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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsg3aob0XW
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQrwKbwwwn
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4qvb6jG9d
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeqAKblsrR
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOjNuczIAg
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGsiQtpF60
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeRJvbgu50
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhmxI1QLwD
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGd5KZ686W
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvVL9KdEuG
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmojUdFxHi
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我翻了個身。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUOi3PBrsW
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuBRkQh1KL
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65iCQZLYAj
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADQ9f2GDUp
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zxLNUECtf
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEk4z5TvqL
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「冰炎……不在家……」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVRyB3GRRx
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空蕩蕩的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecY7PZlpDJ
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHgebXiwof
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW4YKrnWee
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzppDc8SUT
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDya6s16R2a
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我想不懂。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXXIIKFvkr
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqjp4P6PZE
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr2ekWnzCY
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnjkKapPjI
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGGT7RYyvC
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTfna4Hy8E
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『！』我傻住了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCTjUQmpbd
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SLoGP4f9z
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不夠。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdgR4KhB7p
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只是頭髮是不夠的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUUwPKbhRW
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS1rwhTlkn
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「褚。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18FWuTZ31Y
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmsxUQuWfv
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZQbkYZYv3
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODDG9liYAI
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRuvZGc8zU
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfzRr6lURG
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPdVgRaoY5
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好幾天？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIQ3qsID2D
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「三天。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nc3LWDOQh
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欸？這麼久？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7Ikbljh8W
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「怎麼了嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q7LGP8WV7
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什麼怎麼了？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXDDC1JaEV
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9f9WAdyqT
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFpoNYyzGx
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比重要更重要……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhho0f2e3ph
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我腦中一片空白。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6ZlCk5hlS
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比重要更重要……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFu9CTGaLB
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「褚？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwzFnwcURQ
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比重要更重要……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ1EKSaCwZ
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoqM3UGodZ
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnuyCL03Ld
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiYPcNraGW
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1amfGdnYJ
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi9CxkQrxd
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3PfPjb4s2
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4sY78DE6j
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg7Q79RCb9
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3ZPCzCy8f
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN5g1MjQUh
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEF0E5u3eR
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAmWMlwRaT
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaYn3r6cUY
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoZRL2SNUv
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMs87nWsKL
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC6vnd3nsH
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uk8XLL4Ix
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRhCMgYTdq
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP22ldS8Q8A
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1akdEEk6mh
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFhM0YppeI
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3HDQ2EoZ9
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ984fJbel10
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTrZZjupcP
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIoL2nmVcc
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLC6WCopJg
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYGfbmaMb3
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjdtFY1uIP
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNNq3PU72Q
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6mm2oW5Rr
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70b0Bx56cj
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dDvZpoxEk
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaQ99ArVvK
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t2PDHhASH
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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsg3aob0XW
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQrwKbwwwn
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4qvb6jG9d
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeqAKblsrR
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOjNuczIAg
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGsiQtpF60
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeRJvbgu50
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhmxI1QLwD
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGd5KZ686W
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvVL9KdEuG
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmojUdFxHi
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我翻了個身。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUOi3PBrsW
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuBRkQh1KL
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65iCQZLYAj
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADQ9f2GDUp
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zxLNUECtf
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEk4z5TvqL
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「冰炎……不在家……」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVRyB3GRRx
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空蕩蕩的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecY7PZlpDJ
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHgebXiwof
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW4YKrnWee
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzppDc8SUT
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDya6s16R2a
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我想不懂。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXXIIKFvkr
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqjp4P6PZE
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr2ekWnzCY
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnjkKapPjI
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGGT7RYyvC
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTfna4Hy8E
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『！』我傻住了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCTjUQmpbd
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SLoGP4f9z
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不夠。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdgR4KhB7p
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只是頭髮是不夠的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUUwPKbhRW
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS1rwhTlkn
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「褚。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18FWuTZ31Y
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmsxUQuWfv
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZQbkYZYv3
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODDG9liYAI
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRuvZGc8zU
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfzRr6lURG
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPdVgRaoY5
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好幾天？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIQ3qsID2D
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「三天。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nc3LWDOQh
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欸？這麼久？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7Ikbljh8W
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「怎麼了嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q7LGP8WV7
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什麼怎麼了？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXDDC1JaEV
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9f9WAdyqT
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFpoNYyzGx
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比重要更重要……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhho0f2e3ph
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我腦中一片空白。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6ZlCk5hlS
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比重要更重要……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFu9CTGaLB
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「褚？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwzFnwcURQ
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比重要更重要……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ1EKSaCwZ
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoqM3UGodZ
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnuyCL03Ld
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiYPcNraGW
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1amfGdnYJ
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi9CxkQrxd
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3PfPjb4s2
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4sY78DE6j
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg7Q79RCb9
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3ZPCzCy8f
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN5g1MjQUh
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEF0E5u3eR
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAmWMlwRaT
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaYn3r6cUY
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoZRL2SNUv
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMs87nWsKL
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC6vnd3nsH
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uk8XLL4Ix
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRhCMgYTdq
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP22ldS8Q8A
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1akdEEk6mh
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFhM0YppeI
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3HDQ2EoZ9
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ984fJbel10
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTrZZjupcP
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIoL2nmVcc
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLC6WCopJg
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYGfbmaMb3
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjdtFY1uIP
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNNq3PU72Q
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6mm2oW5Rr
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70b0Bx56cj
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dDvZpoxEk
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaQ99ArVvK
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t2PDHhASH
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