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人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqWXIkyD2S
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUa9xR7BVD
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM71Quy3kqq
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNol0Cdhzl
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQmo7qMUYY
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU9blRlblu
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtAB4BnuuN
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkKMz1OVUY
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7pMI06wDg
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抵不住。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdsGCWKGaC
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他決定到公園散步。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2CNw0NUFt
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp7BKVa7PQ
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8emByG4qh
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiGBTNCBTd
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi07ote5kuS
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwAqSFVA98
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwpd1wlmOd
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他不自已憶起亡妻……617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8jf0HcSZI
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAoYEBE0s5
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I0delbKb0
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIxfac8eHh
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISCb8GjJrF
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7Gsix0KA6
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCOcjk7qgm
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「即是何時？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5cDYa9C81
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「下一個夏天。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wSSTQGIag
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBamkjgBVI
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqggIkcr0P
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87vW0MyYOO
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOplvs5gkwB
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaQPwjkBfp
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內心終於安定下來。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdszWhbuFM
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsmEmLgEgZ
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「但你的血糖……」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGRzfOAf3g
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzW1Ses8Gn
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvH5RUuGb3
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgupDwqfezo
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兒子送她一根拐杖。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJQwqKkWZG
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt8BVNSp11
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ehHu7NdVd
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CuWomGgHW
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IzmPNbwzv
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHW9VOzQ3b
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bmtOE1qWn
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYszAilTPT
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcbmhL4aA1
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於願足矣。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0gRm3NtVB
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAlZi99Uc0
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekpsqF4ftT
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswDtCq8IhY
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總得走下去，不是嗎？617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3robn7rk3T
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaf3IRZi9U
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uLWNsv5IY
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06ZIWVi07Y
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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人生苦短——病617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZDpUoYga8
他在床上徐徐張眼。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT4GSK3VMJ
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIAzOh32gw
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LKcPFKile
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嗯。醫院。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmwSO551JB
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFB6iRNWst
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXvnk29hc2
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGlhg02BHN
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8osL7FyB7
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06DHWIdLef
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwMvCswo4e
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「知道。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8MEoJ8UKD
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrIFct0wzW
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN0HPry93b
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc5iarb8an
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoZIGTnrM5
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl5bhzvsmG
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AhiMEurws
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「她知道了沒？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiaa3Z3YhS
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「不打算告訴她。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3LlVZhhc0
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudS3gMsjy4
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兒子笑而不語。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOFOLWAsyO
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjud65cTzr
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8P9KcPbBf
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjglQszztva
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZvUouPwVJ
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv3J3OdoOE
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFRaeDP29Y
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他決定到公園走走。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Xikd6bKHN
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcvDumFW0P
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYCUzdiFe6
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhd4Lp0aea
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbsXmk4wHQ
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全場一片默然。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyTeZ1gxPQ
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q1GEP6VbS
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不要問為何。不要問感受。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2u7KuejKM
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp48lAcCoww
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BWAAAEUNZ
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjjZFgRDAN
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NqNgZhoxU
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2Ei6snxUs
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupyEvLpAir
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJfQjIfOhs
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ePdCdBso7
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nnPt8yDet
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjenMOZKFF
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yF5oSzbOu
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh0trU5FLz
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不復見。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghHGRkzukz
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他莫名的被深深憾動。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxwP2RVoDZ
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvJa4XtIS5
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFvPGhBsOJ
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「我不怕死。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqBbGnOG2r
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZm1hlXNXv
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjrWR5tPec
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31fDzgUlrm
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「她的叮囑？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YUVrMZHe3
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3ixAAXq8S
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvDgqN7twE
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「她沒這麼說。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLe9pJRLJg
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNCSfxbcqj
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOktt4kRaP4
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGiJDakaMB
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7NnDqprmE
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BwXdk16vW
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNuB3vMkmw
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlwW7kY25J
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「你多活了三年半。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJXgXpgLqB
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLUPJJQZ8q
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「想繼續吃？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyXg5BjOhX
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWsuTiU4GF
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu7ZV82XkN
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83up2lqW9u
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兒子呢？617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPJfWlOfn8
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xg50JcoOI
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啊！記起來了。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsbuXWzsdp
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k0tUgIE9D
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果然。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0dugJsxli
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwqFIQNI7b
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAEpp3grXt
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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死病老生——老617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCml4sNhgL
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBldYhQCPNN
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGw16q2L7FA
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FJ2TZ53Zf
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若有所失。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUyBfQAlaD
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到公園散心吧。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiUnXVtyLT
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4kwX9F2Tb
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNhpD9aE8f
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCzVRO8FTe
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找樹。找到那樹。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUeDHfuXFI
