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人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oR3PP7ihY
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aWev2BKMM
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE2X4HrFrR
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagRQDIQ9R9
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2vsvcU0DT
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiXVp00mep
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ864aj4ZEUN
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd9pauvaRC
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJrcOySs95
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抵不住。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5vP2vk62C
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他決定到公園散步。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H6F7czS68
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgox9zOkQhs
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7gYnPGbhG
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsEYH6XAm4
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡov9DtC7YoR
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGAPrDgvB8
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq9oSaTjYO
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他不自已憶起亡妻……623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfxVWaql4Y
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKe4FjyUWf
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClIWLzyv2V
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi2E3c8GY9
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5hVpSvWbz
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk86R13cGA
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi15UuFtCd
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「即是何時？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MDXljdnLW
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「下一個夏天。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPNJJAphu6
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogFGDeYOSG
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qDmWzRv0i
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoALYxuHmLn
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRWzAHy7dt
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaomZZbAA8H
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內心終於安定下來。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8G6uWy4s8
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx59hmOV9W
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「但你的血糖……」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVyuE2Brn0
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7hEQmVkNC
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd14JN0Bp1
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hZJcu1tJp
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兒子送她一根拐杖。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU58EVJ2mUZ
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiML2hIhx8Z
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNRQEzygDD
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXF7sE3Th7
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrjFyN4zVx
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOn3whtRzb
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj3bRYBBge
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0bij2ROOJ
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5OaJrzir9
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於願足矣。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyrf2FUUeg
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vb4ng96d8
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡey8vTMSZGq
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QQb0FZSUe
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總得走下去，不是嗎？623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0ffMH4JKM
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iK8qohecZ
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTop8Gk5LrG
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LIiA0BZ1b
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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人生苦短——病623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sCk4FPfdc
他在床上徐徐張眼。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC5r14HaRv
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTJHCK9CQD
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfo0ex9rGX
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嗯。醫院。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCDlFXxfqE
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylQUYo0WXg
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksX54LPVb3
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz1BeXFzur
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsEF0MuN89
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO30zZGfBL
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXPMxlke1q
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「知道。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUe06WMfzj
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡson7UiwVrD
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxUyWDlAig
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3ASyra04C
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxEBwHtrH2
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡublT5O00UH
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtAoGXAdbV
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「她知道了沒？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8qZChhZ2o
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「不打算告訴她。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS3bU0QQgf
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2LZOs6P36
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兒子笑而不語。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaE3cal6jh
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimmPRYC2of
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT3cQtkKin
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsayFWSr5Xu
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD1q2RZGay
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgSsh2Oecl
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYDk02MGGI
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他決定到公園走走。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qJA5C31zG
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLQUJgVkbP
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XBj7wl3YV
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoDuiJnM6v
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmmACxMr6q
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全場一片默然。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmf5655qsU
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnn2RZ3K5aA
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不要問為何。不要問感受。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDe67qIloa
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92uMTpWN1K
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmu8yxaadD
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzvy7beWPa
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdQyinyII2
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgSZ3VXKGm
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ66sABSrM1
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHsQQxSSqB
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmyy4Jj6Gl
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0drxbKUhdp
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvMWXKkpGL
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mfGxJRENF
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIH0ws7F1tJ
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不復見。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRgt3sJwfr
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他莫名的被深深憾動。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQdLmICiik
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJbeAdrVnz
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUnCW9s5qv
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「我不怕死。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZo3ETOFeg
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98XMMxsQoT
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBfUoV0Azg
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSB9v7BtKV3
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「她的叮囑？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8koBc4IVqh
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbU19aw7Sd
「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxze7WB2A4F
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlJX7NUU5H
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「她沒這麼說。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsHkas0Zq1
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh5EAyyajJ
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aOrycwZHN
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqAUgKOHRa
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXn07ySoao
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDknM794dc3
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5j2OH8VUe
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYplBMo0iw
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「你多活了三年半。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IJgZSWGZ3
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe2EUpIm9Q
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「想繼續吃？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqS3m4OPRs
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgPo2smrYX
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxytNLUdRvp
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaOBCcacsQ
他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXknp5UqAF
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兒子呢？623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl11mfXkbH
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9CRKlxJiN
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啊！記起來了。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT4EXQAYj5
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4Q3w1H3kM
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果然。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP9F4dxek7
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KIO2Yo2Dc
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ0vqBTFR4
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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死病老生——老623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCqEbrMxKB
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtN1bpBSKQ
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gcayFiG34
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdo45uk6F9
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若有所失。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlyAmHYhKH
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到公園散心吧。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVrlnsHLU3
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPSq1R3q6B
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iZSgS1dC2
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp2DGvBzu8
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找樹。找到那樹。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8P68INRpom
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSvD3i7oOP
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboR0s4eX23
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzw6AXxeQc
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不願意。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQhWoVR5Ui
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想逃。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMchXoA1vbT
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逃！623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkItd0VvyrV
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逃出樹林。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn845oNHBcD
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彷如隔世。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHHvTP6hFW
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4FGTMVhbV
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2C2fhF4Mo
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一青年步入警署。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzqwBUQt07
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「你是誰？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBXnAssPS8
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「我是你的孫兒。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Mer2PP0R4
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「嗯……」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1iSzct6Tz
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「爺爺，回家吧。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpdfAUyN6i
