十月三日，子晴靈魂消失的第十天。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdrji4n00G
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCHpXDrdHy
禮拜天早上醒來，家裡除了風扇轉動的聲音外，沒有半點聲響。看來家中兩老是外出吃早餐去了。本想著打電話給嘉雯，但從房門探出頭去看了眼客廳的掛鐘，九點不到，時間還太早。免得吵醒人家，便暫時打消了念頭。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMDAmHgEao
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH90kjtrx21
拿起放在床頭子晴留下的書，翻開昨晚沒看完的篇章。從封底的簡介來看，那是一個淒美的愛情故事，雖然有些俗套，但一想到這是子晴離開前最後看的書便有繼續看下去的欲望。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PhnP0HpxD
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRadqDt2zz
我在一段文字停了下來，想像著子晴看到這裡時的反應。就算是那麼愛笑的你，看到這裡也一定會哭吧。這感覺像是和她一同經歷書中的故事一樣，字裡行間能感受子晴看到某個情節、某個場景、某句話時的情感流露，這是現在還能感受到她真實存在的方法。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjy4Xr6JWTb
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2ZefMqbBt
想到這裡，我拿起手中的書，嗅了嗅書的封面，嘗試捕獲她指尖遺留的氣息，但進入鼻腔的還是和之前一樣混雜著霉味的書香。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZrEGKEhAB
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZLWOF5ten
沒過多久，老媽提著外帶的早餐回來了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsq2m8oKdi
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxpuG3XeID
「趁熱快吃吧。」老媽說完走進廁所，隨後傳來幾聲劇烈的乾咳。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF4FLgNcAu
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVpCDR2jVI
「沒事吧。」我把燒賣嚥下後問道。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrReuyp4uPe
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EJSi0xWXk
「最近有點咳嗽。」她從廁所走出來說。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGKZphPsrL
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oG1p5XNE6
「好像不是這一兩天的事了吧。」我說著夾起腸粉，關心道：61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qDPveK44I
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUroeAwHkB
「沒有看醫生嗎？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljL3KJtF34
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyfnmRA1nB
老媽向來就有容易咳嗽的體質，她說是從爺爺那裡遺傳的，但我已無從考證。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2i8HXEiIOA
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeKczmm8Sj
「喝點止咳水，過兩天就好了。」她拿起桌上新買來的止咳水喝了四分之一。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACjL6Zay37
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLodowqdcWN
「這種事不用這麼節儉吧，病向淺中醫不是你的口頭禪？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZZzZmETSE
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ83u57u5jN
「止咳水就夠了，看醫生多浪費錢，進去看一看就四五百起跳，買東西吃不好？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XEBaQxToL
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwplfW1bt4U
她顯得有些不耐煩，而我好像看見了自己生病時嚷著不用去看醫生的模樣。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ910uUqQG7s
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5YB9INrPM
「真是的，說我的時候就說得這麼起勁。」我瞄了她一眼，把掉出來的蝦仁一口塞進嘴裡。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7yj6BBkvh
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ig3vODYEA
「下個星期去野餐嗎？好久沒去了。」她像閒不住似地邊裝著吸塵器吸頭邊說。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oOiYyzED6
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryAamYVruB
「怎麼這麼有興致。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgg3mMbi2y
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2Z2LEUd2R
「我看你最近考試壓力挺大的，總是擺著副苦瓜臉。趁著秋涼，去外面逛逛也好啊。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5qoxXc5jF
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHMQZ4xSh3
「放心，我沒事，今天不去嗎？」我邊說邊扭頭看向窗外，陽光曬在窗台，天氣一片晴朗。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv8T4yKu2I
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjEuVq324p
「你老爸突然要加班，早餐都沒吃完就回公司去了。」她翻了個白眼。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMLswasCQ8
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooZUsqBBno
「那就下禮拜吧。」我想了想，反正也是悶著，抱著出去走走散散心也好的想法，便答應了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7Umr1wVsn
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh6a1PGsCy
「說定了，下禮拜六，山頂公園。」她說。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKud7wb1H1
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdRa2VIkFK
「嗯，山頂公園......」我看了眼電視櫃上的照片，說：61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbikYiElRw5
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKC7D0bzSD7
「上次去的時候小白也在吧。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjsd49ZM2d
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOuAq1m44x
「對啊，這樣算起來，都快兩年沒去野餐了。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGw6gzH446N
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95zMOjasSD
「小白死後好像就沒有怎麼出去戶外活動過了。」我感慨。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdxIZxu32a
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLvdZmoygq
「要再養一隻嗎，無聊的時候有隻狗陪著也好。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK2Ba8U6xW
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXefB3YRx4d
「老媽！你可真是沒心沒肺，小白才死了兩年。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBED8XHA94
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuN6Wnwq5z
那種失去的痛苦已經夠多了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFy53H2IP0
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqRpm9Dmn4
「小白和你都是我一手拉扯大的，我和愛你一樣愛它。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhobNomdMeL
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsep5x6ewx
她若無其事地拿起吸塵器吸著地板。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uplycVBOF
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6ohbCBXyq
「就是說啊。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqk7r5Zg4Y
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIETAnFdKGn
「但人總要向前看的嘛。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNtdsJeuvt
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1XuRLdbDL
對於老媽的薄情，我很是生氣，躺上床把書翻回剛才停下的段落，卻沒有心思繼續看下去。明明老媽在小白死掉的時候哭得比我還淒厲，怎麼才兩年就變得這麼冷漠。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQtTOtLi6C
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5umCD5hjnL
我看著天花板想不出答案來，從抽屜找出佈滿歲月痕跡的舊相簿，隨便翻開一頁，是滿月照。在睡床上小小的我旁邊躺著的是一隻小白狗，它就是小白，一隻純白的薩摩耶。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAGYCAQPKS
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2BItXp1Vt
我放任手指繼續翻下去，翻開的是剛上幼稚園站在家門口的我，那是我第一次穿上校服上學。照片裡小白也長大了，小舌頭舔我新皮鞋的瞬間被快門紀錄了下來。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdnZy26lz3
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7ZkxfSb2Y
我繼續翻著，照片裡每一段成長的時刻都有小白的存在。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdpE6iWni5
Penana
search
登入arrow_drop_down
註冊arrow_drop_down
