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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriKyArFxRk
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGLiCV8a5k
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVWAKjQEcM
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3eqgf5u98
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0HaC1YOot
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KNTe2Cm2d
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMyEzz0smi
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mF3dlGBMp
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrKoDFXZQV
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MR8yRVEZY
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScrYelXNA1
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我翻了個身。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX8eB7K3p3
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmgCTGBWyN
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKmNQ6mpEH
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFthnwhw1r
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVhiYyxYXj
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDnz0mqPmm
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「冰炎……不在家……」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTCva2ABvA
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空蕩蕩的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmxPfM6NEF
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEpgnvI9O7
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVABR7A5t0T
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdg8GWuqxE
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC38s87BA5
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我想不懂。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7h4kzObZq
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpjK0fyM26
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIF6gDH9z5
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsumVNoSf8
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkkJdZJN8J
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZixoAcUnDR
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『！』我傻住了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lnTRuTaYU
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nZWougbUJ
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不夠。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9RjO4Mz7x
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只是頭髮是不夠的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEG0jR7m9X
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwBC1fRFSk
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「褚。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdjh6eBmfJ
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z9cCEVwe1
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBchVmx3GT
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYq8M1yB8B
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UCjgEWz1z
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGE883R6m6
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz59fuzsW4
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好幾天？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ14Z1dsn2
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「三天。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaoMMH7GXa
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欸？這麼久？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDp7J5LWsk
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「怎麼了嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKDGlgjO8I
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什麼怎麼了？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabwVP5udpX
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbz67PUhDg
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W02sFD0Gp
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比重要更重要……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdsSrlktB5
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我腦中一片空白。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlOqy6jXnB
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比重要更重要……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6syP9hyY0S
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「褚？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhauvqlZx2
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比重要更重要……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqOZAUwdSI
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SicU09Wcu
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUNKBhG77M
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPDuO4pRcV
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTjlmWYI3d
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecfbSfK6MA
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud9BZyWOcY
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSTyf1QIJS
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrto69aSVnP
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3RVRRkP4B
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOYEp5WAYU
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeK0VCATH5
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnji6Ua5N9I
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiYqyDfHGR
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUkYB0KDw5
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxKO2FkuyE
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaiKbU0Qte
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB75lvgrHpH
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPBBHZbT96
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwrKlGKGG9
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLxoLvqO7O
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE5r2qFegU
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbdxVUvOKi
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS6zGoYKbA
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZBilfhv3F
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6c6Kv4YV9
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA0ozU7kVe
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxbjwQiIq1
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPoMqNsw3m
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwahkxvJa6g
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWgRyQ4bFX
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC415dAEm3G
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPxCN2EhYl
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFr86qWetE
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTotnBsZw6l
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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriKyArFxRk
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGLiCV8a5k
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVWAKjQEcM
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3eqgf5u98
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0HaC1YOot
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KNTe2Cm2d
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMyEzz0smi
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mF3dlGBMp
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrKoDFXZQV
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MR8yRVEZY
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScrYelXNA1
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我翻了個身。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX8eB7K3p3
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmgCTGBWyN
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKmNQ6mpEH
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFthnwhw1r
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVhiYyxYXj
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDnz0mqPmm
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「冰炎……不在家……」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTCva2ABvA
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空蕩蕩的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmxPfM6NEF
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEpgnvI9O7
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVABR7A5t0T
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdg8GWuqxE
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC38s87BA5
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我想不懂。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7h4kzObZq
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpjK0fyM26
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIF6gDH9z5
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsumVNoSf8
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkkJdZJN8J
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZixoAcUnDR
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『！』我傻住了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lnTRuTaYU
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nZWougbUJ
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不夠。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9RjO4Mz7x
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只是頭髮是不夠的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEG0jR7m9X
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwBC1fRFSk
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「褚。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdjh6eBmfJ
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z9cCEVwe1
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBchVmx3GT
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYq8M1yB8B
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UCjgEWz1z
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGE883R6m6
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz59fuzsW4
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好幾天？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ14Z1dsn2
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「三天。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaoMMH7GXa
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欸？這麼久？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDp7J5LWsk
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「怎麼了嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKDGlgjO8I
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什麼怎麼了？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabwVP5udpX
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbz67PUhDg
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W02sFD0Gp
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比重要更重要……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdsSrlktB5
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我腦中一片空白。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlOqy6jXnB
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比重要更重要……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6syP9hyY0S
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「褚？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhauvqlZx2
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比重要更重要……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqOZAUwdSI
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SicU09Wcu
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUNKBhG77M
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPDuO4pRcV
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTjlmWYI3d
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecfbSfK6MA
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud9BZyWOcY
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSTyf1QIJS
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrto69aSVnP
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3RVRRkP4B
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOYEp5WAYU
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeK0VCATH5
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnji6Ua5N9I
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiYqyDfHGR
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUkYB0KDw5
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxKO2FkuyE
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaiKbU0Qte
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB75lvgrHpH
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPBBHZbT96
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwrKlGKGG9
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLxoLvqO7O
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE5r2qFegU
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbdxVUvOKi
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS6zGoYKbA
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZBilfhv3F
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6c6Kv4YV9
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA0ozU7kVe
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxbjwQiIq1
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPoMqNsw3m
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwahkxvJa6g
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWgRyQ4bFX
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC415dAEm3G
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPxCN2EhYl
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFr86qWetE
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTotnBsZw6l
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