十月三日，子晴靈魂消失的第十天。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ899tiCiOFl
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禮拜天早上醒來，家裡除了風扇轉動的聲音外，沒有半點聲響。看來家中兩老是外出吃早餐去了。本想著打電話給嘉雯，但從房門探出頭去看了眼客廳的掛鐘，九點不到，時間還太早。免得吵醒人家，便暫時打消了念頭。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU2rrPiqhx
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拿起放在床頭子晴留下的書，翻開昨晚沒看完的篇章。從封底的簡介來看，那是一個淒美的愛情故事，雖然有些俗套，但一想到這是子晴離開前最後看的書便有繼續看下去的欲望。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O3h23v7r9
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我在一段文字停了下來，想像著子晴看到這裡時的反應。就算是那麼愛笑的你，看到這裡也一定會哭吧。這感覺像是和她一同經歷書中的故事一樣，字裡行間能感受子晴看到某個情節、某個場景、某句話時的情感流露，這是現在還能感受到她真實存在的方法。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCa12iCvs7
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想到這裡，我拿起手中的書，嗅了嗅書的封面，嘗試捕獲她指尖遺留的氣息，但進入鼻腔的還是和之前一樣混雜著霉味的書香。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfd9y7qQCsC
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沒過多久，老媽提著外帶的早餐回來了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmeblNWgQo
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「趁熱快吃吧。」老媽說完走進廁所，隨後傳來幾聲劇烈的乾咳。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4EODlsUpM
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「沒事吧。」我把燒賣嚥下後問道。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwnzmuUFQP
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「最近有點咳嗽。」她從廁所走出來說。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTPmdHjto4
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「好像不是這一兩天的事了吧。」我說著夾起腸粉，關心道：64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSzLoUkfVO
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「沒有看醫生嗎？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKOMgB0dsg
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老媽向來就有容易咳嗽的體質，她說是從爺爺那裡遺傳的，但我已無從考證。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC8CwWXqN6
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「喝點止咳水，過兩天就好了。」她拿起桌上新買來的止咳水喝了四分之一。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoDMZKGbrF
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「這種事不用這麼節儉吧，病向淺中醫不是你的口頭禪？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVqtwp9VTZ
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「止咳水就夠了，看醫生多浪費錢，進去看一看就四五百起跳，買東西吃不好？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9UTQCN8cW
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她顯得有些不耐煩，而我好像看見了自己生病時嚷著不用去看醫生的模樣。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVJOlA5n4T
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「真是的，說我的時候就說得這麼起勁。」我瞄了她一眼，把掉出來的蝦仁一口塞進嘴裡。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAzRQhUbol
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「下個星期去野餐嗎？好久沒去了。」她像閒不住似地邊裝著吸塵器吸頭邊說。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7ffZ50C7z
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「怎麼這麼有興致。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j7jmMEPgh
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「我看你最近考試壓力挺大的，總是擺著副苦瓜臉。趁著秋涼，去外面逛逛也好啊。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7kPHoxAa6
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「放心，我沒事，今天不去嗎？」我邊說邊扭頭看向窗外，陽光曬在窗台，天氣一片晴朗。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjIGkEQVLO
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「你老爸突然要加班，早餐都沒吃完就回公司去了。」她翻了個白眼。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKOPjGPJCU
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「那就下禮拜吧。」我想了想，反正也是悶著，抱著出去走走散散心也好的想法，便答應了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW1Usd7TeR
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「說定了，下禮拜六，山頂公園。」她說。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHku2uKYid
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「嗯，山頂公園......」我看了眼電視櫃上的照片，說：64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRechJeMyt
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「上次去的時候小白也在吧。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzejGRf7T9
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「對啊，這樣算起來，都快兩年沒去野餐了。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vdXfLIIRT
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「小白死後好像就沒有怎麼出去戶外活動過了。」我感慨。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93vivQbPca
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「要再養一隻嗎，無聊的時候有隻狗陪著也好。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8oJFt4E89
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「老媽！你可真是沒心沒肺，小白才死了兩年。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtjaEESwyn
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那種失去的痛苦已經夠多了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdkDbQav3Q
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「小白和你都是我一手拉扯大的，我和愛你一樣愛它。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnRTimXJwR
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她若無其事地拿起吸塵器吸著地板。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPpfyZrE1b
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「就是說啊。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTyxQsSjqQ
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「但人總要向前看的嘛。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLad1SMRjh
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對於老媽的薄情，我很是生氣，躺上床把書翻回剛才停下的段落，卻沒有心思繼續看下去。明明老媽在小白死掉的時候哭得比我還淒厲，怎麼才兩年就變得這麼冷漠。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZUJnmnNeF
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我看著天花板想不出答案來，從抽屜找出佈滿歲月痕跡的舊相簿，隨便翻開一頁，是滿月照。在睡床上小小的我旁邊躺著的是一隻小白狗，它就是小白，一隻純白的薩摩耶。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu4IY29A78
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我放任手指繼續翻下去，翻開的是剛上幼稚園站在家門口的我，那是我第一次穿上校服上學。照片裡小白也長大了，小舌頭舔我新皮鞋的瞬間被快門紀錄了下來。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKAbvO12Xo
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我繼續翻著，照片裡每一段成長的時刻都有小白的存在。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ntJDntu6H
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