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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOL6vK5YJ3
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『嘩啦——』773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZtGBLjKqr
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「這都下多久了......」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlgVdyp9f9
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzET2yfo9HN
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4QnqTZNhT
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyG7UqwgSx
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN14i3ATZt4
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『鈴——鈴——』773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7eKaACjpE
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rGl9MuJ6P
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一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdRF6QBm5i
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIaKjJdC3R
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR0aT2fLYQ
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「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrUlgbV5pr
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGfsHKz93i
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfJFATDOXH
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hIRHfG5YJ
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnM6qQlrOW
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3Hr2VASFr
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCnhONDcC7
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqykSdZSPf7
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDUo8RnVUN
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到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QlhhrPC3c
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJxhAgGGdF
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4gcoRSeTZ
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某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERkAUKmV1k
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從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX22ys8WpGw
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6wW5KxXHG
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasiFTUO9IH
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk3z7LUGOV
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmgBzpEst6
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紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFbunQdwf5
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhzwCN7sUB
「還會痛嗎？」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnxEJsiiqc
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4wYQSahiz
「不會了，謝謝。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2k29MMEW3
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2CksVTjIe
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil4RBiQxy5
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gRpXoljp2
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldpfS7uQCd
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQFq8IFDDx
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB11Bg96U2Q
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttg0ul1nLQ
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SNDSXBY2M
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUra8eO3Fa
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4ZpeRLpyb
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk2R5s59oN
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpSy1UhUiA
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0Eneeh8cK
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiywYMHbiY
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n4NqmfwtK
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtttn2yCPp
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieNYv46Zw6
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadBcvqkb5Y
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXTWfM18bt
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtso8IbUfU
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRggaeDfFXD
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCqjcNVzd5
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「也是。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b10AquaIO
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我只是在逃避。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gVpc9AKuQ
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe2827CFL5
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu6SCHydOF
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我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlBfVXi4dE
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBEXNee8EW
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWBb1wPpfz
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMF76zyLF1
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
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夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE23FFiO4Wd
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnkg34m6JJ
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRyc9r42DM
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWNhUSBJeL
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl37hIH26FU
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpP3SuI0d4
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSq9dnoQb46
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl0jZP1tvb
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JKz5naTW9
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「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSmT2Qkmug
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEsHdF0TXs
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL7pfA9SLN
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23NyMAX8pi
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就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT0kPgfFRR
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjni3ASOoWl
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdjeA95ZNH
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hx0HtIlDs
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8pEVV6LYm
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「過來！」他對我喊著。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOxOn614KI
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「不。」我退後了一步。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXilBcrfiyO
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3FGTy2e2f
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpFurLywkS
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr20NxyRfBT
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaIvek39eY
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNndoo5Qc0b
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptHNChLpAF
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSTRDm3QTY
「我......」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJKF2PeOhn
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayQy09rsm8
「不要靠近我！」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ987816zmyz
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH6b2cN681
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNx5w6jA92
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaQEc96VGj
但是，我卻無法相信自己。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7AfPaRTLG
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKsqhMOvOf
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8yS7wN6o1
「你是傻子嗎！」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiX0DnKKnm6
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85jHr4upH1
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8xa8myOE5
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqobKXEsSvB
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgZwZPipg7
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0jzQcjpn2
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDE9TRB8JW
像烈日的太陽一般。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyqMgI0JKQ
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw7CLxpSpu
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7v7vtjtZS
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0eGL9plzZ
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYeotJrK8U
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6kMvHTUjj
「我們回家，好嗎。」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfezyfVmaxc
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPycZ6h8pp
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs82DLgMncE
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oWoMKxGkK
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zJY4E2XA2
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEBmcNYEGs
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg4ybAyvZ2
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEcagZHREl
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFSvhwEYh3
773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgH52FQcqW
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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