道忘了自己說過什麼嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77rY95bhYW
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBFUbtX7MO
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhF3WXysdD
爆豪的話再一次讓她意識到，她變回自己最討厭的那種人了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UPwD1mhrW
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpyrovoTT4
掩著嘴，冷名閉上了眼睛。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaFxhYp9fO
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3Iywaj9vi
她討厭爆豪，因為她討厭跟過去的她如出一轍的樣子。可為什麼，明明同樣是被言語傷害著，綠谷卻依然這麼積極正向，為什麼沒有被打倒呢？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbSDQ8sO0S
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMOvfIVwUV
是因為綠谷本來就是個正面的人嗎？還是因為有人救贖了他呢？又或是因為爆豪的心思夠細也夠了解綠谷，所以明白這些話對他還不構成傷害呢？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs6S3S75K0
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKlOQGqWS6
無論是哪一個，都只讓冷名不禁覺得——真幸運。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS4lIfCtQW
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明明不可以這樣想的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaxK683J0n
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當爆豪說完那些話時，冷名腦中那成堆的記憶再次被攪起、翻騰，令她瞳孔一縮，呼吸一屏。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY89hv9HDd2
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqPPMQippt
那是小學五年級的夏日，被爽約了的冷名提前折返就為了看看到底發生什麼事時，她親眼目睹了曾經深愛著的青梅竹馬跳樓自殺。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡax1nrI2oKe
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就在她的眼前頭破血流。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdPkZtLlOB
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH9H8OdNou
在青梅竹馬的房間裡，找到了成堆的垃圾紙條。打開來看後，上頭寫的全都是「對不起，我是廢物。」的字眼。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM53J8pKWSX
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmXR6dI0Sd
那個總是溫柔笑著的青梅竹馬，寫下的紅字字跡是如此潦草而用力，許多張紙都被劃破、撕裂。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlkmd5fiR1
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冷名記得很清楚，在他自殺的前一天，他曾問過她一句話。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GMqUCLweW
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDuqYugECV
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8fNsSdJuQ
「小冷，妳的個性果然很棒啊！跟妳比起來，我的個性……很沒用嗎？」他輕聲問著，口吻一如既往的柔和。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU8K0gN7tM
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyBi7G2PaQ
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPCwuYFNZs
微微張開眼，冷名不知何時已走到邊緣，腳底有一半已經懸空。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALg6gYSDHA
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvdETZwvBu
她當然也記得自己怎麼回答他的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzvzYyFx4p
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR33O81w6ii
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnh6uSPzzA
「當……當然！你的個性廢的簡直一點用處都沒有！」因為突然被喜歡的人誇了，所以緊張的胡亂脫口而出，還是小學生的冷名雙手抱起了胸來，「可是沒關係！你再怎麼沒用我都會保護你的！我說到做到！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjAZg0joaw
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5RmRUt5fo
「是嗎……」微微一笑，他露出了完全看不出端倪的笑容，「謝謝妳。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzjTr4Ye1y
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFW0MdSIkDt
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEW3uQTYlJ
那一聲謝謝，在日後回想起來格外的諷刺。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQBDBrVZmb
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3CgbOBzOk
踮起的腳尖緩緩離開地面，騰空、下墜，伸出的手彷彿要抓住天空，卻只是離藍天越來越遠。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ6Z7fLDsi
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgq1YCNLYS
「是我殺了你……夏季……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLO3J3o6OM
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eP1DdBvuq
自高樓跳下，冷名背對著地面望著明明澄清但在此刻卻灰濛迷茫的天空，任憑自己的身體墜落。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8JaTfrBnX
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcCKszPTsm
在向下跳之前，一道巨幅的水流包覆住了她，吸收了所有衝擊力。最終，她在自己個性聚集而來的流水緩衝下安全的落地了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrzomEIx0K
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeiAX7LI8E
踉蹌的站起身並解除個性，冷名手一揮，將濕透的自己身上的水分抽離後，雙手掩住了臉。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDHF6ULhj9
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J1E6i4ZFS
「即使如此我也沒有那個勇氣自殺啊……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jPZzXI0qs
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwad6i2kbm
跌跌撞撞的邁開步伐，冷名就這麼在路上慢慢的調整自己的心情，直到能恢復的像平常那般冷淡，她才回到了班上。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROzDtXzUZv
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她一直都是這麼過的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrNE3tbklK
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN3LbsROkf
每當夏季的死令她心裡痛苦難耐時，她就會試圖去感受當時他面對的死亡究竟是什麼感覺。可是，冷名總在半途因為害怕而卻步，因此她從來沒有成功過。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsHEFlxUo8
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpdeejxw0p
每一次躍下的時候，她都感到無比恐懼，所以她更無法想像夏季選擇墜樓的時候，是懷著怎樣的壓力與傷痛才能義無反顧的跳下去的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLfyjOJkj1
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqIXNtT7Kr
夏季的死，讓冷名對他的感情從愛變成了愧疚。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3MkqpcVsA
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lEVPJSNbh
她後悔所有對夏季說過的話。當她以為自己是世上最了解他的人時，她才知道自己是離他最遠的人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCZdkZIKJb
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9a4yLZHhD
開始不怎麼說話，也不與他人交心，儘管渴望著，但冷名不想再害任何人變得跟夏季一樣了。她寧願讓自己冷的像塊冰，也不希望自己再去傷害他人了，她只是想保護所有可能會受傷的人們。正因為如此，她才無法對爆豪的所作所為視而不見。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPopqZt4INy
