Living A Lie664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyTyeHVvRu
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaQ5Eus018
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmO1Uk8ImH
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKQyoNCeuo
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtE0kvjEx8
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0r6sve4Us
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfidYyLDq92
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLeqgfDMW2
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPE9LpchiE
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNj0Ige8LJ
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUBOPSeTck
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoX2G4baSX
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1ytiEvzlN
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM2JjA3wc6
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW3K0Km7g8
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JzsKLS3xC
She said, 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXrQZyhpZ1
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnelFfMgum
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5FUyG7rKI
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu2gKpLUMs
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5ICYbCTTs
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn4RT7mGui
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4nJml6YTp
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWatY6YoWxN
"Psycho" and "Loser". 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk7OhXenAD
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgS9WgdWJn
After i settled I asked him664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBCAMcjTDY
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkil5c0zXAA
He looked at me in surprise and said664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIWW04IeIw
" Why would i tell any one"?? 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZbEvE4iek
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsDSiE8QSn
"Then who told this"??664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCWTNwr1I7
He hesitated a moment and then said664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdVcmyyh2a
" Liz"!! 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypC2hvdQx2
I was moved by this answer.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELnYHgViqB
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLoon4huyK
My heart gave a loud Thump. 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOT9OwDjNE
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSSUQGH1rE
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQtgzirs95
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIE2JzZgTA
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfEEaVSMx9
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY3zhn6MMi
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyus8jGV1Tu
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lQ4d3DtX0
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdVTN2SRqa
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv658B61es
