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Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdWJINIgdH
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVmXaFb2b9
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKg6U8Imx6h
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74273p1frs
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPulEofH8H
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsFaTgY13B
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly9yEzybr4
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TbIE9i3pD
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3nYd65idP
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQTFURNEmy
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxh0mvxU72
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUnFmjcrrz
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQVpYMWkm0
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVL83pGVfe
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIbKHwxDNf
She said, 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDotf1TJuM
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyichaCW44
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACEX0SyRUz
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9xpiKb4q2
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0WrFC6iHJ
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7lK1A1jbR
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPExCI5jjnN
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFt3T6dAUol
"Psycho" and "Loser". 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwySnHASqFn
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiKifkxgqW
After i settled I asked him631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUrao4RY7A
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk6S4E2ewG
He looked at me in surprise and said631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLQyh6RO7T
" Why would i tell any one"?? 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4De8f9PhU
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuMtlhhWNN
"Then who told this"??631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BoxXZl2lN
He hesitated a moment and then said631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ieKqXNzfb
" Liz"!! 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTArlY3Yj94
I was moved by this answer.631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMy2Giguj6
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9AnotIYpw
My heart gave a loud Thump. 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRMre3MtTu
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lOoi2JtAv
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0bRi37nmu
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCDveOBARl
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSGbbs6T6r
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQopfttmXf
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ643z5mfIbS
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQpfjZOxdS
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevGrRaBBAS
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBmR5c8l2S
