Living A Lie409Please respect copyright.PENANAVEJSvdkJdx
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive409Please respect copyright.PENANAq9jQaxdUqt
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 409Please respect copyright.PENANA2aMt7hXvDC
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.409Please respect copyright.PENANALhWg4a7Meu
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.409Please respect copyright.PENANAw7uLDyoVmh
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.409Please respect copyright.PENANAUALtUtBTah
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 409Please respect copyright.PENANAawhtIIH9Wm
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,409Please respect copyright.PENANA8PCtXSBI5h
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!409Please respect copyright.PENANAl7gqxpSmeS
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.409Please respect copyright.PENANA7vsfNxChW8
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 409Please respect copyright.PENANA8qRPFRVypa
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.409Please respect copyright.PENANAoA9VE6URUU
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.409Please respect copyright.PENANAetYcKPfwoq
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 409Please respect copyright.PENANANQrMm5C1GS
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 409Please respect copyright.PENANAoqroitWrzH
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.409Please respect copyright.PENANAUqG5o9Q9na
She said, 409Please respect copyright.PENANALiktGW9NRz
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 409Please respect copyright.PENANAyN33EwzNq2
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one409Please respect copyright.PENANAUk6a4eJqbj
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.409Please respect copyright.PENANAilRdlJiHwV
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 409Please respect copyright.PENANAYLw1AD1YV2
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,409Please respect copyright.PENANAAtO98hac5V
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!409Please respect copyright.PENANAB6C6g1jjdR
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 409Please respect copyright.PENANAeDLwhyyGIA
"Psycho" and "Loser". 409Please respect copyright.PENANA3MtlwFBzEJ
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.409Please respect copyright.PENANAD9Sd1L8YJA
After i settled I asked him409Please respect copyright.PENANAxiYxx5BqoA
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 409Please respect copyright.PENANA64aKNwxx6X
He looked at me in surprise and said409Please respect copyright.PENANAWJh2XHcW7n
" Why would i tell any one"?? 409Please respect copyright.PENANAWq8klk0PrU
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 409Please respect copyright.PENANAREsDYWQwqH
"Then who told this"??409Please respect copyright.PENANA9NMOms7TTG
He hesitated a moment and then said409Please respect copyright.PENANANuFSfjRT3Y
" Liz"!! 409Please respect copyright.PENANAntvPaejHjz
I was moved by this answer.409Please respect copyright.PENANAo4hkkjegU4
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 409Please respect copyright.PENANAOq7dvaATep
My heart gave a loud Thump. 409Please respect copyright.PENANAmxsIVZ7xjV
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 409Please respect copyright.PENANAbJHnR8q9Dx
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,409Please respect copyright.PENANA2AghuKi92R
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 409Please respect copyright.PENANAKNBqWtzSB0
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said409Please respect copyright.PENANABmLNIxl4Zv
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 409Please respect copyright.PENANALjlDtpVMu7
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 409Please respect copyright.PENANAivofyZXDAx
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!409Please respect copyright.PENANA1uoHqO4Hpo
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.409Please respect copyright.PENANAdXyce11HcS
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!409Please respect copyright.PENANATMPy4shM69