十月三日,子晴靈魂消失的第十天。15Please respect copyright.PENANAuniplPpQAw
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禮拜天早上醒來,家裡除了風扇轉動的聲音外,沒有半點聲響。看來家中兩老是外出吃早餐去了。本想著打電話給嘉雯,但從房門探出頭去看了眼客廳的掛鐘,九點不到,時間還太早。免得吵醒人家,便暫時打消了念頭。15Please respect copyright.PENANAB6UzrZmkPl
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拿起放在床頭子晴留下的書,翻開昨晚沒看完的篇章。從封底的簡介來看,那是一個淒美的愛情故事,雖然有些俗套,但一想到這是子晴離開前最後看的書便有繼續看下去的欲望。15Please respect copyright.PENANAugNfGT7T9I
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我在一段文字停了下來,想像著子晴看到這裡時的反應。就算是那麼愛笑的你,看到這裡也一定會哭吧。這感覺像是和她一同經歷書中的故事一樣,字裡行間能感受子晴看到某個情節、某個場景、某句話時的情感流露,這是現在還能感受到她真實存在的方法。15Please respect copyright.PENANAuYVSii0WJD
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想到這裡,我拿起手中的書,嗅了嗅書的封面,嘗試捕獲她指尖遺留的氣息,但進入鼻腔的還是和之前一樣混雜著霉味的書香。15Please respect copyright.PENANAY3DbHwYjwK
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沒過多久,老媽提著外帶的早餐回來了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAQLCuEL3e6O
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「趁熱快吃吧。」老媽說完走進廁所,隨後傳來幾聲劇烈的乾咳。15Please respect copyright.PENANA2n9Ji8A6Sn
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「沒事吧。」我把燒賣嚥下後問道。15Please respect copyright.PENANARcPztgS3rS
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「最近有點咳嗽。」她從廁所走出來說。15Please respect copyright.PENANAueslF1saBF
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「好像不是這一兩天的事了吧。」我說著夾起腸粉,關心道:15Please respect copyright.PENANAVsqKLexnAD
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「沒有看醫生嗎?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAFkGcMMdTFk
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老媽向來就有容易咳嗽的體質,她說是從爺爺那裡遺傳的,但我已無從考證。15Please respect copyright.PENANAmDzQ43Ak5o
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「喝點止咳水,過兩天就好了。」她拿起桌上新買來的止咳水喝了四分之一。15Please respect copyright.PENANAqp2Y4tfSbw
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「這種事不用這麼節儉吧,病向淺中醫不是你的口頭禪?」15Please respect copyright.PENANA4RNOCXOJ6u
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「止咳水就夠了,看醫生多浪費錢,進去看一看就四五百起跳,買東西吃不好?」15Please respect copyright.PENANAChulFCL4wx
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她顯得有些不耐煩,而我好像看見了自己生病時嚷著不用去看醫生的模樣。15Please respect copyright.PENANA2hMh4bcsg1
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「真是的,說我的時候就說得這麼起勁。」我瞄了她一眼,把掉出來的蝦仁一口塞進嘴裡。15Please respect copyright.PENANAo14ss81kvP
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「下個星期去野餐嗎?好久沒去了。」她像閒不住似地邊裝著吸塵器吸頭邊說。15Please respect copyright.PENANAEgHDUvZNg4
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「怎麼這麼有興致。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAGl6PT2xIHw
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「我看你最近考試壓力挺大的,總是擺著副苦瓜臉。趁著秋涼,去外面逛逛也好啊。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAyajIJm0aW8
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「放心,我沒事,今天不去嗎?」我邊說邊扭頭看向窗外,陽光曬在窗台,天氣一片晴朗。15Please respect copyright.PENANAobj5fNMnS5
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「你老爸突然要加班,早餐都沒吃完就回公司去了。」她翻了個白眼。15Please respect copyright.PENANAFSVtWXbARL
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「那就下禮拜吧。」我想了想,反正也是悶著,抱著出去走走散散心也好的想法,便答應了。15Please respect copyright.PENANADWdgxTeHAm
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「說定了,下禮拜六,山頂公園。」她說。15Please respect copyright.PENANAZzzvJJuQHa
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「嗯,山頂公園......」我看了眼電視櫃上的照片,說:15Please respect copyright.PENANAOtDgSiyNY0
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「上次去的時候小白也在吧。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAFP3GqFRPgz
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「對啊,這樣算起來,都快兩年沒去野餐了。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAEdH63Nxkry
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「小白死後好像就沒有怎麼出去戶外活動過了。」我感慨。15Please respect copyright.PENANAXKhI4r7uFF
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「要再養一隻嗎,無聊的時候有隻狗陪著也好。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAeNQPod10qn
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「老媽!你可真是沒心沒肺,小白才死了兩年。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAkO1lLzMlZs
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那種失去的痛苦已經夠多了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAyyTweY3JeU
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「小白和你都是我一手拉扯大的,我和愛你一樣愛它。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAIYWl5IvVBK
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她若無其事地拿起吸塵器吸著地板。15Please respect copyright.PENANAtYHzhYYcIz
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「就是說啊。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAJP7hplttKA
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「但人總要向前看的嘛。」15Please respect copyright.PENANAgC3kqjUYGC
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對於老媽的薄情,我很是生氣,躺上床把書翻回剛才停下的段落,卻沒有心思繼續看下去。明明老媽在小白死掉的時候哭得比我還淒厲,怎麼才兩年就變得這麼冷漠。15Please respect copyright.PENANAWtuoW1pT7J
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我看著天花板想不出答案來,從抽屜找出佈滿歲月痕跡的舊相簿,隨便翻開一頁,是滿月照。在睡床上小小的我旁邊躺著的是一隻小白狗,它就是小白,一隻純白的薩摩耶。15Please respect copyright.PENANAr8ufqtyUqK
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我放任手指繼續翻下去,翻開的是剛上幼稚園站在家門口的我,那是我第一次穿上校服上學。照片裡小白也長大了,小舌頭舔我新皮鞋的瞬間被快門紀錄了下來。15Please respect copyright.PENANACtmObBcA1b
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我繼續翻著,照片裡每一段成長的時刻都有小白的存在。15Please respect copyright.PENANAzbCzLfPBjO