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「嗯……」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGtXZSKVb7
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSyK8T2D0h
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdbqbJ0amu
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是否忘記了甚麼？623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3gECfEiFr
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKfZWAbK7C
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRIBFdbwHC
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpIoimuGzl
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI41Xtts4m
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1391H7r3pf
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9S2Q8T7WR
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp4kj1qbl8
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISDpETqgZr
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPrI9Vp6Ax
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzAo5fv1hh
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIjmwBMZq0
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QQoyNyDr1
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxHliFBGQ5
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXYAgP7fq8
某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CV0IVJpmc
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB43eilxCO6
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「不用發愁啊！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RWKMPw0Z8
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKZTKFpyUz
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「考試成績嘛！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHt85kq7c8
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo2iGz9EZH
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbPmDqJPBy
「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBQK1FkB8Y
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「嗯，我知道了……」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMlQeUriN1
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxavCMmrnJR
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結伴走了又一段路。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW33Uu3i5f
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99Vfi47i20
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmYUGalsvf
憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA38GjKr4n4
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKMUArD58X
希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUF2zyR2fEW
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyKRWA147n
絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHseITNEgx8
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaGEyFGmNn
他輕拍孫兒肩膀。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iLvUdrPwM
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAebVsuOoKC
「不用發愁啊！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRKh3rNELE
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjTJstqBZ5
「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMWmZda0Fm
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLcmn1egZu
「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlLM1fsk8o
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzfnYd3mW6
他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec1RNxAGsV
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbZOToOqXl
孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUh3OV3hiG
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkHvkB9CeI
沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpDRNetezk
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhD9tVb7sy0
孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNefRzhm63
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugF1HQxRZN
佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWikZJnG8wc
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKUhQPe3bI
鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog7lPurKT3
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzC1BqChvK
沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPfMpRx3sg
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1RDewGzX3
幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNIWJP6x3J
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUBLFV9IQg
忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIczVCgAXs0
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXjEHi9fab
找樹？找不到那樹。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho0DxCG6ls
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rjNbGJ05s
樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtrkfT7IEX
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGekeYgWTU
長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSJ2Pvjnoh
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjoARS1W7N
願意。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXH3Z7la4H
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSbq0qnAms
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZjVqCIZAx
身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3WEvsW1Rb
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZPPrBqUbE
一青年步入醫院。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4wk83ola9
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DHG2SNxgu
「你是誰？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7frkf0AUUb
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9JAKfCS6H
「我是你的孫兒。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx0q5aWCI1
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOLmfNuXHc
「嗯……」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB5Ea7rtpa
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rcxuG05pP
「爺爺，回家吧。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1cSSN16fN
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGnS9c0L4u
「嗯……」
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqGfM0bCyj
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死病老生——生623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sxTnYxzRv
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzB75D684Z5
他在輪椅上猛然醒來。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWGnfkoOBU
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS5a7fgoWo
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMzV17yM2A
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnvOFGza2G
爺孫二人身處公園大道上。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVl59zsgp8
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLETwJF3JID
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK2Hxs8U6r
孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV56aEIIQn
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjlV4t1UKw
他沒有吸吮。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG8oSQIEOd
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVt1wpXag2
孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjCsp4a3dI
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDHf3yMlLM
罷。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRxQtuEbpa
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3KmP1goBN
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao3nSxpave
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2JN8ZgI3f
他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmcJOVN1xM
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不要緊。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73kgeCFf5a
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImUqgesNDh
反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LWaBGPW78
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1YCF7p1AA
他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszrwhTCThd
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嘴角輕揚。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uNedTXYhE
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一。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DXGLAbHgx
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二。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk8c8kgqCy
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三。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4O3c28GqjW
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG1RvhdhgQ
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsodqa3LLHe
三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgxQmor7t3
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwA3dMlJiS
要緊的，不再要緊。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwvblzNGWn
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罷。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb81CBF3pAf
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiZ9CFaMbI
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTcCU6tCrN
循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIdS6LwIg1
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpPU7G2OJO
輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnHE8XGptS
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdmgPNv9iG
在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc03irQTsw5
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURKXJMi2iP
紅燈。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFL9sxfcWI
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KqwdqozZ4
「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbs581wn3b
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOWepnIvYv
孫兒彷彿自言自語。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO77NlZRRDS
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p5V5vhwp5
綠燈。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PDxKj3TtA
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqWf60Z4d5
孫兒沒有開步走。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMnu58nV0B
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紅燈。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozUkovWx3K
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PZh1wUr0q
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hdP8TPjfB
孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3VlOCWTgB
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrb2vPXvK4
綠燈。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXq4xWm82l
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKys2WgUBI
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBaM9IKRSK
紅燈。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKzFJPuvY5
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72sPjXBia8
「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9LDRNCE6s
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvStyRpiCRf
孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28jM23w0s9
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0tzGXteYs
綠燈。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ44od2nh5
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1d8n9HJuC
「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW1ArQsFjJ
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVhUWNSDZl
孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF0sgVchaE
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7vCgYceyh
總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZFxUJa9es
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這是從他身上學懂的。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhzg1ZKkqF
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiQWBcWcY2
一生受用。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8UXptXMyc
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1Wsh2UsmK
「爺爺，謝謝你。」623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt83fhRiNF
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxpnTs86Ap
孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjtjjUJZrT
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1JC0ouOJ2
要緊的，其實不要緊。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BzQ5VHW5y
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVbZVKDB37
罷。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0ZMS2ifLM
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他被送上安老院專車。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kCethBabS
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsGeTfFDDd
車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl341VjSpj0
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B1C9opSgR
腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t3NfjoAWb
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4TOPKZTyM
他被動地遠離昔日一切。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBd9Ph8ODZ
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ1TvBbGHn
要緊的，不再要緊。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuWGhaHxUN
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u1kF1k4n6
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZnShu1XbN
他忘記前塵，沒有執著。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwFFfremfg
623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGmKpYjMan
有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。623Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9WXoTNrwg
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