其實,冷名知道她在胡鬧,只是她不想停下來,也沒辦法停下來。205Please respect copyright.PENANAEzA8UUMpVS
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當她看見有誰被欺負了,會義不容辭的挺身而出,大家都以此稱讚她真的是當英雄的料。然而,事實並不是那樣的。205Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1TK04Zlp7
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如往常般來到雄英建築的高處,冷名站在上頭,讓髮絲隨風飄蕩,就如同心一般不安定。205Please respect copyright.PENANAt5cJsFhiPP
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「完全不理解他的狀況,自以為是的是誰?擅自覺得自己比較高貴,做著同樣的事卻還要制裁他人,傲慢的又是誰?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAc6DlwOBhNe
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爆豪說話的模樣,在她的腦中揮之不去。205Please respect copyright.PENANAQqOA5Ch1sJ
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他說得沒錯,她根本沒有顧慮綠谷的心情,只是因為自己「覺得」他需要被保護,所以她才積極的想去守護他,不要讓他受到傷害,特別是來自言語的。可結果,自己不但做了多餘的事,還多傷害了一個人。205Please respect copyright.PENANAFJWSUmYCZ1
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「『噁心的個性』?『欺凌他人凸顯自我價值』?妳難道忘了自己說過什麼嗎?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAKzqsJpMdWX
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爆豪的話再一次讓她意識到,她變回自己最討厭的那種人了。205Please respect copyright.PENANAu9xSRGa2qR
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掩著嘴,冷名閉上了眼睛。205Please respect copyright.PENANA1w9CKFO45J
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她討厭爆豪,因為她討厭跟過去的她如出一轍的樣子。可為什麼,明明同樣是被言語傷害著,綠谷卻依然這麼積極正向,為什麼沒有被打倒呢?205Please respect copyright.PENANACwlGFYEjFa
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是因為綠谷本來就是個正面的人嗎?還是因為有人救贖了他呢?又或是因為爆豪的心思夠細也夠了解綠谷,所以明白這些話對他還不構成傷害呢?205Please respect copyright.PENANAFBF9w77x1c
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無論是哪一個,都只讓冷名不禁覺得——真幸運。205Please respect copyright.PENANAf3E3V5AZWz
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明明不可以這樣想的。205Please respect copyright.PENANAmmQsrRl7Df
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當爆豪說完那些話時,冷名腦中那成堆的記憶再次被攪起、翻騰,令她瞳孔一縮,呼吸一屏。205Please respect copyright.PENANA5vM6oVCtRh
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那是小學五年級的夏日,被爽約了的冷名提前折返就為了看看到底發生什麼事時,她親眼目睹了曾經深愛著的青梅竹馬跳樓自殺。205Please respect copyright.PENANAfSc0eBcFah
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就在她的眼前頭破血流。205Please respect copyright.PENANAS0a1UVAe80
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在青梅竹馬的房間裡,找到了成堆的垃圾紙條。打開來看後,上頭寫的全都是「對不起,我是廢物。」的字眼。205Please respect copyright.PENANASzBwzkJOLv
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那個總是溫柔笑著的青梅竹馬,寫下的紅字字跡是如此潦草而用力,許多張紙都被劃破、撕裂。205Please respect copyright.PENANAOCY2kfddDO
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冷名記得很清楚,在他自殺的前一天,他曾問過她一句話。205Please respect copyright.PENANAYkJZCRhF1f
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「小冷,妳的個性果然很棒啊!跟妳比起來,我的個性……很沒用嗎?」他輕聲問著,口吻一如既往的柔和。205Please respect copyright.PENANAPie4TQKv3y
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微微張開眼,冷名不知何時已走到邊緣,腳底有一半已經懸空。205Please respect copyright.PENANADY49tFPRUa
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她當然也記得自己怎麼回答他的。205Please respect copyright.PENANAric3KS7iGp
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「當……當然!你的個性廢的簡直一點用處都沒有!」因為突然被喜歡的人誇了,所以緊張的胡亂脫口而出,還是小學生的冷名雙手抱起了胸來,「可是沒關係!你再怎麼沒用我都會保護你的!我說到做到!」205Please respect copyright.PENANAyZBRp8ZwSf
