836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtF2ELaGbK
連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqkQgI9lvb
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwELhszmH4s
『嘩啦——』836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJq65s7F4Pi
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkiUQlNSoV
「這都下多久了......」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJNRxQYgOk
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gd1ZehOz8
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HQgGvXBjv
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPDF28Nly0
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKx8sOt0zm
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17r8uvvjS8
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5SdDa2NtB
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYMV7Ag5z7
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jFT3gPGbs
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81MjcHkE2J
『鈴——鈴——』836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz9hZdU2cd
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG50VlxFkB
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHAHh287JO
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AUiTKpstw
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63QfWbcxsP
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUNomSSmML
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2IbJuq30C
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4GwrP6jqR
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtEBt62LnB
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpplCpSol6
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl76Dg9Webx
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlHpik8Whg
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ovZwaZrQL
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjkqylPipM
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi84jqHOt6
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA5JZhDz9Y
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqyHvi6qvV
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmFc3ox77R
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhtLpjR3gI
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpGgzBJ6Hd
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuTSa4yXyC
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPdHwgiSsb
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbRbQoJ4zV
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDH65VFptF
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvdoc7mKTG
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm0g1UWsiB
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi3dHNGJRc
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGM552QyDQ
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXlxwO1gyW
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMBJoyLA48
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl1CCl84pL
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQtvyVmrup
「還會痛嗎？」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcWxW57y8K
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4gZq5Fx1y
「不會了，謝謝。」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfNhXEw59Y
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsvdkxCAxk
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCsOu17ODd
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuEoWfShdI
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bAHR3yTLl
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qzNMUmrXJ
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eTceilAhy
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LKrV5EUaU
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IT5ljAak7
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NVdXks9VQ
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelG6XaWRq3
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MfP8uaaRY
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0il0tVWbl
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOgPrAFVIe
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTrn5wbK9f
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZMLxGGJtT
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJjsDBvR3P
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8LFcIClTr
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauaCWvvKRG
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCB38vU3gW
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l084cXjGd
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVFJ0VDw12
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp6mHn8Wit
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcMlKi8NjZ
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAYPO3Q5yY
「也是。」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iuPOae0f6
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiaojR3I0V
我只是在逃避。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETQ29cmB9J
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VzOwfovfD
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfw7keEtSC
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzbVztBwJO
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzeItl6i9s
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAaqpJu2c7
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT7tExTAHn
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ABumkXgkd
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN4MVS6zim
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw0R1SJU4N
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaiFWZEqqo
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBHr59G1aY
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T1RG6AtbI
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujKECe0ZjH
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTIh2SkCy2
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53GKNnGDir
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADfruyYT8E
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWwP6fEEWn
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4h7bztXe8
「別走！」
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LZo6RYAGI
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJLmoLct9A
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3630nZ1wG
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK2UyDt0FP
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlOSPsqlav
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6nQSbfsrV
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdiFyq4zWD
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhNPe42Y4a
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJ90EBOQlH
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXVqXJZWHC
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8ayz0fCpT
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeYy3PMTCj
「過來！」他對我喊著。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5RonXD9pL
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQb4yUjtbn
「不。」我退後了一步。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBB5Q2Ny6X
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CMYBY7xSC
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Je4uASkHO
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbY0EwXM7l
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnjBwIeytX
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cmHOO2C05
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34lnXx9xOA
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBCzG2BIWk
「我......」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4tm35aBz7
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuEpllHluW
「不要靠近我！」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5Y3XwIcOj
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuAAJxihl5
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohiHFoR88s
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1APm0X7H6
但是，我卻無法相信自己。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlu34ouBzY
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6yeMHjmsc
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSL0Y5pk5C
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQehGLk71M
「你是傻子嗎！」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcr2fFtPzh
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2kLYrhYHJ
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcVCF8iKtb
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiWv9ZoqGG
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfkeZbhqQ6
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPuE6vjV4g
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOhkl4kJan
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeJ5xFdt8v
像烈日的太陽一般。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3MC0Ldslq
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64HT4AYdJU
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4Msyz8PIc
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwxvpuhxfX
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGAmUOkHrx
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UvOu8lPME
「我們回家，好嗎。」836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE4qVq30H3
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJBJPL7Ueq
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFg0GgxkUmx
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMcOMhB0Pp
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxToK9k2fP6
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrvDu6hjPw
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2G5hl3UI6
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhns7Elmji7
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng2YigGJTd
836Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuDE88eoY7
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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