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwhkUYXXvO
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmw5QvUy1a
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiiXioQUth
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不願意。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0qugPAuCf
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想逃。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaM98NKwZI
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逃！617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ptqix3NVH
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逃出樹林。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf0R5yP9Ht
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彷如隔世。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxthnGz5Fp
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1pi8eI9dk
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjTrqZCuS5
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一青年步入警署。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1YGdiPrXP
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「你是誰？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLs3MPMpMM
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「我是你的孫兒。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX4plKEL37
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「嗯……」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUJD9bkLij
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「爺爺，回家吧。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFWmXaEkkB
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「嗯……」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPl4jPXIrD
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDELBfzCnwP
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJXseTwgRV
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是否忘記了甚麼？617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTzBjARyeu
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwns14RleEx
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFhkOH1Iof
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FuUAiwE8N
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zluNkkAKz
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuoZdzGA2C
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUvtM0647r
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx7BS8b51L
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YWplprvZY
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsK7L2y38M
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt6JokPbcl
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGQHnYfSsf
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAA8UEQF3K
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFofEm5MT5O
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyi7RMlnsE
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcFvbt7XK0
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「不用發愁啊！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBCRedprZ0
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrwvL1781d
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「考試成績嘛！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWBJYGld6n
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iziG3GvkE
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiZfY1nvvF
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「嗯，我知道了……」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6e629tWVV
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLw6I2QJyED
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結伴走了又一段路。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM3lL477Gy
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7g6NEydz0
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBcpMaiNUz
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzBLWzRDhs
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlwbcygHEc
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9RQ5NxTKv
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「不用發愁啊！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxAr1LVNWl
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcf6x3t9bN3
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeH8XBG1Pk
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYNqEDfSDc
他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2jsQMNSFm
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2AgOvPZqu
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdoTXVKJ8f
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjwJR291Ug
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL9uad6qQP
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhYxMhzi13
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwRh0Nd8Zy
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NtcEQuEsp
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOUW1FFug4
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找樹？找不到那樹。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjiMH8VCcu
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樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5miUMzmXRB
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlhdYUblHG
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願意。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzzovaU2uw
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI92nXFMshb
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B961bJzBg
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一青年步入醫院。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuItXZhSHG
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「你是誰？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZEabDSJ6w
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「我是你的孫兒。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG0V8L1vEX
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「嗯……」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5nvxPMHuY
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「爺爺，回家吧。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kyKzJ8N4M
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「嗯……」
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死病老生——生617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFTUUxEFn2
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAziTH74Kw8
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEleiqm6Gb
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr6R5d1vmz
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHQYbkQmRB
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vBBFVHxMG
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他沒有吸吮。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyY8ZJN1AgP
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG83Z3e78f
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9FMKKuPTC
罷。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnhfNiNYkw
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rvbs8ytP2
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuT3QPyo8Z
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPC8UmaGBe
他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbr5uoPCOx
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不要緊。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMjhXJ4Bby
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivkp8hrWq8
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATKgdFliCm
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嘴角輕揚。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKyNWeTyCE
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一。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24t5pW2gTr
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三。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TsCJXQsD2
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvo2bkw98f
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1lnlTqDg5
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要緊的，不再要緊。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkbWfdMV5D
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罷。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4Hg3Xn2Ca
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oa5a2KyeI
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWKnlrxCFU
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4k8e2kTbc
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0FlGimSHz
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紅燈。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFnKgvesul
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImUvU8qhIU
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82AzhOYq9S
孫兒彷彿自言自語。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLxHCPbbln
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綠燈。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAx0eM6y6e
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孫兒沒有開步走。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyYRxhfupz
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紅燈。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx1kO1mctz
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKvf93dQ4y
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTIQDEedKL
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綠燈。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxOqZX2F2j
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoi6myiUtY
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紅燈。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1cvbXtK7W
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XmKiBLxNO
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孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14CRrhP04n
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綠燈。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM1VN02YkA
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqsGsN3OTz
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTR2LQB1jm
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx4XDUooS1
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這是從他身上學懂的。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9mP8taQ1w
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一生受用。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeykGrv9Ah4
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1StYv0EFN
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW9p7b3Vlg
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要緊的，其實不要緊。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY0TLB8u4M
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罷。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn7QxV4fWd
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他被送上安老院專車。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEcAdu11wA
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6lq82oYNz
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSsW8fELgP
腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0XoKRJe9j
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdob81ijJi2
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要緊的，不再要緊。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHKlluYor6
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhsKlFVZmP
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaO5lQ37Ea
他忘記前塵，沒有執著。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9XOccSZn4
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qbly0o2CE
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