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「是嗎……」微微一笑,他露出了完全看不出端倪的笑容,「謝謝妳。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAG9Z48tQqVi
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那一聲謝謝,在日後回想起來格外的諷刺。205Please respect copyright.PENANAbry6RwzO4O
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踮起的腳尖緩緩離開地面,騰空、下墜,伸出的手彷彿要抓住天空,卻只是離藍天越來越遠。205Please respect copyright.PENANAABWyjzQ19L
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「是我殺了你……夏季……」205Please respect copyright.PENANAJGaADWhPzm
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自高樓跳下,冷名背對著地面望著明明澄清但在此刻卻灰濛迷茫的天空,任憑自己的身體墜落。205Please respect copyright.PENANAWGk58xs14s
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在向下跳之前,一道巨幅的水流包覆住了她,吸收了所有衝擊力。最終,她在自己個性聚集而來的流水緩衝下安全的落地了。205Please respect copyright.PENANAq10w8PEZGD
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踉蹌的站起身並解除個性,冷名手一揮,將濕透的自己身上的水分抽離後,雙手掩住了臉。205Please respect copyright.PENANAfdv5Eqw2Ma
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「即使如此我也沒有那個勇氣自殺啊……」205Please respect copyright.PENANAewT6tCFBn5
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跌跌撞撞的邁開步伐,冷名就這麼在路上慢慢的調整自己的心情,直到能恢復的像平常那般冷淡,她才回到了班上。205Please respect copyright.PENANAbN8zQ47Ssb
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她一直都是這麼過的。205Please respect copyright.PENANA6gTgvMZaS2
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每當夏季的死令她心裡痛苦難耐時,她就會試圖去感受當時他面對的死亡究竟是什麼感覺。可是,冷名總在半途因為害怕而卻步,因此她從來沒有成功過。205Please respect copyright.PENANAPLLsGNotVv
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每一次躍下的時候,她都感到無比恐懼,所以她更無法想像夏季選擇墜樓的時候,是懷著怎樣的壓力與傷痛才能義無反顧的跳下去的。205Please respect copyright.PENANAKUNd34E0xz
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夏季的死,讓冷名對他的感情從愛變成了愧疚。205Please respect copyright.PENANAevIaQ9uBw8
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她後悔所有對夏季說過的話。當她以為自己是世上最了解他的人時,她才知道自己是離他最遠的人。205Please respect copyright.PENANAvZE7XfYKPd
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開始不怎麼說話,也不與他人交心,儘管渴望著,但冷名不想再害任何人變得跟夏季一樣了。她寧願讓自己冷的像塊冰,也不希望自己再去傷害他人了,她只是想保護所有可能會受傷的人們。正因為如此,她才無法對爆豪的所作所為視而不見。205Please respect copyright.PENANAMmyP8NY4Rz
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萬一綠谷總有一天變得跟夏季一樣怎麼辦?萬一爆豪就是下一個她又該怎麼辦?萬一悲劇一再上演該怎麼辦?205Please respect copyright.PENANAmgbO73wz5K
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那她該做的並不是厭惡爆豪,更不是像傷害夏季那樣去批評他,而是了解前因後果之後去引導他才對。205Please respect copyright.PENANA0Q03TCJWR8
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「在那之前……先道歉吧……」閉上了眼睛,冷名的思考慢了下來。205Please respect copyright.PENANAOE04qdLwla
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她累了。205Please respect copyright.PENANASeTlKLOfZi
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黃昏時分,雄英的學生一個個都離開了學校,一年級生當然也不例外。205Please respect copyright.PENANAoHVYV2MaR9
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一如往常獨自拎起書包離去,在爆豪走出了建築以後,一個身影映入他的眼簾,令他停下了腳步。205Please respect copyright.PENANAmWztzaHTqy
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「讓開,『前輩』,妳擋到我的路了。」臉色沉了下來,爆豪對於她的印象一直都很差,完全不打算給她好臉色看。205Please respect copyright.PENANA9nDbwcbhAK
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但冷名可沒有要移動的意思。她望著爆豪,接著低下了頭來,無法好好正視他。205Please respect copyright.PENANA2hJ5fiRsqk
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好好道歉……和他好好道歉……205Please respect copyright.PENANA3xI5otk8CR