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTA1hPFv2o
萬一綠谷總有一天變得跟夏季一樣怎麼辦？萬一爆豪就是下一個她又該怎麼辦？萬一悲劇一再上演該怎麼辦？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElYKb91UCV
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQX5ESs29P
那她該做的並不是厭惡爆豪，更不是像傷害夏季那樣去批評他，而是了解前因後果之後去引導他才對。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxqQa3jilO
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4GM23FPfd
「在那之前……先道歉吧……」閉上了眼睛，冷名的思考慢了下來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaE2J2FvqH
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HtGwNXihH
她累了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdoQUO0YEp
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黃昏時分，雄英的學生一個個都離開了學校，一年級生當然也不例外。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cAK5KWiDJ
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBCtbEnuwS
一如往常獨自拎起書包離去，在爆豪走出了建築以後，一個身影映入他的眼簾，令他停下了腳步。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgz2MnSZpn
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV4BBn1vFD
「讓開，『前輩』，妳擋到我的路了。」臉色沉了下來，爆豪對於她的印象一直都很差，完全不打算給她好臉色看。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRuDfWaNY8
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdUEIFue6U
但冷名可沒有要移動的意思。她望著爆豪，接著低下了頭來，無法好好正視他。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZw6rnsNA6
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好好道歉……和他好好道歉……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkY5tEHJNT
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi3g7Gd1SU
擰起了眉，雙手抱起胸來，冷名的唇在顫抖，根本沒辦法好好說話。跟被她傷害的人道歉這種事，她根本沒有做過。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnUKUde7ZY
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因為夏季在她能對他道歉之前就已經過世了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XnewGtkjn
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFD1tSSx2M
同樣蹙起了眉，爆豪見她一直不打算說話，不耐煩的打算直接越過她。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzZMn75pHU
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdYFZVhpZ5
然而當他與冷名擦肩而過之際，他聽見了她向他開了口。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR29PhGos9
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「對不起……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv2D6OYW9q
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在她身旁停下了腳步，但爆豪並沒有看向她。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHYPtU3Q6C
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4JLSqQRSE
「對不起……用水潑你……說你的個性噁心……是我太過分了……」別過頭去，冷名抱著手臂的手指掐緊，「你說的對……我太自以為是了……綠谷出久並不需要我保護……而且辱罵你的我也沒資格說話……」垂下眼簾，冷名的眸子閃動著，「讓你受到傷害了吧……對不……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSFNhpT2FZ
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxbElhTfJ0
「呿……所以我說妳自以為是不是嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlUECeRsAD
「……什麼？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblkHWSB3tC
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh81f6Biaq
側過頭來，爆豪看向了冷名那滿是愧疚的低落表情。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMtz9sr6QA
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ989pDaf6tI
「誰說我會因為那些話就受傷的？我可是要成為第一的人，這點話我根本不痛不癢啦！」瞇起眼睛盯著冷名，他低沉的說著，「倒是妳，不是被叫做什麼女王嗎？別開玩笑了啊！看看妳這副落魄的蠢樣！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrN1Y8Fg0pY
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCFJH7xwU6
自己突然開始被訓了一頓，冷名眨了眨眼，但也說不出什麼，只覺得自己應該要好好聽完。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aneGPOJpI
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiPgY6gSty
「女王這種東西是站在頂端的人用的吧？妳根本不配！」別過了頭，爆豪邁開了步伐，「要站在頂點的人會是我！不會是妳這種像是喪家犬的包子頭！如果妳還想成為英雄的話，就別老擺出那副快哭的混帳樣子！看了很煩啊！」本來是要就這麼離去，但他忽然又想到什麼似的回過了頭，「還有，我討厭在體育祭上放水的傢伙！不出全力的傢伙都去死吧！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTkZNI6ZWh
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdtmhUYnxo
冷名看著手比倒讚的少年兇巴巴的又對她吼了幾句以後，才甘願離開，她低下了頭來，看著自己空無一物的手掌，而後又望向那逐漸遠去的背影。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YX9AtXGJO
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGw1ziqsJx
「……好粗暴的原諒方式啊。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTtpTQdiAy
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她感覺到，爆豪勝己這個人，比她想得更加觀察敏銳、心思細膩。但他的應對態度讓她產生了個疑惑，因此她決定採取行動。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUUDEMD5FQ
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之前在角色介紹那裡寫的危險習慣432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sHibFPdQC
指的就是跳樓這件事432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60oybyn5iv
好孩子請不要模仿( ﾟдﾟ)432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpma9slHaWs
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbwtixqpX8
老是很想把爆豪的經典台詞「去死」塞進情節裡432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0YNMJF0qP
今天終於有機會啦！432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm7gv0P4N0
結果因為是硬塞的那句害我修改了好多次XDD432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSzHWnjRwy
不加個罵人嗆人的話432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDmjEiv3ee
整個句子都有種不是爆豪說的感覺432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QjEZnQq74
翻漫畫的時候還有看到他說渣滓432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYXCoiD2V9
但之前有描寫過爆豪看體育祭影片這件事432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWL56acUSC
也把冷名的實力描寫的不俗432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzOxSky5P7
所以在這邊不讓爆豪對冷名這麼說432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhegIYbkpp
算是實力上的認可吧
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXXR6QuAix
那麼今天就到這裡了432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2i4KhRpQhb
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