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擰起了眉,雙手抱起胸來,冷名的唇在顫抖,根本沒辦法好好說話。跟被她傷害的人道歉這種事,她根本沒有做過。205Please respect copyright.PENANApAUb3e6RPY
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因為夏季在她能對他道歉之前就已經過世了。205Please respect copyright.PENANAqvDnKnukum
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同樣蹙起了眉,爆豪見她一直不打算說話,不耐煩的打算直接越過她。205Please respect copyright.PENANA9mBHSyhr7T
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然而當他與冷名擦肩而過之際,他聽見了她向他開了口。205Please respect copyright.PENANAQCNankwIZI
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「對不起……」205Please respect copyright.PENANAjdXkp2YkFK
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在她身旁停下了腳步,但爆豪並沒有看向她。205Please respect copyright.PENANA0o3JqfNlG6
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「對不起……用水潑你……說你的個性噁心……是我太過分了……」別過頭去,冷名抱著手臂的手指掐緊,「你說的對……我太自以為是了……綠谷出久並不需要我保護……而且辱罵你的我也沒資格說話……」垂下眼簾,冷名的眸子閃動著,「讓你受到傷害了吧……對不……」205Please respect copyright.PENANAVCye066AaO
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「呿……所以我說妳自以為是不是嗎?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAhYYsBLkBcx
「……什麼?」205Please respect copyright.PENANAMjAOc7d25B
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側過頭來,爆豪看向了冷名那滿是愧疚的低落表情。205Please respect copyright.PENANA6qlnRUkxtJ
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「誰說我會因為那些話就受傷的?我可是要成為第一的人,這點話我根本不痛不癢啦!」瞇起眼睛盯著冷名,他低沉的說著,「倒是妳,不是被叫做什麼女王嗎?別開玩笑了啊!看看妳這副落魄的蠢樣!」205Please respect copyright.PENANABzNAA4hY5H
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自己突然開始被訓了一頓,冷名眨了眨眼,但也說不出什麼,只覺得自己應該要好好聽完。205Please respect copyright.PENANAhknztBalVo
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「女王這種東西是站在頂端的人用的吧?妳根本不配!」別過了頭,爆豪邁開了步伐,「要站在頂點的人會是我!不會是妳這種像是喪家犬的包子頭!如果妳還想成為英雄的話,就別老擺出那副快哭的混帳樣子!看了很煩啊!」本來是要就這麼離去,但他忽然又想到什麼似的回過了頭,「還有,我討厭在體育祭上放水的傢伙!不出全力的傢伙都去死吧!」205Please respect copyright.PENANARA9LOpuuyP
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冷名看著手比倒讚的少年兇巴巴的又對她吼了幾句以後,才甘願離開,她低下了頭來,看著自己空無一物的手掌,而後又望向那逐漸遠去的背影。205Please respect copyright.PENANAQtNbtcgUuB
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「……好粗暴的原諒方式啊。」205Please respect copyright.PENANAau3ma8eJIW
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她感覺到,爆豪勝己這個人,比她想得更加觀察敏銳、心思細膩。但他的應對態度讓她產生了個疑惑,因此她決定採取行動。205Please respect copyright.PENANAAuOpxdFABt
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之前在角色介紹那裡寫的危險習慣205Please respect copyright.PENANAvWCjJsN564
指的就是跳樓這件事205Please respect copyright.PENANAl9eVif3ulI
好孩子請不要模仿( ゚д゚)205Please respect copyright.PENANAT70kj784eU
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老是很想把爆豪的經典台詞「去死」塞進情節裡205Please respect copyright.PENANAqYHdNIYVUN
今天終於有機會啦!205Please respect copyright.PENANAEY8sn4hjus
結果因為是硬塞的那句害我修改了好多次XDD205Please respect copyright.PENANAxlvNWguoY9
不加個罵人嗆人的話205Please respect copyright.PENANAz3SzeKHYua
整個句子都有種不是爆豪說的感覺205Please respect copyright.PENANAaD0rYRSPkR
翻漫畫的時候還有看到他說渣滓205Please respect copyright.PENANA0FQVfOg6Ry
但之前有描寫過爆豪看體育祭影片這件事205Please respect copyright.PENANAmrSi6StJW2
也把冷名的實力描寫的不俗205Please respect copyright.PENANAmKNBzYI4qc
所以在這邊不讓爆豪對冷名這麼說205Please respect copyright.PENANAQY7fdy85Xf
算是實力上的認可吧
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那麼今天就到這裡了205Please respect copyright.PENANAW2bwCqzsSR
感謝觀看的各位!